I need a remedy

Do you really think I write a picture I can't feel ,can't see.This is not just a dream.I am what you want me to be,I'll be the the person compatible with heart you show me. I've waited,been waiting all night.I figured at about 6 in the morning that you weren't coming over.I was blessed with a remedy for a moments time,something to smile about.However she sees what everyone else sees,something thats not a part of me.At times I wish you were blind,just so you can feel what I am,how I am,who I am.Wishes don't come true so I suppose thats the end of me and you.I experience alot lately,how strong I am ,How weak I am and how my smiles my make up for those who can't see within me.I felt my heart bleed,but it came out as tears from my eyes.For which i could not find a proper disquise so instead i ranaway to hide.SHIT,I forgot the corona and lime.This is confusing,too complex for the person I became.I give up,you don't have to call .You can stop writing,telling me things I never see.I needed a remedy,instead my heart just continues to bleed.

The Prince
I will serve you like my Queen to be.I put you on a pedestal and hold you above the world.You are constantly wished upon,even greater than Sirius.More perfect than the stars of hope.Are my Heaven.
I miss all the time.I say your name throughout the day with hope you feel me thinking about you.I fall deeper in love everytime I see you,and the greater I hold you above me.I remember all your favorite things and you shall always receive them upon request,or sometime just because its Tuesday.I love to wash your hair,soap down your back,rinse your feet.I don't mind you using all the hot water.Thank you for the kiss of graditude.Let me get your towel for you,wrap it around your back and give you a kiss behind your ear,with a lil whisper reminding you I love you.Lets go to our spot,and play our song.a $1 plays 3.Do you mind having a couple more jukebox songs?Hey how about we play again,you beat me in scrabble before.1 out of 22 really isn't that bad.You wanna watch a movie?I'll make the popcorn,even let you lay across my side of the bed,just gotta let me keep you warm.Nah i'll be comfortible,i don't need to feel my left arm to sleep,jus relax.Do you mind if we share a pinic at the beach tomorrow,i hear its gonna be the sky is gonna be clear.Its been awhile since we watch the sun drown itself due to the jelousy of your beauty.
I don't think you notice,but i watch you sleep at night.I hope you dream of us,and I hope I'm making your dreams come true.I wake every morning and live my dream with you.You are the base of my happiness.I can't see a life without you?You make me who I am,my beauty is a refelction of you.This smile is because i just said your name.If I somehow had forever to spend with you I could show how much I loved you yesterday.Words can't define it.I looked up many words and I haven't been able to define the perfection we share. Perhaps would have to look beyond our galaxy and explore the universe.Find the world we belong too.The beauty around me is simply because of you.I will endlessly be committed to your heart,I am your Prince.You are my everything and this is just the beginning.
My eyes,my smile,my touch carries the feelings my heart can't explain in words.Dance with me,lets dance always.