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| Waiting.Changed my layout. I haven't been doing anything different. Still going to Phoenix, and waiting till it's over with. I learned recently that I just need to take 1st semester senior language arts to graduate. So I will be taking the online summer school course for it and then I will be forever done with high school, which I've hated and have wanted to destroy for my last 5 years of life. Ah...can't wait till May 22nd though, which is the last day of school and that means I can go to L.A to see my darling Frank. <3 . He is so good at making Winnie the Pooh's voice, that it is strangely adorable.  | | |
| Updating my xanga because I am bored. I do nothing these days, except attend two classes at Phoenix (Senior English and U.S History) for four days a week, stay home, read, and be a nerdish homebody. Can't wait till the 31st (which is in 4 more days) though, because that's when I go back to L.A to see Frank for spring break. I miss him very. And I love him very much.
And Hawaii was awesome!

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| I <3 Frank.Haven't updated this thing for a while now. A lot of things have happened. Los Angeles. Frank. Busan. Mom's surgery on my birthday(she's doing fine). Stopped by Los Angeles by myself to see Frank again. Found out that we were meant to be. Destiny. Fate. I love this man, I've always loved him. He was always there..for me, and for a moment I was blind and stupid to try and throw all that away. Now I've begun to "see"...I've begun to accept what we have together, which is rare, which is so special. Damn..I miss him. But I'll see him in three more days, 'cause we goin' to Hawaii, baby.
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| Didn't go to school today, so here I am updating my xanga. All day
yesturday, I did nothing but puke, sleep, puke, then sleep. Couldn't
eat anything, but kept puking out yellow liquid anyway. I think it was
stomach acid and that shit burned. Drank nothing but grape juice and
water. Took some charcoal pills that were suppose to clean the system
or something. I was really sick, don't know what caused it though.
Maybe as punishment, so my mom told me. Tells me.
Late last night, everyone slept but me. I laid on the sofa and from
where I was I could see the moon. It was so golden yellow against the
black sky. It was beautiful. My head was actually clear for once,
surprisingly even from all that throwing up. I started to do some
thinking. It felt good to think, alone. Two voices whispered in my
mind. I felt sad. Felt guilt. Felt heavyhearted. Yet, still I had a
reason to smile.
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