well talk about a fucked up last ten minutes. some body pray for me and tabi. she just found out that some that real hurt her in the past is not were he should be. i can not, will not go in to details but i would beat this person to near death or further with out remorse and would enjoy it very much. this man should never see the light of day. but he is in no harm yet for he has not seen me. he has doon something i can not forgive not any time soon with out him giving his time some were very unpleasant. if i where to see him i can not insure that he would not be mangled or worse and i am not joking. this is one of the madest times i have ever been. the worst is that someone close to tabi who knows what hapned must have told him and needs to explain her self because she put tabi back through some thing that should have never hapned in the first place. i  do not believe in revenge but i would not be able to stop my self in this situation. he has taken some thing; i want to take something else

i needed to vent but am no were over this yet

shane

well Monday the 26th is my last day at El Chico. so every body that cares should come and request me i need money before i leave for dallas. i hope and pray i get that job at texas road house i will need to make good money in order to eat once i live there.  thanks it has been fun now i get to go live my life

PS, do not forget i better have atlest 1 (one) request on monday!!!!!!

PPS, Merry Chirstmas to all and to all a good night!

PPPS, baby i hope you fell better soon i love you and will call you bye

Tabitha, I love you more.  i hate that you have to post for me.

well i have not posted much.  i have a shit load of bills coming up that sucks.

guess what i am moving to denton in 2 weeks hell yes.  i am getting out of the house.  i should be moving on the 27 or 28 and school does not start untill jan 17 wich is great. almost 3 weeks to work and be with my baby (tabitha) and party with out worry of school and home work hell yes. i cant wait. i cant wait to be with you baby. i love you very very much.

hey baby this is for you, but I want the whole world to know (or at least the four people how read my xanga).

I love you tabitha. I always will I love you with all every thing there is in me. I do believe that we are meant to be together and will have beautiful babys and full life. I am sorry if I say I am not enough for you but some times I feel that how can I be enough for such a beautiful smart loving person like you when I cant even find the time to drive up there and see you. how can I be enough. how can I fulfilled your needs from down here. but I will try to be better I love you every much by baby. I hope to talk to you soon bye.