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Name: meliss
Birthday: 5/31/1988


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Monday, July 17, 2006

Currently Listening
Corinne Bailey Rae
By Corinne Bailey Rae
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once upon a time, i went to prom.

then i graduated high school.
which is equally as astounding i suppose.

and now it's summer!

a quickie update on my life:
1) i'm employed! i work as a camp counselor at the dix hills adventure camp doing pretty much .. nothing. they pay me to counsel preschool children but, in actuality, i bully them into giving me their snacks. and then i give them noogies. tough gig.

2) i went to an nyu orientation! and picked my classes for fall semester! sorry for the exorbitant amount of exclamation marks in this entry btw. orientation was great and i met some really nice people. for a while, i kinda doubted how much i really wanted to go to nyu and wished i had applied elsewhere just to see what would have happened. but going to this summer orientation reaffirmed my love for nyu. i am truly, truly excited for what college will bring :) oh yes, here are my classes:

  • human society and culture - it's an anthropology course that umm i don't really know much about. but s'all good.
  • versailles, palace of the sun king - i chose this class because of its kickass name. i'm totally serious haha
  • world culture: china - one of my core requirements
  • advanced spanish grammar and composition - i took a placement exam and placed out of four semester's worth of spanish so now i'm taking 5th semester spanish. should be lovely.

so life is looking really good right now. really, really good.

p.s. if you reaaaally wanna keep up with my life (which i know you do) just facebook meee!


Wednesday, May 31, 2006

it's official. i'm old.


Monday, May 22, 2006

Currently Watching
Red Eye (Widescreen Edition)
By Brian Cox, Rachel McAdams, Cillian Murphy
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mycurrentlife.

1) music trip 2006!
so i recently came back from six flags america in baltimore where we had our annual music in the parks orchestra trip. it was oodlesssss of fun!  i dunno, i think finally being a senior had a lot to do with it. you feel carefree and completely devoid of stress from homework and the like and it's a hella nice feeling. i like being carefree and i like being lazy. i shall grace you with pictures soon but unfortunately not now. i think i lost the usb link that you need to connect your camera to your computer with in order to upload pictures. so boo that. sob.

2) 13 days left of my high school career.
how weird to actually put that down in writing! to spend four years of your life in a prison-like red building doing things that you don't really want to do only because you want your college applications to look extra snazzy. it's kinda sad. like i've spent so much of my high school career at gurwin geriatric center helping old people i mean senior citizens and at the hhh public library tutoring little punkasses i mean children. damnnn. anyways, senior year has been interesting to say the least. i got funky grades. i cried lots. i met some really really cute people. i've given and received hugs galore. (i'm a serial hugger, it's redonkulous) i improved tons at badminton. shtuff like that. all in all, it's been pretty damn amazing and i'm going to miss so many people. sometimes it just feels so nice to know you have friends haha. but of course there are those that i simply wanna say shove it up your ass to but we'll just leave it at that.

3) boys??  
ehhh i don't even know what to say about this one anymore. boys are boys. they're wack. i hate to love em and i love to hate em. they keep you up at night and you spend all your time worrying about little insignificant things like ohh what did he mean by that hug? or hmm is there more to that hello? and stupid stuff like that. it tires one out to worry so much, especially if it's all for naught.  you'd think i'd have them figured out by now too. but i find myself vacillating between wanting a boyfriend and wanting a best friend that's a boy. it's all very confusing. that's all i have to say about that haha.

4) PROM!
AHH! i'm so excited to be seen in a super sexy dress and stilettos with my makeup all fabulous and my hair did. but ummm slight problem. i have yet to find that super sexy dress. and those stilettos. and i'll probably end up doing my own makeup and hair. harharhar.

5) boofday.
so i'll be the big 1-8 in about 9 days. how strange to be able to vote, buy cigarettes in nassau county and surf porn. legally! one of these days i'm gonna have to retrieve a list of all the funfun things i can do at 18. twill be fun.


Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Currently Watching
Saved!
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i officially don't write entries anymore. boohoo.

