I'm going through a really hard mental phase right now. Last night I had a nervous breakdown when I thought about going to the hospital and burst into my mom's room in tears saying I was scared. I'm scared of so much...scared they'll take away my modeling, take away all that I've worked for for the past year, take away my bones. My mom's going to talk to the doctor on Monday and try to get me out of CHEO's ED program. I can handle going to the doctor every week but I can't handle the hospital.

With all this stress and confusion, I'm going to stop updating for a while. I don't know if this Xanga is good or bad for me and I just need a break. Thank you for your continued support and I'll let you know how this story ends...if it ever does. I love you all and stay strong <3

Anne