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Name: Michael
Country: United States
State: Washington
Metro: Bellingham
Birthday: 12/4/1981
Gender: Male


Interests: Love to explore life, God's creation, music, love of people and friends, things unseen, good food, the ocean, outdoor stuff like hiking and camping, kneeboarding, swimming, yeah that's good for now.
Expertise: Hmmmmmm, what do you mean......?
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 4/3/2006

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Monday, April 03, 2006

Totally bummed.

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Had a good talk today over tea with some friends.  Every time I see them it begins to sink in more and more how much it is going to hurt to say goodbye at the end of this month.  Especially since I don't know if I will ever see them again.  What is life like after college?  I have grown so accustomed to being a part of something meaningful and profound.  Now as we draw closer to the end, this dark shadow of mediocrity looms in the distance, threating me with a life of a 9-5 day job devoid of anything deep, so that I can pay the bills and support my family, that we might be able to own a ridiculously high-priced home with a nice car and 2.5 children, ever contributing more and more to a society that worships consumerism.  I wish I knew what God has in store.  If you're reading this right now and you are a friend of mine, know that I'm going to miss you terribly, and that I care deeply for each and every one of you.  Wow, what a bunch of sentimentalism.  Anyway, I'm signing out for now.
Blessings,
-Mike.