Kisses My Bitches!

Out came the sun and dried up all the rain

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Posted by: mschif Original: 4/22/2008 12:37 PM Views: 100 Comments: 5 eProps: 10 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Currently Listening
St. Elsewhere
By Gnarls Barkley
CRAZY!
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Hey Babies! Guess who is back from the Land of I WISH I WERE DEAD!? Yup. It's true and here is another clue...I AM feeling frisky, funky and full of silly fun once again. WHEEEEEEEE!!!

Now tell me, which of you angels out there is doing voodoo to make me well? I AM not lying when I say... every single time I write a whining, I'm ill and sickly blog on Xanga my troubles seem to disappear the next day. EVERY TIME! Thank you so very much for that magic, I missed myself so very much and I was seriously losing my will to live. I blame the Atripla for that. A TRIP LALALALA is more like it, only not so much LA as OMG somebody kill me please!

I AM currently not taking any HIV meds and do not plan to take any more at least until after my birthday next month. I have lofty goals and plans and peeps I want to visit in the next coming weeks and I AM not willing to suffer with any more side effects in the interim. I'm not real convinced that I will be trying any more of those horrible meds anyway. If I buckle down and get serious with my health again I AM quite convinced I can suffocate the HIV in me with goodness and prayer. I thank GOD every night for curing me of this HIV and one of these days I'm convinced he is going to tire of my nagging ways and make it so!

The rash has almost left now too although, I AM still really itchy and do feel that occasional pins and needles feeling that is a direct result of med induced neuropathy. Many of the HIV meds are notorious for causing Neuropathy and let me tell you, that shit hurts! I think death is the lesser of 2 evils when it comes to neuropathy...but that is just me.

My meningitis symptoms have almost left completely now too and I don't have to wear my sunglasses in the house anymore. LET THERE BE LIGHT! Nary a jabbing ear pain either and my sleep has returned to normal volumes now too...and I can EAT! Eat like a HOG! I should have no worries gaining the weight back I lost while medicated. Please pass that Culvers frozen custard my way! OINK!

I'm going to LIVE and more importantly... I ONCE AGAIN WANT TO! THANK YOU!!!

BE WELL.

Posted 4/22/2008 12:37 PM - 100 views - 5 comments

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glad to see you back on your feets. lets try to find something homeopathic and natural to help you out!

Posted 4/22/2008 1:44 PM by styxx374 - reply

If I ever have a cow.......... I'm gonna call her Ruby....... and I'm gonna tell her not to take her lips to town........ Is way too disturbing.............

Is time to put ur garden in Bitch.........

Posted 4/23/2008 8:31 AM by benevolentMitch

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I am so glad that you have your spririt back, and your hope! You sound fantastic and I hope this lasts a long, long time. Take care of you.

(Ruby?)

Posted 4/23/2008 9:03 AM by DeliaD

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so there's magic in xanga. I'm going to start complaining (did I say start complaining?). I believe in the healing powers of expressing yourself. Keep doing what you're doing.

Posted 4/23/2008 11:22 AM by Prometheus

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I am envious of your not taking meds. I persisted and the side effects do go away. I hope you can manage to keep those t cells up and that viral load down! Mind over matter!!

Posted 4/28/2008 6:28 AM by Orlando