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Friday, June 06, 2008

*sigh* i feel so unattached to myself, what i was and who have i become. who have i become? i feel like past friends and past memories keep fading away, and no matter what i do, i can't bring them back. college is about "finding yourself," i didn't expect that i am really the person i am right now. no matter how many activities i join and how many friends i make, i don't particularly appreciate or like this "me" right now. is this who i am always destined to be? before i knew it, couple years passed by and i feel so different from before. it's hard to accept the truth because truth hurts, but i must go through this. i'm sick of pretending who i'm really close to anymore.. when it comes down to it, i feel very alone.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

hello xanga-ers,
i have realized that many of us have stopped xanga-ing.. it was such a great time that we did in high school.. it was something we did almost every night after school, haha.. i was going through my subscriptions and only like 2 ppl out of my many subscribed xanga ppl update regularly.. victoria & jeff =P so i wanted to update!
i wanted to sum up the highlights of this quarter. yah, i'm done with fall quarter of my junior year in college @.@;; scary fact.
1) getting a free used car from my auntie this past summer! ^-^
my auntie wanted to get a truck to replace the old civic my uncle was driving, because he needs a truck for the construction work that he does. my mom originally thought to get me a new corolla, but she took this opportunity well and asked her to give the civic to me >D hahaha. it's a 2001 civic lx, peachy colored. my mom and i brought it to the auto shop to get the bumpers & the driver door fixed (my uncle wasn't a very good driver ><;; he got in quite a few accidents with this car).. so that was a couple hundred dollars investment. so i've been using the car to drive up and down 80 to go to davis and back home... it feels so great to roll the windows down and play music loud and sing my heart out !! yah!
i've been hooked onto listening to 101.3 with don blue in the morning! i lovelovelove listening to "you've been bloopered in the morning!" so i start driving to davis at around 6-6:30 on monday morning.. & i listen to the blooper near 7 am =) if you don't know what it is, tune into 101.3 in the morning! =P gaah.. i'm advertising for them. but don blue is such a funny guy >P
2) cooking club
i started cooking club with 4 other officers this quarter =) it's been going very well actually! we hosted three events: a) italian night (pasta, salad, garlic bread!); b) japanese night (sushi, tempura, gyoza, miso soup, soba, fried bananas, wine!); c) holiday bake exchange (each participant brings a batch of their homemade baked goodies and we all exchange!)! we also participated in the activities faire (where all the student organizations come out to advertise their club), where we did cooking demonstrations of our version of the vietnamese spring roll ^-^! our club is pretty active now =D but we still don't have an agency account & we still need a fundraising chair and publicity chair >< i'm excited for next quarter's events! chinese new year, yah! <3
for our japanese event, an entertainment reporter from AGTV came to film some of our cooking =D and i got interviewed also... but i think i sound too ditzy in the video >< lolol it's kind of embarassing. if you want to watch, go to my facebook pf and search for the agtv link! =P
through cooking club, i met quite a couple new friends =) so i'm very happy about that as well!
3) cmn165: media and health
i was pretty excited to take this class, because this topic interests me a lot =D & it was very challenging with the work we did... a lot of reading, discussion questions, etc. our class of 50 split up into groups of 5-6 ppl to work on a news conference presentation regarding a media & health issue, such as smoking in movies and alcohol abuse in television shows. i ended up being in a group with four asian girls, and our topic was body image in the media. i chose to be the emcee/spokesperson in the news conference, and it went well =D we had five speakers: a psychologist, a sports nutritionist, the president of NOBIH (national organization of body image and health, which we made up of course lol), and tyra banks! how did we have 5 speakers when i only have 4 other members? well, one of our members played 2 characters lol. we put together a media packet to be turned in to our professor as well =D it was a great experience learning about what news conferences are about. also, we had a 2800-3200 word term paper to write. this was a big painer >D but i'm glad that i completed it successfully! the title of my paper is: "The Behavioral Impacts of Thin Media Images in Young Women." i wrote about how adolescent girls respond to thin media images, and whether they participate in restrained or unrestrained eating. i have always been interested in this topic, so it was a great opportunity for me to do some research and to write this paper =) i believe this paper is probably the longest paper i have ever written. i also had to write a paper for my take-home final, which was 650 words, thank goodness. i wrote about sex and the media... very interesting. =P
4) FST101A: Food Chemistry Lab
even though working on lab reports was painful, i enjoyed doing the experiments in the lab =) it was fun, we got to work with some foods! my lab partner was my friend julia, and for some reason, we always took so long working on the labs together. we got to work with foods like turnips, dog food, etc.. we actually made mayonnaise, we did taste testings of vinegar (ahh horrible) & orange/apple/grape juices,.. my TA was very nice and cool =D it's too bad that i don't have her as my TA again for next quarter.
5) Badminton PE
gosh, i was so surprised when i first started playing this. before, i thought... what's so interesting about whacking a birdie around? but lo and behold, i lovelovelove this game instantly as i started playing with julia haha =) we improved a lot through this quarter! even our pe teacher, dwayne said so ^-^b so yah! i love playing this game, but i have elementary skills of course =) i played badminton again with julia yesterday at the ARC - we played three games, and i won two of them >;D mwahaha! both of us got so into the game and it was pretty intense haha.. we enjoy the game so much ^-^ i woke up this morning very sore though... so hard to get out of bed ><;; lol. i hope to play badminton more again next quarter! =) i want to get better.
there were many more things that have happened, but i'll stop here for now. thanks for reading my faithful readers! ^.~
<3 mw4h
p.s. i might be leaving for hk tomorrow morning.. i'm on stand by. =) happy holidays everyone! <3

