mr_poofy_hair's Xanga

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 16:49:47 GMT

whats up? dont feel like writin much today for some reason. well i woke up, went and played some basketball, and now im just chillen and the house. well like i said, dont feel like writin so im gunna leave ya with a song thats on my mind. kinda how i feel about some things goin on. its by miss mariah carey.......

"We Belong Together"

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

[Chorus]

[Repeat chorus]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

^^^^ yea, i like that song, haha. well im out. bye bye.

-Marcus-

Monday, January 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 16:58:33 GMT

Marcus is finally smoothing everything out........

wow, this past week, and the weekend have been great. i'm hangin out with my boys again (finally). i'm mending all the relationships, and finally gettin everything out. life is great. im so content with myself and who i am. not who anyone wants me to be. im so stoked.

Friday - basketball game against CHHS. then again i sat with the Chapel Hill kids. that was fun. i sat with Cola and some kid that was kool. haha. afterward we went to get a bite to eat with some people and then back home for me.

Saturday - woke up and went to the school. i know what your thinkin. Me + school + weekend doesnt add up. i know this, but i was up there to play some basketball. it was so much freakin fun. me, Tyson, and the Bear did it big as hell when we played 3 on 3. cant touch them Trail Creek boys!. were nasty, haha.

Sunday - well, woke up, cleaned a lot! haha. my room looks much better. went up to the mall with momma and mason for a bit. then it was back home for a little more laundry and cleaning. a little later on, Krystal came over and we chilled at my house for a while and watched a movie. after that we went to Waffle House (always great), and just got some food and talked. it was so great to finally get things right again. AHH!!!!! im so glad about that! good stuff.

well im out. be cool.

-Marcus-

Monday, January 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 22:21:21 GMT

Marcus is momentarily pleased with his life..........

yea, so im almost satisfied. i've learned so much the past few weeks. some good some bad. but ya know, its all for the best. i've got a great schedule, best classes, best friends in the world, and all im missin is one thing. its not so much that its unattainable, its just that everything always get really confusin for me. but ya know what, in time its all gunna come together. just gotta wait. everything comes with time. still waitin on who its gunna be. well im out, guess im gunna try to get some sleep. be good. im out....

-Marcus-

Friday, January 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 20:16:27 GMT

marcus is shocked......

im really shocked at some stuff lately. i figured out that i have the freaking best friends in the world! not just my boys either, everyone has been so awesome to me the past few days!!!! I LOVE IT!!! and then there r those other friends, and im only gunna say this once, DONT BE A F*CK*N FAKE!!!!!! OMG, that is the freakin worst thing. dont lie, dont say what people wanna here, and dont be what your not. i thought about it for a while, and someone i thought was really my friend, and still kinda is, is totally 100% fake. they only told me what i wanted to here and they kept shit from me. ya know what, its kool, I DONT NEED YOUR FAKE ASS! its straight, i finally figured you out! give me fake looks all u freakin want, and since it aint one of my boys, or any other guy, its that much more comical. my biggest problem and advice to you is tell shit how it happened. dont say crap to make you look like the bigger person, QUIT LYING!

too everyone else but that one single person, yall are F***IN AWESOME!!!! I LOVE THE HELL OUTTA YALL!!! dont change one bit!

now that i got that off my chest im so happy!!! HOLLA!!!!

oh yeah, jess, im kool with that, i just wanted to kno

-Marcus-

Monday, January 02, 2006

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 20:55:11 GMT

marcus is bummed.........

ok so i woke up at around noon today. got bored and cleaned some, did some laundry and picked up my room. thought that i would be havin plans this evening and so i went out and bowled with some friends. had a pretty good time until i started feelin like i was gunna throw up everywhere. so i left early and came home and kinda got ready. yea, i was lookin fresh, haha. turns out it didnt matter cuz i never got a call back........ yea, thats why im bummed if ya dont know..........

marcus (why me?)

Friday, December 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 14:23:23 GMT

marcus is happy!

ok so yesterday me and mark hung out all day. we went everywhere, walmart (airsoft guns mark! haha), then the mall (omg Jess it was so good seein ya girl, dont let go!), then ended at the bowling alley. so much fun. stayed there till 2 in the mornin then drove around and went to walmart and chilled with the night workers, haha. it was crazy fun. then we left there and came here and crashed.

now im about to go play tennis with some people, be easy kids.

marcus aka ever-so happy

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 16:10:37 GMT

whats up yall? my Christmas was great, hope yalls was too. went over to aunt Cindy's on Christmas Eve for a family get together. too fun. then Christmas we went to my dads, then to my aunt and uncles out in lawerenceville. it is always fun out there. well the day after we went up to the North Georgia Mountains and stayed in this nice cabin with a hot tub in the living room. it was too freakin awesome. went on an 8 mile hike and got lost in the woods and played some tennis. we watched like 50 movies. it was great.

found out some stuff that really disappointed me but w/e, i'll live. pressing on with my life! wow, i need a girlfriend! not just anyone tho, someone who can accept me for me. if there happen to be any of yall left, gimme a holler. peace and love!!!

marcus - 404-353-8342, gimme a ring!

Friday, December 23, 2005

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 10:43:36 GMT

yo! well i've been layed up all week in bed. yeah kinda sucks, but im feelin better. so once dad gets back into town were gunna go play some tennnis. then tomorrow me, momma, and mason are goin out to my aunts in marietta for a little get together. then we'll go back to momma's and open gifts from her. the next mornin me and mase are goin to my dads openin presents then out to lawerenceville to visit my Aunt, Uncle, my cousins Stephen and Sara. i think the next day were headin to the mountains. just me, my brother, my dad, and our dog Sydney. should be loads of fun. well i reckon i've filled ya in on enough for a few days. im out, be good and have a merry christmas. oh yea, found a quote of kalee's profile that i liked. here it is...... "I can’t move on because the only thing I can find wrong with you is that you can find so much wrong with me."<<<<< too great

Costa OUT!!!!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 18:08:00 GMT

whats up people? well for those that dont know i got my wisdom teeth cut out Monday. so yeah, i look like a chipmunk. my cheeks are all fat so thats not much fun. Amber and Becky decided to stop by for a little while and laugh at my poofy cheeks but its kool. well when momma got home we went and got some mashed potatoes from KFC and i just finished those. well i'd write more but im kinda tired so i'll ttyl. gimme a ring and make me feel better. (404-353-8342). i'd love to hear from ya. peace!

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 23:57:18 GMT

can i trust anyone? honestly? people have secrets, and things they want no one else to know. i HATE that. omg, i cant do this.............