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The old, the new, and the unfamiliar

Fri, 21 Sep 2007 04:50:02 GMT

oh jeez.

feb....wow...

let's just say Anthony's well gone. I hate reading all this stuff and i was so happy and so enthusiastic about stuff so...naive. I guess you can say i've always been naive,believeing best friends never went away and that all mistakes true honest mistakes could be forgiven. But i guess they can't. I lost my bestfriend also...in the past months. My best friend the one i could tell anything too and just knew they understood. What torse us appart was truthfully and honestly a mistakes. I learn from my past time and knew something like that would never happen again. But there i go being careless and not paying attention make a horribal mistake that ruined a lot of things for me. She wont trust me and think im the worst person on the planet. I just miss my best friend the one who would beat me up the second she saw me and we would just laugh. Not the laughs where your fakeing the laughs where your actually laughing because your actually happy. Well now about the boy that i have now. Me and Jeremy i guess found our way to eachother. We celebrated our 1 year and he gave me my favorite flowers and a promise ring. I ecepted the promise ring with my right hand ring finger open. Things have been going pretty good. Dispite all the mishap at the end of may. I need to get money so i can take driveing school so i can get my permit. oh Jeremy moved. First he moved to yuciapa which is like 50 miles from me but then he moved upland which is mangable 20 to 30 miles. Thank god. other then that im just sad because i miss my boyfriend and my bestfriend. The 2 people who kept my world turning. oh well i guess.....

i love him and need him more then i need oxygen

hoes

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 18:47:01 GMT

wow.. lol

its been a long long time.

wellllll. haha

im still in hesperia. yes yes. i guess im more used to it now then i was when i first got here.ummm lets see

on the home part...its been very bumpy...lots of drama with my sister.lots... but other then that its pretty good.

on the friends font.. me and jessica arent friends anymore. anddddd i have friends over here so im good i guess.

on the love part...lol well

i met this one kid named

Randy and we were together for like a month.but i broke up with him because i was still in love with Anthony yes Anthony Rosenberg.and Randy was all tellin me he loved me and stuff and i was like "fuck that" and broke up with him.

thennnnn

i had this one kid in my band class pretty much stalk me lol. he fallowed me to class been joined at the hip ever since.his name is Jeremy. I swear this boy is one amazing person.Hes stuck by me threw everything.I broke his hear like 3 times and push him away and push him away and he still stays.we are not together now though. we broke up awhile ago because of the same reason i broke up with Randy. i love anthony still.Me and Jeremy are still friends though. hes my bestfriend. hes acually asleep on the floor in my room right now lol.

and now for the one.

Anthony Rosenberg. oh boy what to say. Well you know while ago how my heart was all broken cause i thought he was over me bleh bleh bleh. well i found out that he still loves me.Its been over a year since everything and he still loves me. and i still love him. I guess you can say me and him are trying to get things back on track right now with shit. Were not together because of how far i live. we kinda decided thatttttttt when he gets his car(when he graduates this year) and when i get my shiot all this year. we will get back together. well he said "as of right now" i dont get what that ment... like as of right now how we both feel yes? so if he stay the way he still do right now then yes? i dont know it was kind of confuseing.hes the most confuseing person ever. but i love him. lol anyways

as on the how i am part with taking everything on. well i guess im doin okay.Im being strong and dealing whats comming at me. Schools a sore subject right now.....i dont even want to talk about it.

well ima go

see ya kids on the flip sideeeeee.

CHRISTCHEX! YOUR MOVE HOLLY MAN! <3

p.s. MY BIRTHDAYS IS ON TUESDAY!!!!!!