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

it's been about a year since writing in this xanga. looking through the past entries i've written, i've noticed that my personality has changed a bit. just a teeny bit.

happy birthday babe =) !!

when i have the time, i'll fix up this xanga >D until then, ciao!

<3 xty

Saturday, December 09, 2006

WOW. I haven't been on this xanga for so long. Months perhaps? So many things have happened lately...good and bad. I went to IPAC last week, it was a blast.

I took the "Chinese Elements" quiz on gURL.com
		I am... Wood The ancient Yin-Yang scholars saw wood types as true nature lovers--could you happily do without a TV? Wood people are generally very driven, eager to be the best at whatever they do. They just need to remember not to get too frustrated if things don't turn out exactly as planned... Read more... What chinese element are you?

Monday, September 25, 2006

12 Types of Women :)

1. Ms. Gold-Digger

Advantages
a. You have some one to manage your money.
b. She always looks good.
c. She makes your other niggas jealous.
d. She makes you look good.

Disadvantages
a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left.
b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support.
c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day.

2. Ms. Freak (secret lover)

Advantages
a. She knows all the right positions.
b. She'll try everything more than once.
c. You're never unsatisfied.
d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do.
e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too.

Disadvantages
a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings.
b. She starts to act like she's your "main".
c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak.
d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement.

3. Ms. Independent

Advantages
a. You don't have to worry about buying her anything. She got it.
b. She's intelligent, sassy, confident and determined.
c. She's great for (business) conversation.
d. She keeps it real and has goals.
e. She knows how to please a man.

Disadvantages
a. She will continuously let you know, that she can handle it on her own.
b. She will eventually say fuck you and get a dildo.
c. She will consider you another one her play toys, or goals.

4. Ms. Dyme

Advantages
a. She's top of the line.
b. She stays looking like a fantasy.
c. She has the body of a goddess with the face to match.
d. She considers herself a "model"
e. Gets you on hard whenever you see her.
f. All the girls envy her, but she doesn't care.

Disadvantages
a. She's superficial. She cares only about her looks.
b. She honestly lacks confidence and will annoy you about the way she looks.
c. She's probably dumb as hell and if she's not her personality is dry.
d. You have to constantly keep your game up b/c every nigga is gonna try to get her.

5. Ms. Tomboy

Advantages
a. She's cool and laid back.
b. She'll be willing to play rough with you.
c. Of course, she loves sports.
d. Her body is athletically divine.
e. She's easy to talk to and fun to be around.
f. She's a diamond in the rough.

