mozdoll's Xanga

Monday, October 17, 2005

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 00:43:04 GMT

this is for me, because when I write, it's not for your sake, but for my sanity. oh, the rapturous joy of finishing a paper.

but only after three packs of gushers, and so many pieces of gum that my jaw started clenching, and my teeth threatened to chip away.

and all the while, someone in the back of my head is pounding insistently: COLLEGE ESSAYS COLLEGE ESSAYS; the words bring a surge of goosebumps across my pale, dilapidated flesh.

& I only rebooted xanga to say something witty that I've lost in the midst of hex codes and aestetics. I feel like a hiccup, a blip in the radar. AN ELOQUENT ONE THOUGH.

I've discovered the intricacies of a webcam, and am madly infatuated with watching myself glimmer across the screen. can we say NARCISSIST? Cause I can.

jeebus, I need to start working. There's nothing like being a procrastinating egoist [who has to pee].

oh and I got a new sn. add me.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 12:48:47 GMT

man oh man, I could so be a scene kid.

heartache hurts like someone raped with a rhino. I want him &I want california.

Friday, July 22, 2005

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 18:19:32 GMT

I haven't died. I just like livejournal more. www.livejournal.com/~mozzi

Checkit. Add me, or whatever. ¢¾

Friday, June 24, 2005

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 19:44:55 GMT

First two days of summer, and I've nothing planned except for a thousand and one books. I finished "The Perks of Being a Wallflower", Chbosky, very good. So, what're my plans for the summer?

+ work [tuesdays, wednesdays, saturdays, maybe mondays]

+ volunteer [the elderly on sundays]

+ do the massive amounts of ap summer crap [bio test on ch 1-6 in the first week? what?]. I also need a portfolio really soon for the ap art thing. Grah.

+ visit Z, otakon, and the regular summer stuff.

+ rutgers lab

I miss him.

Monday, June 20, 2005

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 01:18:44 GMT

Zen creative micro or ipod mini? The greatest debate of my time. YOU. Cast your vote.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 01:52:08 GMT

The New Pornographers in a week & a day. Watch me joygasm.

I found a haircut. Nazzzz, call meeeee. Gotta do it before I think about it.

In other news, I'm moving to California, cause they're hot ashun arse with wicked hair. kthx.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 13:37:40 GMT

wahha. I was in Chicago for two days-- tuesday and wednesday-- and it was hothothot. And fun, but I don't think I'll ever get enough sleep again. Time travel is hellaciously taxing. We wandered around the streets, attempted to find deep-dish pizza [botched], attempted to get to Sear's Tower [failed], and settled on ice-cream and the boardwalk [lovely]. And then we played the "...in my pants" game, which is thoroughly amusing.

Ro is a whore for pools, so we went swimming [me in indecent exposure]. Thus, I've discovered a newfound love of boy-shorts [Tsai's] and tomboy-ish tendencies.

I think I'm going to cut my hair. Any suggestions?

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Tue, 31 May 2005 21:21:30 GMT

Hmph. So this is justice.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Sat, 14 May 2005 14:37:03 GMT

It feels like a lion is stuck in my nose. That, or happily clinging on to my beleagured retinas, digging in those lethal, sharpity sharp claws. Ugh. It doesn't help that I'm allergic to cat fur as well, so the itchyitchyitchiness of it pairs up with pressure, and I just want to explode and implode all at the same time.

I can understand why people are stupid enough to overdose now. Because those little white antihistamines are looking so very very yummy. I could fall in love with spring if it didn't make me feel so bloody disgusting.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Sun, 08 May 2005 02:03:12 GMT

I guess I should actually update, ne? I'm in the midst of aping. I'm going to warn you-- this'll be thoroughly boring.

APUSH was ok. Especially since making up history is fun. APENG was decent; I might've screwed up those essays. And APCHEM will be the death of me.

Today, I had the immense pleasure of taking three sat iis in a row. :] My brain decided to kamikaze on the third-- lit. I can't say I blame it.

BUT AFTER TUESDAY, I'M FREE!! Well, not really. But I'm going to party hard for a week, and then take the sats again in June.

AND THEN, IT'S SAYONARA TO THE COLLEGE BOARD!! mwuhahahaaaaaaaaaaa.