Rereading this xanga...

I have come to realize that I had some serious issues.  Humm.  Plus, I couldn't spell worth a damn either.

Anyway, I'm no longer living with him.  Good thing.  I just wish that he would get the fuck out of my life.

Seriously, I do.

I know...

I know.  I'm not gonna sit here an lie about it.  I know what happened.  And I'm not too dumb to not  see what's going to happen.  I am hoping for the best, I really am, but I don't forsee it.  Some things can't be forgiven.  Yet, I only wanted something that wasn't possible.

Alas, I am moving on.  I got checked today.  Now I'm just waiting on the results.  I am hoping its a clean bill of health, and honestly, I don't think that there is any reason I shouldn't have a clean bill, but I just want to be on the safe side.

I should have known when you wanted me to have sex with you while you were seeing someone else.  I should have known right then and there that it was probably like that with me.  Hurmph.

I am going to find someone else.  Someone who satisfies me emotionally, sexually, and physically.  Its not you that can.  Now I have a ring that I don't even know what to do with...it feels like its corrupted.

Oh well.