 

1. My ex is: still one of my best friends!

2. Maybe I should: study physics...mmm nahhh. its fun being a senior :)
3. I love: to dance. i really do. bonafide party animal right heree.
4. I dont understand: REFRACTION!! it also doesn't really help when you're absent from physics either because you're taking aps or you're just plain sick.
5. I lose: pens really easily.

6. People say I: am cute/weird/funny/outgoing/quiet. i'm an anomaly of sorts.
7. Love is: real.

8. Somewhere, someone is: procrastinating too.
9. I will always: have a passion and zeal for life. carpe diem dudes.
10. Forever is: a hella long time man.
11. I never want to: ever ever ever take anything science-related again. EVERR.
12. I think the current President is: George W. Bush. this question is for idiots.
13. When I wake up in the morning: i think to myself, porquoi???

14. My past is/was: something i'm proud of and won't forget.
15. I get annoyed when: i'm around boring or stupid people. sorry it's the truth.

16. Parties are for: college! :psyched:
17. My dog is: out there waiting for me to purchase it.
18. My cat is: doing the same thing my dog is doing. waiting.
19. Kisses are the best when: pshh kisses are the best. period.
20. Tomorrow: i shall play a fierce game of badminton!
21. I really want:  to not have to worry about math or science ever again.
22. I have low tolerance for people who: are annoying!

23. In public: i may embarrass you, hahah
24. Today: i stayed home from school because allergies are taking over my lifeee.
25. My last dream was about: being a secret agent and fleeing from bad guys :O

26. I suck at: earth science, biology, chemistry, and physics. BOO
27. I'm going to: hope people leave comments filling this survey out to entertain me.

 

:crosses fingers:


Monday, April 24, 2006

Currently Reading
Pride and Prejudice
By Jane Austen
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SO! it's been a while.

Leave your name andddd
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that associates with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.

i've always avoided this survey because i'm afraid someone who i don't know well will leave their name and i'll have no clue what to write for them buttttt i think i've reached a point in life where i really don't care about anything anymore. so don't be afraid to leave your name and i'll write all kinds of fabulous, nice, random things about you, okay? good.

PRISCILLA

1. you’re my sister’s bffaaeawtatgajogijaek;trlwr!

2. you should try and get kimberly to like attend school for a full week haha

3. when i think of you, i think of the color yellow. dunno why

4. you’re always so cheerful and bubbly, props to that

5. right now i’m thinking bout like two weeks ago when you said you liked that brown dress i bought yayyy
6. a cute lil mouse
7. this is more of a command buttt WHY CANT YOUR BROTHER DRIVE YOU PLACES?! hahah :)

 

KIMBERLYYY
1. i hate when you wake up all cranky and start bitching at me
2. ummmm maybe you should go to school. forreal.
3. purple cus it was your favorite color for the longest time
4. i like how beautiful you've become :) keep it up sistah
5. my first memory of you was when you came home from the hospital after birth and i decided to bite your finger to see how mad i could make you. a nice start to a beautiful relationship.
6. oh god, all kinds of animals haha but um mostlyyyy a rhinoceros. just because that word is fun to say.

7. how many licks does it take to get to the tootsie roll center of a tootsie pop?

 

NANCY aka nanny
1. we played badminton girls doubles together and we killed until coach separated us, sob
2. you should kick serious ass at girls singles. like serious. ive seen you play and i know you have it in you

3. red for some reason!

4. i like how you go ohhhhhh when you miss something, it's the cutest thing haha

5. like the first day of badminton, you were with my sister and i was like ohhh that's the nancy that kim's told me about

6. a rabbit

7. why were we separated sobbbbbb

 

ANDREW

1. i see you about a bajillion times a day

2. i challenge you to a game of mlb baseball roaarrrrrrr

3. black, you seem to like that color a lot

4. i like how real you are and how you don't care about what other people say. you're a good kid and i know you'll do great things in the future

5. HA! first memory was probably 9th grade bio. i saw you and i was like pfffft who is this gangster looking kid who limps around the hallways?! but of course, first impressions are always not what they seem as in your case

6. a hippo just because i know how you'd react to that haha. you're probably like yo wtf and making those faces you always make at me when i do something stupid and laugh hahaha

7. why is your mom such a MILF? teehee

 

MEGAN

1. we're cousins. period.

