mrjelly's Xanga

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Thu, 15 Jan 2004 17:43:55 GMT

hey xangaz well in a whle me and mah grl now both go to church..heritage baptist church.....well stephaniie feels like we're not together but i talk to her about that she's feeling okaii now...i juss wanted to saii happie annaversary to mah behbii...our love grows stronger everydaii...everytime i tal;k to you i am surprised by how much u change mah life....everything you u put up with and all da bullshit people put you through..juss wanna saii thank you for understanding...i love you behbii iight den xangaz iym out..

Friday, January 02, 2004

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 01:46:19 GMT

well now that i slept ova at lesters house fo a nite...it was okaii i guess..i fel off da bed...nuttin reallii interesting..mah behbii off ta Long Beach......yeah i miss her hella much.....right now iym pissed.....sumwun hit meh while i was driving....wat kind of sht ish dat!? who da fukk hits sumwun dat's driving?? well it dunt mattah..yeah iymna go home soon cuzz mah momma want meh ta go home sho meh funna be outiight den xangaz...

Thursday, January 01, 2004

Thu, 01 Jan 2004 01:54:49 GMT

hey neva wrote in a while buh yeah happie new years eve. iym at mah patna'z melissa'z she rich ass hell! buh yeah sho iymna write bakk lata....i love you stephaniie tong..........you will be stephanie ''ly'' sooner or lata!

Sunday, December 21, 2003

Sun, 21 Dec 2003 18:21:53 GMT

mah chorstmas ish gonna sukk i can tell alreadii..buh i juss miss mah behbii and i ned her by mah side that dai..this holiday i get shoes and shum car rims and shum clothes...i hafta spend mah fukkin birthday money on lester bitch azz for hiz fukkinshoes so he can get meh shum air forces...grr iym hella madd i got mah behbii shumthing speshal and i hope she love it cuzz i reallie want her to love it lolz...eyah well iym outs peace out den xangaz...

Thursday, December 18, 2003

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 18:17:41 GMT

hey xangaz wasssup? meh iym in class 3 mins till i gots ta cutt well i read mah behbii's thinggy and i love her well yesterday i was thinkin about the thing mah behbii had told meh on our annaversary, well i did hurt buh i didn't show it hurted on our annaversary wen she was with meh. yeah i was sadd and madd and frustrated buh i dunt give a fukk now. mah behbii'z at home and i couldn't visit her todae cuzz her uncle at the house. yesterday i went to frisko at the last minute to see mah behbii spent 15$ to see her for an hour and went bakk home. she was tired and sleepy so i let her sleep. yeah so i gots ta go now okay iym out xangz i could onlee be online sumtimes so it wunt be updated shumtimez iight then iym out i love stephaniie ''Ly'' with all mah heart iym oiutS PEACe

Saturday, December 13, 2003

Sat, 13 Dec 2003 04:15:36 GMT

DEAR BABY L0SER,

HEY Y0U!! JUST TH0UGHT i`D MAKE Y0U A NEW BANNER `CUZ THE 0THER 0NE WAS UGLY. HAHA BUT ANYWH0, i MiSS Y0U S00 MUCH!! Y0U`RE AT CHURCH `ND i`M AT H0ME D0iNG N0THiNG. JUST THiNKiNG `B0UT WHAT i G0TTA GET PE0PLE `ND Y0U F0R CHRiSTMAS CUZ iTS C0MiNG UP!! iMA BE SPENDiNG T00 MUCH THiS CHRiSTMAS BUT iTS G0N` BE W0RTH iT!! HAHA