Disadvantages
a. She'll remind you too much of your nigga.
b. She might not want to change her appearance.
c. She might actually beat you in basketball, football and track.

6. Ms. Ghetto

Advantages
a. She's not afraid of any other female or male. She will fight to keep you.
b. She's down for you. She'll be there to bail you out of jail.
c. She's always stays fresh.
d. She can cook up a storm. She can make the best out of a bad situation.
e. She keeps it real and keeps you satisfied.

Disadvantages
a. She doesn't know how to act in public.
b. Your mama can't stand her.
c. You get into with her every other second.
d. She's willing to fight another girl looking at you or her PERIOD.
e. Her weave colors are distracting and her vocabulary is minimal.

7. Ms. Good Girl

Advantages
a. She's always there for you.
b. She's intelligent, classy, kind, sweet and cool.
c. Your mother loves her.
d. You can see yourself falling in love with her.
e. You are her first everything.
f. She makes you feel like a man.

Disadvantages
a. She's an A or B situation either:
A. You're not gonna get any until ya'll are married or
B. She said she's never done - she said she's never tried - she's sitting there telling a muthafukkin' lie.

8. Ms. Main

Advantages
a. She is the one you respect.
b. She probably may know about the others but might not care.
c. She has all the qualities you want in a female.
d. You've been with her forever.

Disadvantages
a. She starts getting very suspicious and calls you every moment.
b. She will devise a plan to catch you in your act and then kick your ass

9. Ms. Psycho

Advantages
a. She's fun and spontaneous.
b. She's down to earth.
c. She loves you unconditionally.
d. Everything about her is too good to be true. So everyone loves her.
e. She makes you feel loved.

Disadvantages
a. Don't you break up with her. She will stalk your ass.
b. She keeps pictures of you everywhere and knows everything about you.
c. She can manipulate the hell out of you.
d. She will consider herself wifey even if she may just be that chick on the side.
e. Fuckin' with her can make your life a living hell.

10. Ms. I have a Man

Advantages
a. She may have a man but she'll mess with you anyway.
b. She looks good.
c. You have an intense night of passion with her.

Disadvantages
a. She'll always come crying to you about the problems with her man.
b. She'll get you caught up and then leave you anyway for her man.
c. If you piss her off she'll get her man to come beat your ass.
d. She'll unofficially make you her man once she gets pissed off at her real man.

11. Ms. Tease

Advantages
a. She's tempting and a nice piece of eye candy.
b. She's intelligent, athletic, respectable and SEXXXXXXY.
c. She knows how to turn you on without touching you.
d. Everything she does is just so sensual.
e. She can bring you to that point and make you wait to get it.
f. Every time you see her you catch a mini orgasm.
g. Every nigga wants her b/c she's so mysterious and that makes you want to get her first.

Disadvantages
a. NO matter what you think or do you never get it.
b. She probably has a long distance boyfriend somewhere that you will never know about.
c. She gets you hard and leaves you like that. (Unbearable)

12. MRS. RIGHT

Advantages
a. She is not sexy, fine, or a dyme she is Beautiful and therefore encompasses all of these descriptions.
b. She is intelligent, sassy, funny, outgoing, determined, strong and classy.
c. She can cook or at least order a meal that is just like your mother's.
d. Her personality is just as beautiful as her body.
e. She believes in God and follows his virtues.
f. She knows that a relationship requires a 200% quota yet she gives her man an extra 10%.
g. She can please her man in anyway. Mentally, Spiritually, and Sexually.
h. She makes you recognize your full potential as a man and completes you.
i. She's always there for, no matter what your dreams are.
j. She's not afraid to tell you the truth and set you straight.
k. You can talk to her and confide in her, she's your best friend.
l. You love being around her more than your boys.
m. You can share your most intimate moments with her without sex.
n. You can have a bad argument with her and have the BEST Mind Numbing and passionate love making fest ever.
o. She's always willing to find a way to work out your problems and will often take most of your *bleep*. But she's also intelligent enough to leave.
p. She's nothing like any other girl you've met. She's your woman.

Disadvantage
a. You've probably met her, or had her in your life but got too consumed with all the other types that you let her go