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Sunday, July 06, 2008

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 05:35:46 GMT

In the light
In the daylight it's all wrong
To revel in your memory
The smell of your body
And the seconds that it kept me warm

And I'm coming down
Hitting ground
Breaking open
Twisted around
The sweet sound of the lies you told
When you were broken

Cause they've gone away
And I'm so sorry
Cause you're wide awake and
Planning parties now for all the fools
Who've gone and left you bare

And you said
In all your tragedy
You'd rather hide in mine
Oh so warm
So sad you said I made your whole world shine

And I'm coming down
Hitting ground
Breaking open
Twisted around
The sweet sound of the lies you told
When you were broken

Cause they've gone away
And I'm so sorry
Cause you're wide awake and
Planning parties now for all the fools
Who've gone and left you bare

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 04:35:08 GMT

so its sunday and i havent done any work, same as last weekend..thank god for the youth day holiday tmr how depressing haha.
watched get smart ytd, i love it its really retarded(:
the bird and the bee sides is so amazing

Yesterday was not quite could have been
As were most of all the days before
But I swear today
With every breath I'm breathing in
I'll be trying to make it so much more

Cuz it seems I get so hung up on
The history of whats gone wrong
That hope of a new day is sometimes hard to see
But I'm finally catching onto it

Yeah, I'm on the up and up
Yeah, there's nothing left to prove
Cuz I'm just trying to be a better version of me for you
A better version of me for you

Friday, July 04, 2008

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 10:41:46 GMT

fuck it sigh.

She said, "We're, we're caving in.
You're living to die,
And I'm dying to live."
What will it take for you to understand
This is something the doctors just can't fix?

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 10:43:48 GMT

the stress is really starting to get to me. (strangely enough, its not even from school)

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 10:47:50 GMT

today shall aptly be named the day of screw-ups.

Monday, June 30, 2008

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 07:13:32 GMT

i lost my ipod today. fuck. i don't know how, i don't know where, i don't know when. blame me and my irresponsibility. if there's one thing which i would most hate to lose, it would be my ipod, especially after spending so much time and effort on it and all. it sounds lame, i know. the one saving grace is that i backed up all my songs etc onto my new computer. if not, i'd probably just be crying and crying now. i'm not trying to sound like a whiner because this is my own fault, but i just really hope i find it soon.
on the upside, i've finished 90% of my work, 100% of the work due tomorrow. i only have proposals left (admittedly, we do have THREE proposals due) but i've thought of my idea for history already (somewhat) so it shouldn't be a problem.

fuck. here's to a silent world.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 08:48:23 GMT

We could dance all night, out on the back porch
If you let me get my radio
Call all your friends and tell them, you met a prince
Who says someday he might like to, treat you like a queen

I’ve been in love before, it never felt like this
So I’ll take it back, like the things I said before
I didn’t mean it, you know what I mean
Girl I’m cold as a stone, but you move me into motion like a stream

I’ll ride your wave till it crashes
I’ll burn your fire till its ashes, ashes
All I can ask of you…
Is that you not forget about me

You be the gun, I’ll be the trigger finger
We’ll start a war
Back and forth bullets pour, yeah well
Someone told me that your love is invincible
Sounded crazy, now I live the principle
You know I believe it, cause you made me believe it

I’ll ride your wave till it crashes
I’ll burn your fire till its ashes, ashes
All I can ask of you…
Is that you not forget about me

Please pardon my invasion, I think I’d like a conversation
To let you know, I’ve fallen for your love
Have no hesitations, I’ve got a reservation
To take you by the hand tonight
Please pinch me if I’m dreaming, I’m staring at the ceiling
Wondering if I’m alive…

I’ll ride your wave till it crashes
I’ll burn your fire till its ashes, ashes
All I can ask of you…
Is that you stay sound in your sleep
You let this sweet song guide you
To the surest shorelines where I will await you
You take your time

Friday, June 27, 2008

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 08:36:14 GMT

omg the new mfh album sounds sooooooooo goooodd im so excited for it
its gonna be my favorite album of 08 for sure:)
was too tired to go for trng today. lunch at pepperlunch with lucy and andrea, have not eaten there in so long so it was really good:) then went to kino and i got new mags and everything and then bought a nice cd case at jordi labanda :)

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 09:43:30 GMT

am utterly exhausted today, it was the longest school day everrr. and good god, philo first block tomorrow. 750am is too early for philo. i want the weekend to come sooon.

Complacency is lost for now
But I'll never doubt you
Cause all I do is wonder how
I could be without you anywhere at all
And I'd run to find you anywhere at all
But don't you run too far away

you make it worth this ride to me

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 08:28:31 GMT

school has been fast paced alr, we had like six(?) lessons ytd and what im really struggling to catch up with the most is math, its nonstop omg..but anyway trng today was a blessing in disguise: i went there and within like 15 minutes id accidentally sliced my hand open on the fence which was sick. i couldnt play after that so i had to do work and now im almost done (: im becoming a fat fat pig tho omg yesterday was first day of school lunch with lucy where we ate so many things that i shall not name them all, then new zealand natural's in school today and lunch at far east again after. the diet shall start tmr(:
btw the ss pt is not due thursday, it was just a cruel joke on lucy's part ): you're LUCKY i didnt start it haha!
i havent blogged about jakarta.. i will soon though. :) shit i want to watch 21 the movie it looks dam cool haha