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Saturday, May 06, 2006

Sat, 06 May 2006 16:40:29 GMT

i know i've been gone.
i made a new xanga.
i just feel like...
i don't know.
i don't like certain people reading this.
so comment if you want to know
my new username =]

or IM me.
omggx its ARIEL
loooooooove.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Tue, 02 May 2006 17:35:50 GMT

you know what?
things are never as bad as they seem.
and life's too short
to take anything too seriously.
i love my friends to death.
lovelovelove.
the ones that are for life
the ones that will never judge me
the ones that will never ever
think anything different of me
no matter how many times
i happen to screw up.
thank god.

...edit...

CHRISTINEEEEE
i'm so glad i finally met you
after like. almost a yearrrr
girll you are so gorgeous!!
loveeee youuu<33

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 18:43:16 GMT

i went to the mall today
and all i bought was a dress
for the semi-formal.

i can't wait to get my hair done and everything.
comments below.

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 10:56:34 GMT

so i never ended up going to the mall.
instead me and jess went to the art show. =]
once she wakes up, i'll ask her for pictures.
it wasn't anything big.
just our school district's annual show.
me and her were both in it.
we saw my art teacher, mrs. russell.
who's usually horribly nasty in school
but when she's with her husband
or when she's with her daughter
it's like all that hate
just kind of fades away
and she seems like the happiest person.
so yesterday was the last day of the show
and we helped mrs. russell take down
all the boards and art work.

then my mom took us to rita's waterice
and we went back to jess's
and babysat her brother
and her half sister's daughter
who are both like 1 year olds.
ali and aj came over too
and i got some things off my chest
because it feels really good to know
that no matter what,
they'll always be my friends
and they'll never ever judge me
or ever think differently of me.
true friends.
i wish i could tell everyone the truth
but trust doesn't come easily
and i'd be afraid of people's
opinions of me changing.
it was an all around good night though.

today i am going to the mall.
picture update later!

hahaha picking up confetti stars from the displays.

what are you looking at? HAHHAHAAA

LOSTDOOOGGGGYYYY
nobody could find it's owner. =[

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 10:41:16 GMT

someone made up a stupid rumor that i gave head to chase. that someone being jesse (he's a boy). yesterday was like horrible. i felt like i was going to explode at someone. now i have like a million people asking me if it's true. what the fuck. just because you are bored with your own lives doesn't mean you have to come and ruin mine. go kill yourself. sldkfjsdlkfjksdlgh. it's taking all of my strength not to like. have an emotion breakdown. i don't need this the last month or so of school when i won't even be seeing half of those people ever again.

yesterday night i saw stick it.
i reallyreally loved it.
i want to go tumble now.
then i went to IHOP.

and danced in the street
with kate and emily
till like midnight. hahaa
when my parents picked us up

today i'm going to the mall.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 21:25:28 GMT

made freshman.
not so dissapointed.
excited for new friends.
maybe moving up in the summer?

oh and i also had tumbling tonight
and i started working half twists
and saw some girls from tryouts
who made the freshman team too
we talked a lot
and they watched me tumble
because most of them
can't even do backhandsprings
so they were all like
"omg she can do like everything"
which made me feel good. hahahaa

tomorrow my grade is
going to the constitution center
sorry i haven't been commenting
i have to go shower
but i'll get around to it.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 21:32:59 GMT

yesterday after school
i hung out with mike and chase
something i've been trying
to avoid for weeks now.
i was just kind of scared
because everyone has been saying
that mike reallyreally likes me
and i just don't like him
he's a nice guy but he's like
as far from my type as you can get.

it wasn't as bad as i thought
probably because chase was there
some people say that chase is
i don't know. blunt maybe?
welll. lets just say that he
says things that no one else
really has the guts to say.
not in front of their face though.
but he would never make fun of me
because he's extremely nice to me
asks me how i'm feeling when i'm sick
asks me how cheerleading went
helps me out with my homework.
not even my best friends did that.
he's in all of my classes
so i get to observe him a lot
and i really think he is
a goood person at heart.