andddd

my dad started talking to me again o.O

___________________________________________

^^Anthony <33

^^me and my sisterrr

^^me and Jeremyyyy

randy ASSFACE LOSER DICK

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 20:47:39 GMT

holyy crapppp i read things i wrote like a long time ago and i used to be such a loser! hahah im in hesperia right now in class.and im bored. life kinda sucks at the moment. and i dont even use this anymore so why am i writting? haha

chels

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 06:13:37 GMT

well i havent written for like 3 months? lol well i did end up beeing with that anthony guy. and falling head over heels in love with him and he loved me just the same. but all good things must come to an end i guess and we broke up a couple of weeks ago.cause im moveing or at least thats what he says i still love him and supossevly he loves me too. but know knows. boy sucks. and yep im moveing AGAIN to hesperia this time. wich is gonna suck way more then this shit hole. anyways ima go ill write again when i have time or whatever. i love you all and just go on myspace thats what i have a where you can get ahold of me all the time sorta

www.myspace.com/signmytitty long story about the link name. ahah (thanks jess)

<333 chels

Monday, September 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 22:33:40 GMT

ok soooooo high school is pretty coool. alot of new people to stare at and make fun of lol. 10 times better.ummmm i like this guy named anthonyy and we went on a date yesterday. and it was awesome andddddd were gonna see eachother again next saturday.i think im going to decide on the LA county fiar exept he dosnet really remember ever going there cause hes a freak. but yea lol hes sooo cute and tall and funny and wonderful and perfect and ANTHONY. lol but anyhoo yea. kevin wants to go to disneyland again with me and anthony jessica and jon and him and some chick so its like a date thingy so we might do that too. im not fully shur yet.im getting a cell phone sometime this week yay! so yeaaaaaaaaaa! ok ima go <3

chelsea

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 20:38:17 GMT

ummmmm starting high school. sucks. me and brendon broke up sucks. andrews stupid sucks. moveing farther then i am now sucks. pretty much life sucks right now.

Friday, June 24, 2005

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 09:05:55 GMT

WHOA! i haven writting in foreverrrrrrrrrr all i have to say is i love life <3 i love my freinds i love brendon i love my mom and i love my sister i love otterpops and i also love myspace so why dont you go look www.myspace.com/signmytitty

<33 fatkid

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Sun, 22 May 2005 18:41:34 GMT

whoa... i have written in a while.... well uhh lets see hows life well it was oretty good then crap started happening and now its all bad but good all at the same time. with the and(vega) crap umm meritza tld him i liked him so now he wont talk to me. and umm with andrew (urvina) nothing really we got back otgether then broke up cause too much has changed i changed way to much then last time when we were together and yea. umm with MORGAN well... well.. not good at all i hate him :( we broke up yesterday cause he "got a new girlfreind". and to mkae that ebtter i heard it from his friend. i bet if i never said anything he would of never said anything.but w\e. and with the other guy.. well.. me and him are gonna go get a slurpee this week . ahha so yea i like him this is to many guys but the ones who acually mean anything are morgan and brendon. so yea the 2 andrews are just i dont know . ummm yea so im sad and crap but il get over it and jessica im sorry taylors so stupid shes a nigga hoe! white girl!
ok? ok lol i love you jessica your my HOE(was crackin!?)

love
fat kid<33

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 22:15:30 GMT

helloo well its spring break for me and im bored as hell! theres nothing to do when you dont have school i mean you hate it so much but when you dont go its like dang no school what do i do now and then you start to miss the ppl or person you enjoy seeing everday......some of you know who im talking about. lol but then again its nice to have a break...... man my mom keeps pressuring me to go to japan this summer shes all by may you have to have made you choice and like shannon wants to go with me so its like i kinda have to go now i mean i wanna have a real summer for once im 14 now and i wanna go to warp tour with jessica and stuff go to the beach acually have fun! i dont wanna go to japan.... i mean i do but i dont just cause of jess and warp tour but its like everyone keeps telling me its a life time chance to go to japan! thats so awesome and i just cant get threw my head whats so "awesome" about it i mean its just japan.... i dont know... ima go peace see yea

<\33 chels

Friday, March 18, 2005

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 22:02:22 GMT

Body: 95 Questions...

