i cried today thinking about you..sometimes i think i'm being selfish
but is it selfishness if i'm crying because i'm realizing i won't get to meet the girl who is inspiring me to start playing music again? i wish i could go on vacation... why do you have to be so far away? and why do you have to be moving far away? you hurt my feelings. i want you...in so many ways...for so many reasons...it's killing me. 16 days to orientation...49 days to move in day
i cannot wait! i wish we hung out more..maybe both of us being at KU will make it happen... i'm going to miss you...but expect me to come visit you! without dance i feel like a part of me is missing.
how am i going to survive the rest of my life without it?
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