jb took thiss

my masterpiece , yes yes , i did thiss haha.

 rediculous .. ha

    lateerrr loveeeyss,

   <3 <3 <3

   your all kinds of beautiful .

    always alli

 heeeey loveyysss ,

whaaad up? hahh well , anyways i know i havent written in here in like 7474478 years , sorry about that, but everyone & their freaking mom has a my space now, so yeeaah. school is pretty awesomee this year i guess, i still wish we were in the high school , ohh well.. spanish would have to be my fav. subjecct no need to question why , i think its pretty self explanitory.  mr. hollsingers gonee , caitt.. yeah it bitess. and so anyways hmm riggghtt now .. going on in my life .. is alot .. but at the same time nothing new  or amusing. just .. people, or someone inpraticular .. can take things so out of hand. not eeeven cool. like .. gosssh and people who tend to put things in their xangas such as conversations containing stuff that isnt to be said atleast until a CERTAIN person feels like saying it themselves to someone , yeah they tend to get a little gaay too. but its alright because thats life and you need to learn to forget about certain things , otherwise your basically glooming on your whole life. and yes it most deffinatly does suck when someone who means a whole lot to you doesn't even want to concider half the things your saying. but i don't take it back , you shouldn't regret things. but im not the only 2 facer, and .. certain things always go unsaid that just really need to get out. and uggh theres alot i have to say but it'd take this whole entry up , and i just .. im not wasteing that much space on this one person. i just reaaallyy hope they understand how stupid this is eventually. i used to be sorry and care alot ; but now.. now i can see that it's just pathediccc to worry so much . ok so anyways .. moving onn offf that subjecct .. last night .. hmm well basically my whole week went by really fast not to immention last night, i wanted to go to the owen j gammee . buutttt ide rather be with someone else. so i went to parks's game .. yeah it was pretty funn.. they won !! yeeesss <3 . and well i picked kirstin and glenn up and hah they got to hear some jack johnson .. but the thing is i dont think they even heard him, they pretty much heard me singing over it the entire time. and so we get dropped off , andd walk aroundd .. and thenn see iaan . <3 yeahhh.. and loveck who yeah .. i didnt talk to the entire time. theeenn idk i learned how t do this hand shake hahaa.. i look like an idiot doing it, and ohh! me saying mike jones , yeah thats ggreat. so anyways we get a ride back with parks .. haa and had to smell him thee entiree ride home. b e a utiful.lol still love em. and then we get dropped off and walk around some and we were .. ding dong ditching peoples houses .. well one person that is .. but before i go there , parks and me had this like bright idea for me to talk to loveck so i try and try and he deffinatly pushes me away, i guess he has a reason to.. i don't know that ide talk to me either. but .. anyways so we ding dong ditch this persons house and we run and this guy comes out walking around the block with a flash light ? lol yeahh pretty paranoid if you ask me and im like running and BAM ! i fall , as usual and now i have like a scrape on my knee , my hand , and my stomach, lovely alli .. 10 points. and then yeaah .. we walk back and i wasnt in the best mood because not only did i basically just kiss the damn ground butttt .. someone still hated me and i felt really pointless. well then ian and .. loveck.. get picked up ..it was great how we said bye and hugged and stuff. got to say. and thenn .. yess i go home , talk to trent like 10 minutes on the phone and watch cellular. and then i falll asleeep. and i wake up this morning and go to the grocery store and i completely forget plans i had to help my cousin move so im gonna do that for a little while, she goes to drexel.. mmmm college lifeee . cannot wait <3 ! and then yeaah i also had plans to go to the movies with noel . sorry chicccky ! i completely forgotttt . i do wanna go to the movies tonight if im not in trouble for something i did lol. and soo yeah i kind of talked to loveck online today , i really did appologize. but .. i guess .idk im not gonna say anymore because ide be typing forever.

theres soo much more that happened since ive typed last ..other than what ive

 just typed .. and theyve been like awesome , but some i cant type in here and some..

 some i have no time to hah.  mel holy shit your birthday was a lot of funn !

ill put those pics up sssooon <3

umm and yes. im going to go shower and do that whole moving thing now

ill deffinatly be back lateerrr and i either wanna go to the movies,

 and actually watch something..

 or see my baby .

 well i need to go .. ohh yeah sorry i dont like this layout too much , i changed the

words to my own on it though , and im adding a new pic but .. laterrr .

     you'll always have someone here for you.

     ill never leave you -

<33 alllizzleeee lol trennt

& always & always <3 alli .

    alrigghttt yoo

  forget two entries ago,

  ummm .. i can't wait for school to start ?!

 trent is thee coolest person everrr

and thats about all i have to say ,

 im not "aloud to associate with certain people"

 because parents suck ,

  so i won't..

 and that's all i have to say ,

 im writing this entry while im on the phone with trentt

 anddd, i decided to give up at certain things and forget them ,

 because theres nothing i can do about them in the first place ,

   anndd .. cooool.

   always & always

 " your owning up to nothing and i wish that i was gone,

   because your not going anywheree "- Dashboard Confessionall

  "when someone pushes you away,

   its when they need you the mostt "

 im gonna love the next 4 months.

<3

  i don't know anymore .

   everything happens for a reason ..

    so you do what ? ...move on .