BUT ANYWAYS, Hi! HAHA i`M S00 B0RED. S0RRY i HAVEN`T BEEN ACTiNG MYSELF. i G0T iSSUES `ND i0N0 H0W T0 DEAL WiTH iT. THURSDAY NiGHT, i WAS JUST THiNKiNG `B0UT WHAT WENT 0N THAT DAY `ND THE DAY BEF0RE `ND i JUST BR0KE D0WN. EVEN WHEN i WAS 0N THE PH0NE WiTH Y0U. i JUST DiDN`T WANNA SAY ANYTHiNG. WELL YESTERDAY, ANNA FiNALLY KN0WS AB0UT US. i HAD SH0WED HER THE N0TE ME `ND T0YA WAS PASSiNG EACH 0THER `ND SHE WANTED T0 CRY WHEN SHE READ THE THiNG THAT HAPPENED THE FiRST TiME T0 ME, `ND iT HURTED HER T0 KN0W THAT SHE WASN`T THE FiRST T0 KN0W EVERYTHiNG. i FELT BAD CUZ i SH0ULD BE ABLE T0 TELL HER EVERYTHiNG WiTH0UT A D0UBT BUT WHEN i HAD T0LD HER S0METHiNG BEF0RE, SHE HELLA T00K iT THE WR0NG WAY `ND G0T MAD AT ME S0 i DiDN`T WANNA TELL HER ANYTHiNG LiKE THAT AGAiN. `ND THEN LATER 0N, i STARTED THiNKiNG AB0UT WHAT i WAS G0NNA TELL Y0U 0N 0UR ANNiVERSARY, `ND i JUST BR0KE D0WN AGAiN N0T WANTiNG iT T0 BE TRUE. WHAT ALS0 MADE ME BREAK D0WN WAS THiNKiNG AB0UT H0W i HAD WENT T0 WALMART WiTH Mi FAMiLiA EXCLUDiNG Mi MADRE `ND H0W i FELT THAT PE0PLE WAS L00KiNG D0WN AT ME `ND Y0U KN0W i HATE WHEN PE0PLE BE L00KiNG D0WN AT ME. iT MAKES ME FEEL LiKE SHiT S0 i STARTED CRYiNG EVEN M0RE. THEN i TH0UGHT 0F MY M0M `ND H0W SHE G0T WAS SHE G0T EVEN TH0UGH iT AiNK SERi0US, i D0N`T KN0W WHAT iT iS `ND H0W SHE G0T iT S0 iTS LiKE, i0N0 i JUST FEEL BAD F0R HER. BUT WHAT MADE ME CRY THE M0ST WAS THiNKiNG AB0UT WHAT Y0U WAS G0NNA TELL ME 0N M0NDAY. i 0NLY TH0UGHT 0F 0NE THiNG `ND i iMAGiNED iT `ND iT HURTS. i D0N`T KN0W. i`M JUST HEKKA TRiPPiNG `ND i NEEDA ST0P THAT. BUT i WAS 0NLY FACiNG REALiTY. i SH0ULDN`T ASSUME THiNGS TH0UGH. i JUST D0N`T KN0W ANYM0RE!! i L0VE Y0U TH0UGH `ND i ALWAYS WiLL BECAUSE 0F NUMBER0US REAS0NS. WELL i G2G S0 iMA TTULS. BUH BYESS!! i L0VE Y0U L0SER!! HAHA

L0VE ALWAYS,
L0SER x2

Sunday, December 07, 2003

Sun, 07 Dec 2003 02:08:18 GMT

HEy XanGAz!...meh iym happie i'll tell you why..well mah weekz started kinda ruff.. mundae and tuesday i stayed home...buh wendsday i went to enroll in skoo cuzz i had to go..uhmmm i was enrolled in MacClimonds...yeah not reallie the ideal skoo buh i like it..nOW..not reallie mah idea to go thurr mah momma said i had ta start skoo..and i knew dat t0o..it sukked...buh wen i enrolled it was koo i saw mah patna BIg "D" koo azz nigga and i was enrolling...next day thursday i started skoo...we have A B schedlue..a schedule where i have 4 peariods a day..90 mins a class..suxx...uhmmm i have english wun and english two and creative writing...and world cultues and phys. sci. and i have p.e and jrotc andALgerbra wun..all tagether it's 8 classes...thursday was koo i was kikin with da people at bunche...and den went home..mah mom picked meh up afta skoo...talked on da fone with mah behbii stephanie...i found out two grlz dat dai was jockin meh...uhmm not braggin.....yeah it's cute wen mah behbii get's jelous..i know she care...<---iono why dat was important...friday went ta class couldn't wait tqa get home and see mah behbii...she came ova dat daii.....and da last class dat dai was stressful..i found out dis Wun black broad had a thing for meh..it didn't reallie mattah i gotta talk to her on tuesday though tell her mahself i gotta grl...u noe break her heart..hahahahhahahahaha....j/k iym a fool!.....wen i got home i had ta walk cuzz mah mom left meh...i went inside mah room and i saw mah behbii in mah room...i had a bigg azz smile i hella missed her...and we talked about hmwrk for a while and den we started kissin and do the things we do..i had a cuple surprises...caugh caugh....I LOVEd IT..well mah momma took her home at like 12 sumthin...and while i was in da car mah momma gab meh shumthin ta gib to mah behbii..she called her her "DAUGHTER'' already..surprised meh..it was a dimond ring!..damnn i didn't know mah momma would gib meh shumthin ta gib to her like dat..and wen mah momma was in da car tadae...she took da diomon ring bakk and den she showed meh a 22 k ring with a pearl on it...MG mah momma love her...buh not as much as meh..so yeah now iym writing dis and meh gonna go talk to mah behbii momma Stephanie Ly..iight den xangZ..