today i am home from school
because 90% of my entire grade
takes spanish as their language
and they're on a field trip to a concert
even all the core teachers went
so i would have been sitting
in the same classroom reading all day
with substitute teachers.
practically all the french/german/reading kids
have stayed home from school today.

i find out if i made cheer team in a few hours
i'm so nervous that my stomach is
twisting into knots just thinking about it.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 15:37:56 GMT

friday was cheer tryouts.
i think i did well.
well at least i hope.
team lists on tuesday.
afterwards i went to corey's.
there were a lot of people there.
it was lots of fun.
i hung out with dan mostly.

saturday i was supposed
to go to the mall or something
but instead i wasted my day
because my dad never ever
keeps any of his promises.
i wish i could drive.

but saturday night i went out
to IHOP with emsy and kate
and we had breakfast for dinner
and then went to see scary movie 4
sweatpants&sweatshirts and
extremely messy hair
in the pouring rain.
i really don't care how i look
when i'm going to sit in a dark theater.
oh and we took pictures too.

today i had to wake up early
and i went to the franklin institute
with jolee emsy and my mom haaha
and we saw this body works exhibit
it was really strange. i don't know.

i haven't been in the mood lately
to update or comment.
yesterday i found out that
jolee is definitely moving for sure.
it hasn't really hit me yet.

the song in my last entry was snails by the format.
tomorrow i get to meet christine.
mm i cant waittt! i love you darlingg<3

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 12:56:32 GMT

it breaks my heart when i see my sister upset. i just wish she could be happy.

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Nico, take it slow
Show me that you care
And love's not just a flare on my sleeve
Sleep well, I pray that cardboard boxes,
Set the perfect stage.
'Cause wood grain makes all man made things seem so out of date
Life is not a play, it's what we
Make of the people we love.

Snails see the benefits
The beauty in every inch
Oh why, why, why, why, oh, why
Are you quick to kiss?
She bites at blades and leaves
God damn you shrubbery
Well I’m sick of vanity plays
Should we move to the UK?
'Cause life here in the states has escaped
All the people above us.
What we make of those people we love

Snails see the benefits
The beauty in every inch
Oh why, why, why, why, why
Are you quick to kiss?
Baby, maybe I spoke too soon
I’ll touch you once you make the first move
Snails see the benefits
The beauty in every inch

I watch her as she runs
My mother jumps the gun
She puts her in her arms
That is just like my mom
Never lets go, never lets me grow old
I wanna pay her back
But love is nothing you can tax
My family’s not rich by any means
But I feel we won the lottery, that day
The rock swallowed the girl
And I cried as cameras caught my eyes
My tears turned into butterflies
They fly away as caskets close
A new day comes you’ll wake unfold
Smile when you feel the sunlight
You feel the sunlight
You feel the sunlight
You feel the sunlight

Snails see the benefits
The beauty in every inch
Oh why, why, why, why, why
Are you quick to kiss?
Baby, maybe I spoke too soon
I’ll touch you once you make the first move
Snails see the benefits
The beauty in every inch, oh
Snails see the benefits
The beauty in every inch

Friday, April 21, 2006

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 07:30:06 GMT

sorry i haven't been here.
i've been really busy.
tumbling/stunting was evaluated yesterday.
judges come today for cheers/dances/jumps
i'm extremelyyyyyy nervous.
of course me and michelle are trying out
at the veryyyyy last time. 6:30
but i'm going to corey's house after
with like a bunch of people or something?
yeah i don't really know.
me and michelle are coordinating or outfits
and planning out ever second of the tryout
so that we look really rehearsed and professional
because apparently the UCA is really serious.
and that's who's judging us. hmm.
have to go to school. sorry i didn't comment
i know. i promise i'll get around to it.
i know monday which team i make for cheer.
only like 4 freshman make varsity
so i don't really count on making that
but it would be really nice if i did
junior varsity i'll be fine with
i'll be sort of upset if all i make is freshman team
but whatever. in the summer practices
you can just work your way up.