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| Hello strangerIt's been a very long time since I've written in this online journal-type-thing... I've more taken to the facebook scene, seeing as it's quite the popular thing right now. Everywhere I look you can just tell who has facebook and who doesn't. There are advertisements in the newspapers, on the bus, on commercials... pretty much anywhere and everywhere you look it's there. Whoever come up with the idea for facebook must be filthy rich right now. I wonder what he's doing with all that money? What if it's a she? Why do people always assume it's a he, anyways? That's just not fair, now is it?
Anyways, I got pregnant. Had my beautiful baby boy. His name is Haiden. He just turned three months old as of September 11th. Wow... what a day for a birthday cake, huh? Oh well. He had fun I think. We had a busy day. Today Jamie-Lee and I were packing things for the big move. We're moving... again... boo! But it's free to live in and it's in a much nicer area. Away from most of the crackheads of the city. It's far though... far enough for Jamie to seriously consider buying a car to get to work with. I just really hope he gets this IT job that he wants so bad. I mean, he did go to college to do just that, right? So why isn't he in the field?... long story.
In the past few months I've been overspending like mad on my credit card and now I'm seriously regretting it. I spend money to help my friends out and end up being screwed over bigtime when I see the bill at the end of the month. I just really hope those certian people can pay me back sooner than later... :(
I'd really like some fresh air. I've been stuck in this dreary apartment for far too long. I bought this workout machine but with Haiden always needing attention I find it's very hard for me to get any excercise. I keep looking at myself in disgust as my body seems to have lost it's youthful beauty... well what I admitted to as beauty. I guess that's the price of having kids, huh. Even though I've very much enjoyed being pregnant and playing with my gorgeous baby boy, I don't know if I'd do it again... That's a very hard thing to do... it's a big step and the most serious commitment one person could ever make. Raising a child...
Jamie and I have hit the rocks and right now are trying to just be friends. Well no, he wants me back but I don't want to get hurt... again. So I'm just going to take my time and enjoy life for now. :)
I've gone to Oshawa a lot in the past few months... not so much in the past three weeks though... been stuck here in this damned apartment. I've met some really great people and I've had more fun that I have had in years... It seems like one of the very few things I will keep forever... I've lost my looks but I'll always be a kid at heart. :) I'm so grateful I have these friends... I hope I never lose them. I love you guys!!! :) :) :)
My sister Margaret is living in Victoria, B.C. She will be coming back next year to finish her last bitof university and then she graduates! YAY!!! She hasn't yet met Haiden, but I'm eagerly waiting for her return. She will be in Toronto for the Christmas Holidays and I can't wait until then! OOOOooooohhhhh... I just miss her so much!
Hmm.... well it's past 11pm. Time for me to get some sleep. I only sleep when the baby does because when he's up, there's no doing anything! And when he's down, all I ever want to do is sleep. LOL
So, maybe next time I write will be sooner than this one was... maybe not?
Cheers!
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| 40 MISTAKES MEN MAKE WHILE HAVING SEX WITH WOMEN
(some men really need to read this)
1) NOT KISSING FIRST.
Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her
feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by
cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of
foreplay.
2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR.
Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a
difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to
extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts.
3) NOT SHAVING.
You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you
rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head
from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance.
4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST.
Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they
get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them.
5) BITING HER NIPPLES.
Why do men fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like they're
trying to deflate her body via her breasts? Nipples are highly sensitive.
They can't stand up to chewing. Lick and suck them gently. Flicking your
tongue across them is good. Pretending they're a doggie toy isn't.
6) TWIDDLING HER NIPPLES.
Stop doing that thing where you twiddle the nipples between finger and
thumb like you're trying to find a radio station in a hilly area. Focus on
the whole breasts, not just the exclamation points.
7) IGNORING THE OTHER PARTS OF HER BODY.
A woman is not a highway with just three turnoffs: Breastville East and
West, and the Midtown Tunnel. There are vast areas of her body which you've
ignored far too often as you go bombing straight into downtown Vagina. So
start paying them some attention.
8) GETTING THE HAND TRAPPED.
Poor manual dexterity in the underskirt region can result in tangled
fingers and underpants. If you're going to be that aggressive, just ask
her to take the damn things off.
9) LEAVING HER A LITTLE PRESENT.
Condom disposal is the man's responsibility. You wore it, you store it.
10) ATTACKING THE CLITORIS.
Direct pressure is very unpleasant, so gently rotate your fingers along
side of the clitoris.
11) STOPPING FOR A BREAK.
Women, unlike men, don't pick up where they left off. If you stop, they
plummet back to square one very fast. If you can tell she's not there, keep
going at all costs, numb jaw or not.
12) UNDRESSING HER AWKWARDLY.
Women hate looking stupid, but stupid she will look when naked at the
waist with a sweater stuck over her head. Unwrap her like an elegant
present, not a kid's toy.
13) GIVING HER A WEDGIE DURING FOREPLAY.
Stroking her gently through her panties can be very sexy. Pulling the
material up between her thighs and yanking it back and forth is not.
14) BEING OBSESSED WITH THE VAGINA.