peace e-z

Saturday, November 29, 2003

Sat, 29 Nov 2003 20:12:28 GMT

i dunno wah ta put in here buh i talk to mah behbii last nite and it was fun...i was having FUN on da fone with her..we was talkin about DEc 15 2003..our annaversary..and all da ''fun'' we goin ta have..buh dat's ish between meh and mah wifey..well mah wifey delected mah findapix..she dunt like females commentin on mah picx..things like...''u have big lips..i juss wanna bite dem'' shumwun wrote meh dat and she told meh she didn't like it sho i told her ta delete it..sho dis mornin she did..people comment on her stuff buh for meh i like it...i like it wen amh grl ish comment on cuzz i got her and noo wun else can have her ya nooe ya noe...buh dat's juss meh..i luv mah behbii i called her dish mornin and yeah..we had a lil fun...iym not dat sick no more..sho hapie! oh yeah da song dat' ya'll listenin ta ish 2pac ft. biggie smalls - Runnin [dying ta live] mah hunnie put dish song on fur meh..i LOVE HEr..dish ish mah fav song..YUppZ WEllZ XAnGaZ..iym outZ PeaCe EZ

Friday, November 28, 2003

Fri, 28 Nov 2003 19:28:56 GMT

WElL HAppIe TurKey dai XanGaZ...YUpPz...i Hope YA'lL hAd a Gud ThanKx gIvInG..I howeva didn t have a happii thankx giving, and the daiz befor that wasn't sho enjoyable.. i guessh i am da wun having issuz...about two daiz ago mah hunnie went out ta frisko with her best freinds for a b- dai celebrration......well i was okaii with dat...buh den wah bothered meh was she came home at 12:30.....shumthin liike dat...it made meh madd... i mean why would she be goin out dat long wen she te;;s meh she onlee gonna be gone fur a while...and den week(s) before dat she told meh no more goin out fur a while unless it's with family...she promised....buh it dunt matter if she went out buh she onlee called meh wen i told her to and wen she was bored..iym at home sick......i shouln'd complain.....i luv mah behbii..juss dunt want her goin around dat late..i dunno wah iym saiin no mo...thanksgiving wasn't funn....sick as fukk didn't knone wah ta do...went around ta mah step family house adn juss psted out front fur a while...den i went inside and ate a slice of turkey...pretending i was happii.....called mah behbii and she was habing a gud time.....sho i let her go do wah she was doin.....we left dat house and went ta mah grandma'z ....i got drunk and i caugh and caugh..till mah whole bodii was hurting....we'll onlee wun of mah cuzzo's was thurr sho i kiked it with her fo a while...den she had ta leave mah mah mom told meh and mah faggot azz brother ta sleep at mah grandna'z house...next mronin got up at 6:00 and went t da mall fur da afta thankx giving x-mas shoppin thinggy,,,i stood up da whole...time.....sho pissed....i called mah hunnie and ask how was her thankx-giving she said it sukked t0o....she didn't even eat da turkey..her momma and her fam got her mad she she chilled in her cuzzo room....well mah daiz are gettin fukked up...mah heart grws weary of da daiz..i wish mah life would end..i think mah behbii dunt like meh much right now...iono why am i feelin like dish...dish sht ddunt even make sense...i dunno n-e more..i juss wish i was dead........................................byez xangaz..

Saturday, November 22, 2003

Sat, 22 Nov 2003 19:34:46 GMT

...it'z juss meh again..same ol' johnny johnny...i never reallie intended to keep this xanga open...neva reallie intended ta keep it updated..buh things came up and profile on aim isn't gonna do it...so right now ish november 22nd....been in love still fur almost two years...happie with mah behbii grl...aint nobodii gonna tell meh how i feel...aint no wun gonna tear us apart...we're in love...and with all mah heart and all mah soul i'd do nething for her in a heart beat...well iym still online...juss talked to Mz StePhAniiE Ly...She is saDd About sumthin..i dunnno wah..i have ta see her again soon though....iono...life has it's twist and turns...i juss dunt know where the next turn gonna start or when it begins..i guess life has it's mysteriez....i went ta a partee last nite...everywun was drinkin..and i onlee drank a lil...i was the most sober outta everywun thurr...ecept the people dat didn't drink(onlee 3 people) buh yeah anywaizz...the parteee began and i wass juss outside with mah step bro listenin ta musik...lookin at mah grlz picture and talkin about marrige...i dunno why we did..buh we did..he told me dat he wanted a grl as faithful as mine...my heart was saiing dat my realtionship with Mz StEphAniie...was more speshal dan newun eva could imagine...how my world would end if she wasn't by my side...buh mah xanga is onlee dedicated to her.....i went online in class da otha daii and checked mah xanga out..i saw dat she made a new banner...and everywun wasa around meh...dey saw her picture and all the guys told me that i wish i went with her and i made this whole thing up...well....shum would be like oh no wanna bet she mah grl...i juss sat thurr smiling at the fact that i have her and nowun in dis world dunt....how mannee times i have ta sai it fur yooh ta feel wat iym saiing? i love you StEphAniiE Ly...dat promise ring is not ta take fur granted behbii...i love are the words dat ring out in mah ear wen u sai iit..mah heart is filled with everlasting love no wun has eva known....i juss wanted you ta know i love you...well meh out people..