1.) Gum: have some in my backpack right now
2.) Restaurant: uhhh food?
3.) Drink: dr pepper
4.) Season: winter
5.)Type of weather: cold and rainy
6.) Emotion: happy sorta
7.) What to do on a half day: uhhhh nothing? liek usuall
8.) Late-night activty: computer and tv
9.) Sport: changeing the channel on the tv and clicking my mouse
10.) City: temple city?
11.) Store: good will

_______When was the last time you_______

12.) Cried: i dont wanna talk about it
13.) Played a sport: im doin it
14.) Laughed: im laughing right now
15.) Hugged someone: Today
16.) Kissed someone: saturday
17.) Felt depressed: yesterday
18.) Felt overworked: yesterday
19) Faked sick: 3 days this week
20.) Lied: today

_______What was the last_______

21.) Word you said: said
22.) Thing you ate: a mint
23.) Song you listened to: avril lavigne!!!!!! (rachels house) ahhaha she lisitn to her~!!!
24.) Thing you drank: apple juice
25.) Place you went to: rachels house
26.) Movie you saw: austin powers gold member
27.) Movie you rented: austin powers goldmember,city of angels,shawshank redempshion? (sp)

_______Who was the last person you_______

28.) Hugged: my sexy freind rachel
29.) Cried over: morgan
30.) Kissed: jessica (not a les)
31.) Danced with: jessica
32.) Shared a secret with: jessica
33.) Had a sleepover with: jessica
34.) Called: taylor
35.) Crushed on: andrew v
36.) Saw: rachels shes stting next to me watching me ,,.....
37.) Were angry with: jessica
38.) Couldn't take your eyes off of: cole
39.) Obsessed over: andrew
_______Have you ever_______

40.) Danced in the rain: rachel
41.) Kissed someone: yep
43.) Drank alcohole : mhmm
44.) Partied 'til the sun came up: hell ya (in my own way yes)
45.) Had a movie marathon: ya
46.) Gone too far on a dare: yep
47.) Spun until you were immensely dizzy: yaeya
48.) Taken a survey quite like this before: yes

_______My life_______

49.) Name: chelsea
50.) Gender: female
51.) Birthday: feb 6
52.) Relationship: no...
53.) Nationality: white,scotish and mexican
54.) Occupation: a sister and best freind

_______Play_______

55.) I'm feeling: hungry happy and bored but haveing fun
57.) I'm doing: this survey
58.) I'm talking to: rachel and myself
59.) I'm craving: my gum
60.)I'm thinking of: how many more ?s there are
61.) I’m hating: morgan

______Love_______

62. love is: shit and isent real
63. my first love: wow...

64.my current love" jessica rachel and taylor (my best friends)

65. love or lust: love
66. best love song: she bangs she bangs
67. is it possible to be in Love" *sigh* yes BUT NO!

68. when love hurts: kill urself

69. is there such thing as love @ first sight? yea BUT NO!

_______Opposite sex_______

70. turn ons: long hair pretty eyes awesome peronality and FUNNY

71. turn offs: ASSHOLES SO MY FRIENDS AND LIERS

72. do your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you?: nope i dont care what anyone thinks

73. what kinda hairstyle are you into?: UMM long ish sexy lol

74.at is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you?:tell me im the most beauitfulis girl he has ever seen in his life

75. where do you go to meet new people?: *sigh* i dont but uhh chat rooms?

76. are you the type of person to HOLLa and ask for numbers?:hahah hell no i might be nigger but not thats nigger (ahahha inside joke)

_______Picky picky_______

77. dog or cat: cat

78:sort or long hair: longish

79. sunshine or rain: rain

80. hugs or kisses: both

81. summer or winter: winter

82. written letters or e-mails: writtin letters

83. playstation or nintendo: nintendo

84. car or motorcycle: car

85. house party or club: CLUBIN'!!

86. sing or dance: sing (but im bad liek very bad)

87. freak or slow dance: if i had to it would have to be slow couse its more loveing

______Lately_______

88. how are you today?: weird as usuall

89. what pants are you wearing right now?: jeans

90. what shirt are you wearing right now? polo

92. what song are you listening to right now?: the used im a fake

93. how is the weather right now?: uhhh weird it was just rainng now its sunny sorta

94. who was last person you talked to on the phone? my mom

95. last dream i can remember?: me and poly and jessica and mikey were going to knotts and there were lsitin to cradil of filth and it scared us

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im done finally! ok ima going now

later chels <\3