| lord have mercy...why do men have the power to make u feel like such crap? they make you hurt in ways you never knew you could. |
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| deffinatly been a really long time since i have written...still busy with two jobs...but im not going to myrtle beach anymore.cuz half the group that was going with us got in a really bad car accident last week...one of the girls probably isnt going to make it...and all i can think about is how bummed out i am that i cant go to myrtle beach. how terrible is that!? my sisters are home for the summer..have been since may. theyre actually about to go back and they are taking my uncle with them :( im gonna have tyler for this year and then he is gonna leave then im gonna be all alone. not looking forward to that.its kinda weird tho...i was thinking about how i remember when kevin left us to go to school....then jamie...now micah...now kevin is home again.....sort of an interesting cycle. kinda stuck in a rut right now.i feel like my life is going no where.hopefully i get outta this rut soon..dont really enjoy feeling like this.i have a whole week off at the end of this month that i was supposed to use to go to myrtle beach with but now i have nothing to do with it so if anyone wants to do something gimmie a call!!!!!! byebye |
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| its been a really long time since i have written anything on this site.......been really busy with two jobs and what not.going to myrtle beach at the end of august.totally psyched about that. thats pretty much about it . |
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| nothing new is really goin on right now.everything with the new roommate situation is working out really well right now. today is my moms birthday.we are having her birthday dinner at cap city diner on saturday.to be totally honest with you i wasnt expecting to get invited.i was fully expected to be dammanded to babysit my brothers that night while they all went out.but to my suprise my nanaw said i could come.im an adult so i go with them. any suggestions on what i should get her for her birthday? today the super walmart opend.its AMAZING.its beautiful!who gets this excited about walmart?!its huge.its the same size as the sams clubs are.i cant get over it.im still thinking about the whole foster parent thing alot.but once again im thinking that the point im in in life right now,wouldnt be good to add a child. just for the simple fact that im so busy already and im about to get a second job and try to go to school ontop of all that.so where can i fit in a kid?that wouldnt be fair to the child.so im gonna put the foster parenting on the back burner again for a while i think. so i think thats about all thats going on so im gonna go now.one life to live is on and i need to watch it.go to walmart! |
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| i have been seriously thinking about something for several years...on and off. ill be on a real big kick about it for a couple weeks then ill put it in the back of my mind for a while then im on a real big kick about it again.but no matter what i do im ALWAYS pulled back to the idea of being a foster parent.ive talked to some family members about it before but i dont think they knew how serious i was about it.some people are talking me out of it.i honestly dont know what to do about it.why is the idea of being a foster parent ALWAYS in my head? comments?advice? criticism? |
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