2. i challenge you to write a xanga entry that doesn't contain a million pictures that, when loading, freeze up my ridiculously slow computer !!

3. baby blue

4. i like how you've always taken good care of us little uns and how motherly you've always been.

5. right now, i'm thinking about all those summers we spent together at grandma's! i remember this funny computer program where we filled in the blanks that they gave us with our names to create the strangest stories. cmonn i know you remember

6. you don't really remind me of any animals unfortunately

7. WHY DON'T YOU EVER SEE ME ANYMORE? :(

 

EUNICEEEEE my love

1. 12+ years of chinese school yo. <3

2. i challenge you to recite to me all the spells and incantations that have ever been used in any harry potter books and then to perform them with the wand i know you have hidden underneath your pillow. that would be tres amusing haha

3. i wanna say yellow because of your last name but i think i'll choose snow white because of your ever-so-pale skin mwahahaha

4. i like how cute you've always looked with your glasses

5. ugh i can't rememberrrrr probably like kindergarten graduation for chinese school hah

6. a cat ... meow

7. where are you going to college woman??

 

MARCUS

1. you're hella tall

2. i challenge you to ease up on the clubs and extracurriculars haha

3. black

4. you're a good speaker and your leadership skills are top-notch

5. ahh i can't rememberrr

6. a giraffe cus you're tall

7. what do you plan to do after college?

 

NICHOL

1. we were best friends in elementary schoooooollllll!

2. i challenge you to put more pictures on your xanga cus i'm beginning to forget what you look like :( haha just kiddinggg

3. light blue

4. i liked how you used to write me little letters. they were the highlight of my day :)

5. didn't we use to have a friendship necklace and you had one half and i had the other? or am i just making that up...

6. a kitten.. wow i am overusing this animal

7. why are you sooooo farrrrrrrr?

 

ASHLEY

1. WE STOLE LOLLIPOPS, OK I GET IT haha

2. i challenge you to stop jetsetting across the world, gosh

3. white

4. i love how outgoing and happy you always are

5. the lollipops thing ... yo honestly, i cannot remember doing that man

6. a lioness for some reason, maybe cus you're bold

7. how's hopkins! i always hear about how hard everyone works there

 

MYONGJOO

1. hahha i can't remember how we met ahhhhh

2. i challenge you to write about kevin just a teensy bit less :P

3. orange

4. i like how you always give me a hug when i see you.. which hasn't been in a while :(

5. ohh remember that time me, you, your sister, and kevin went to kfc's? haha that was so random but nice

6. i would say a mouse

7. do you miss kevin? harhar

 

DAVID

1. you're german! yupp

2. i challenge you to stop giving me looks that make me slightly uncomfortable haha

3. orange

4. you are sick at the cello dude. like forreal.

5. first memory of you was when kim told me to come to east for halloween and we met!

6. hmmm. muhLeesahh: if david were an animal, what would he be? // yu  dett e: wolf? i'm always scared he'll eat me   haha there you goo

7. what do you admire so much about koreans eh?

 

JUSTIN

1. you're my favorite cousin. don't tell megan i said that.

2. i challenge you to beat me at super smash bros. mwahaha

3. pink cus you're cute

4. i love how we always get into the most awkward situations and it's just plain funny. you besta know what i'm talking bout

5. remember that time i almost hit uncle david's car on thanksgiving? jeahhhhhh :'(

6. a platypus. quack.

7. why don't i see you like 24/7? this really needs to change dude. this summer = justinmelissa chillage like woahhh


EMILY

1. you have an excellent backhand haha

2. i challenge you to play at our next game cus if you had been at our game against smithtown west we would have won :(

3. green cus i think that's the color you usually wear at practice

4. i like how driven you always appear to be

5. remember how we first met through erica? haha that was so strange but cute

6. a lionnn

7. do you still fence?


ahhh so that was cute. now it's your turn to answer these questions for mee



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