i know i've been gone.
i made a new xanga.
i just feel like...
i don't know.
i don't like certain people reading this.
so comment if you want to know
my new username =]

or IM me.
omggx its ARIEL
loooooooove.

you know what?
things are never as bad as they seem.
and life's too short
to take anything too seriously.
i love my friends to death.
lovelovelove.
the ones that are for life
the ones that will never judge me
the ones that will never ever
think anything different of me
no matter how many times
i happen to screw up.
thank god.

...edit...

CHRISTINEEEEE
i'm so glad i finally met you
after like. almost a yearrrr
girll you are so gorgeous!!
loveeee youuu<33

i went to the mall today
and all i bought was a dress
for the semi-formal.

i can't wait to get my hair done and everything.
comments below.

so i never ended up going to the mall.
instead me and jess went to the art show. =]
once she wakes up, i'll ask her for pictures.
it wasn't anything big.
just our school district's annual show.
me and her were both in it.
we saw my art teacher, mrs. russell.
who's usually horribly nasty in school
but when she's with her husband
or when she's with her daughter
it's like all that hate
just kind of fades away
and she seems like the happiest person.
so yesterday was the last day of the show
and we helped mrs. russell take down
all the boards and art work.

then my mom took us to rita's waterice
and we went back to jess's
and babysat her brother
and her half sister's daughter
who are both like 1 year olds.
ali and aj came over too
and i got some things off my chest
because it feels really good to know
that no matter what,
they'll always be my friends
and they'll never ever judge me
or ever think differently of me.
true friends.
i wish i could tell everyone the truth
but trust doesn't come easily
and i'd be afraid of people's
opinions of me changing.
it was an all around good night though.

today i am going to the mall.
picture update later!

hahaha picking up confetti stars from the displays.







what are you looking at? HAHHAHAAA


LOSTDOOOGGGGYYYY
nobody could find it's owner. =[

someone made up a stupid rumor that i gave head to chase. that someone being jesse (he's a boy). yesterday was like horrible. i felt like i was going to explode at someone. now i have like a million people asking me if it's true. what the fuck. just because you are bored with your own lives doesn't mean you have to come and ruin mine. go kill yourself. sldkfjsdlkfjksdlgh. it's taking all of my strength not to like. have an emotion breakdown. i don't need this the last month or so of school when i won't even be seeing half of those people ever again.

yesterday night i saw stick it.
i reallyreally loved it.
i want to go tumble now.
then i went to IHOP.

and danced in the street
with kate and emily
till like midnight. hahaa
when my parents picked us up

today i'm going to the mall.