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Sunday, February 01, 2004

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 18:28:37 GMT

NEW XANGA.

Saturday, January 31, 2004

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 02:19:28 GMT

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Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 06:57:20 GMT

only God knows.

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

Wed, 07 Jan 2004 06:00:48 GMT

just sitting here. coughing like crazy. listening to what a girl wants. feeling completely speechless. hm. it can`t get any worse. and i`m not about to let anyone or anything get to me. fuck this shit. those games. those fucking games you play. you think you could jus play your little games like that and get away wid it. i don`t think so. i`m not a dumbfuk. you never even tried thinking of what it would feel like. did you now. pft. but i`m not surprised really. i figured most of them were like that. ugh whatever the fuckever.

Thursday, January 01, 2004

Thu, 01 Jan 2004 04:26:55 GMT

hear me out. it`s so rare that a mind should come to understand that there is more to a person than that first impression. too often we`re only given one chance to prove ourselves. a first impression is shallow. hardly a portrait of who it is we actually are. it takes so much more that that to know someone. so before you judge, take a deepr second glance... lookat things through my eyes...see what i see. feel what i feel. only then, will you know why i do what i do. and why i am the way i am. one.

____reminisce about 2003. so many memories. never to be forgotten.

i wanna thank all the people that cared for me and loved me throughout this year. come to think about it, it really means alot. 2003 contains so many regretful and joyous memories. to all my homays. haha. fasho. the meaning of being close to somebody doesn`t always mean you have to know them for a long time. it all matters on the memories you shared with them. either good or bad. i`d like to give a shoutout to hot chica mimi including connie too. damn grl. how long have i known u for ?? pfft. a lil more than half a year. and it seems like so much longer. you truly are one in a million. something about you makes you so unique. that`s whats so great about you. and you are T000 nice to me hun. you can`t be replaced. better k.i.t always. one. also to my dear POTNUH anna. puhahaha holy man. you are TOOO funny. shiewt. you seemed hellsa coo in the beginning of the year. but now. this. this.. this . HAH. anna. you`ll forever the f*ckever be my potnah. haha stay kute muffin & we better get through highschool togetherr. fo`shugadell. x) loves. also. to my sexymami debdebs ! boy o boy. you and anna. what`s up with you guys ?? sooo friggin kute as hell. except anna is a bit more pathetic. sall g tho. debbie. remember you always have your. uh shortybigboobs here as a punching bag ! :] just know that i don`t ever wanna lose your asss. kit always. hs will be great wid you sweetie. =) and shouts to kendal, vickalo, jenny unni, xtina unni, jinnie, pearl, etcetcetc. don`t take it personally if i forgot youuu. yall know i love you from the bottom of muh heartt. fashiggidy.

HAPPY NEW YEARS !!

*jenx3

Wednesday, December 31, 2003

Wed, 31 Dec 2003 05:12:08 GMT

2004 NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS
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1. look at life in a positive manner.
2. manage my time
3. put more dedication in the things i do and become soley dedicated to at least one activity.
4. do more things that will benefit my future widout interfering with my N0W life.
5. strengthen family relations.
6. Not to look too deeply into the negatives of people i hate. instead, jus keeping a distance from them instead of getting close and hating them even more for their negative characteristics.
7. introduce catholicism to at least one person.
8. tell everyone i care about them and i love them at least once.
9. save up some money.
10. get in shape and lose some f*cking weight! (use my treadmill) xP
11. get good grades.
12. keep intouch with as many of my buddy`s as i possibly can.
13. volunteer.
14. get a REAL JOB.
15. give birthday presents on time. =)
16. live in the moment and take as many pictures as i can to remember it.
17. organize all my pictures.
18. live life to the fullest. =)

yes i did. i made a new xanga. hmph well sorry if you guys are trippen about it. i know i make alot of xangas and screen names and it`s hard to keep up. sooner or later i`ll quit xanga so just let it be. feeling sorta moody today. i had a bit of an arguement and some physical stuff with my parents. not very good things. i guess everybody goes through that ya noe. i just happened to think about it alot today. and it didn`t seem fair to me for some reason. i mean john gets to go out and kick it with his friends anytime anywhere. while on the other hand, im so called T00 Y0UNG to go out to places he goes to, etcetc. whatever though. maybe i`m just making a big deal about it. there`s alot more people out there who go through a more harsher more difficult life than me. like people who don`t even have homes and a family to live with. compare it. and then i realize i got my life pretty good. & to all the people who care about me. thanks abunch. i don`t need sympathy. but thanks for caring anyways. i guess it means alot to me now that i think about it.

eyecandy of my little dongseng leah. =) dhis mami visited me today from irvine. fo`shiggidy.

*jenny