Although most men can find the clitoris without maps, they still
believe that the vagina is where it's all at. No sooner is your hand down there
than you're trying to stuff stolen banknotes up a chimney. This is okay in
principle, but if you're not careful, it can hurt - so don't get carried
away. It's best to pay more attention to her clitoris and the exterior of
her vagina at first, then gently slip a finger inside her
and see if she likes it.
15) MASSAGING TOO ROUGHLY.
You're attempting to give her a sensual, relaxing massage to get her in
the mood. Hands and fingertips are okay; elbows and knees are not.
16) UNDRESSING PREMATURELY.
Don't force the issue by stripping before she's at least made some move
toward getting your stuff off, even if it's just undoing a couple of
buttons.
17) TAKING YOUR PANTS OFF FIRST.
A man in socks and underpants is at his worst. Lose the socks first.
18) GOING TOO FAST.
When you get to the penis-in-vagina situation, the worst thing you can
do is pump away like an industrial power tool - she'll soon feel like an
assembly line worker made obsolete by your technology. Build up slowly,
with clean, straight, regular thrusts.
19) GOING TOO HARD.
If you bash your great triangular hip bones into her thigh or stomach,
the pain is equal to two weeks of horseback riding concentrated into a few
seconds.
20) COMING TOO SOON.
Every man's fear. With reason. If you shoot before you see the whites
of her eyes, make sure you have a backup plan to ensure her pleasure too.
21) NOT COMING SOON ENOUGH.
It may appear to you that humping for an hour without climaxing is the
mark of a sex god, but to her it's more likely the mark of a numb vagina.
At least buy some intriguing wall hangings, so she has something to hold her
interest while you're playing Marathon Man.
22) ASKING IF SHE HAS COME.
You really ought to be able to tell. Most women make noise. But if you
really don't know, don't ask
23) PERFORMING ORAL SEX TOO GENTLY.
Don't act like a giant cat at a saucer of milk. Get your whole mouth
down there, and concentrate on gently rotating or flicking your tongue on her
clitoris.
24) NUDGING HER HEAD DOWN.
Men persist in doing this until she's eyeball-to-penis, hoping that it
will lead very swiftly to mouth-to-penis. All women hate this. It's about
three steps from being dragged to a cave by their hair. If you want her to
use her mouth, use yours; try talking seductively to her.
25) NOT WARNING HER BEFORE YOU CLIMAX.
Sperm tastes like sea water mixed with egg white. Not everybody likes
it. When she's performing oral sex, warn her before you come so she can do
what's necessary.
26) MOVING AROUND DURING FELLATIO.
Don't thrust. She'll do all the moving during fellatio. You just lie
there. And don't grab her head.
27) TAKING ETIQUETTE ADVICE FROM PORN MOVIES.
In X-rated movies, women seem to love it when men ejaculate over
them. In real life, it just means more laundry to do.
28) MAKING HER RIDE ON TOP FOR AGES.
Asking her to be on top is fine. Lying there grunting while she does
all the hard work is not. Caress her gently, so that she doesn't feel quite so
much like the captain of a schooner. And let her have a rest.
29) ATTEMPTING ANAL SEX AND PRETENDING IT WAS AN ACCIDENT.
This is how men earn a reputation for not being able to follow
directions. If you want to put it there, ask her first. And don't think that being
drunk is an excuse.
30) TAKING PICTURES.
When a man says, "Can I take a photo of you?" she'll hear the
words"__to show my buddies." At least let her have custody of them.
31) NOT BEING IMAGINATIVE ENOUGH.
Imagination is anything from drawing patterns on her back to pouring
honey on her and licking it off. Fruit, vegetables, ice and feathers are all
handy props; hot candle wax and permanent dye are a no no.
32) SLAPPING YOUR STOMACH AGAINST HERS.
There is no less erotic noise. It's as sexy as a belching contest.
33) ARRANGING HER IN STUPID POSES.
If she wants to do advanced yoga in bed, fine, but unless she's a
Romanian gymnast, don't get too ambitious. Ask yourself if you want a sexual partner
with snapped hamstrings.
34) LOOKING FOR HER PROSTATE.
Read this carefully: Anal stimulation feels good for men because they
have a prostate. Women don't.
35) GIVING LOVE BITES.
It is highly erotic to exert some gentle suction on the sides of the
neck, if you do it carefully. No woman wants to have to wear turtlenecks and
jaunty scarves for weeks on end.
36) BARKING INSTRUCTIONS.
Don't shout encouragement like a coach with a megaphone. It's not a big
turn-on.
37) TALKING DIRTY.
It makes you sound like a lonely magazine editor calling a 1-900line.
If she likes nasty talk, she'll let you know
38) NOT CARING WHETHER SHE COMES.
You have to finish the job. Keep on trying until you get it right, and
she might even do the same for you.
39) SQUASHING HER.
Men generally weigh more than women, so if you lie on her a bit too
heavily, she will turn blue.
40) THANKING HER.
Never thank a woman for having sex with you. Your bedroom is not a
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| *Apparently* I'm a bad influence to not only my family but to YOU as well! *Apparently* I'm playing games with your mind.
*Apparently* I'm a "Sleazy Whore".
... so why the fuck ... nevermind.
I've been upset lately. I've been careless. I've been stupid. I'm just
looking for my next of anything I can afford. Dammit! .... I miss ......
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| If you're feeling bored, pick up a rubix cube....... and throw it at someone's head!
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If you wish upon a star........
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