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mysticiceike
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Name: Leo
Birthday: 3/14/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: The love of worshiping God, Serving God, and praying to God. Play tennis, Play guitar, Writing songs, Sing, Have fun with friends, Movies, Concerts, and much more! =)
Expertise: Tennis, Eat, Sleep, and Party. Of course, there is sleeping again =P(noticed I don't have reading?LOL) =P
Occupation: Student
Industry: Business
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  mysticiceike
Member Since:
6/26/2003
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there was a time when everything was enjoyable,
but then all that was taken away from me
was it something i've said, something i've done
i did not know but i was lost
i really regret on the things i've done
what used to be peace in my heart became
the endless cycle of confusion in my heart, mind, and soul
everyday, i fight for what's right
but my intention would always steer me wrong
i'm not a person who can bring happiness to others
but happiness isn't something you can give to everyone
as i lay there to accept what is real to me
i always end up doing what is fake to me
whatever it is, i don't know what it is
but it sure is confusing me ten-folds
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| This is who I am nowExtroverted ( E) 55.1% Introverted (I) 44.9% Sensing
( S) 67.57% Intuitive (N) 32.43% Feeling ( F) 61.11% Thinking (T)
38.89% Judging ( J) 52.5% Perceiving (P) 47.5%
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ESFJ - "Seller". Most sociable of all
types. Nurturer of harmony. Outstanding host or hostesses. 12.3% of total
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| Type 1 |
Perfectionism |
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66% |
| Type 2 |
Helpfulness |
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80% |
| Type 3 |
Image Awareness |
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33% |
| Type 4 |
Sensitivity |
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63% |
| Type 5 |
Detachment |
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66% |
| Type 6 |
Anxiety |
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76% |
| Type 7 |
Adventurousness |
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60% |
| Type 8 |
Aggressiveness |
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33% |
| Type 9 |
Calmness |
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70% |
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You scored as Type 2 |
Your variant is social |
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| New Year ResolutionI know how everyone is having their New Year Resolution being set for
the new year. But for me...no thanks! I don't ever remember what my
resolution is because i'll probably have too big of a list to remember
them. And it's depressing knowing that you didn't accomplish your goals
for the year. So why depress yourself over tiny things like new year
resolution? And why is it that resolution only starts with a new year?
I mean, why wait till December 31st to decide what to do with your
life? I say do it the moment you thought of it! So that's why this
year...screw the new year resolution and just go with the flow. =) I'm
just going to do whatever I can do to better my life and never look
back to the mistakes for too long. After all, life isn't something that
we can plan, life is full of surprises and that's why it's best to just
go with the flow. | | |
| Sitting here in the room, I asked myself over and over. What am I doing to my life? What IS my purpose in life and more importantly, am I doing what it takes to make my life meaningful? Over the past few months, I've been challenged constantly in different angle. To me, it isn't anything bad or anything. Well, I'm just fighting my own battles over and over again. To me, it seems like it's de javu for me because everything that had happened already seem far too similar. It doesn't need to be the same issue, but the feeling or the vibe that I am getting is totally familar. I feel like this battle is an endless battle between my life and I. As a result, I'm stuck in this cycle where it keeps on rotating to the point where I don't even know what's going on anymore. | | |
| Behind the MaskLately, I've been trying to hide my emotions behind a smile. But I
guess it just doesn't work this time. There is just soo much going on
in my head right now. Day and night, I battle with the same thoughts
traveling over and over in rounds. It wasn't until someone coming up to
me... asking me if I was alright because I haven't smile all day. At
that point on, I've realized that this is so serious that even I
couldn't fake a smile to hide my emotions. In fact, it's because I
can't find any reason to smile anymore. I hope I can use this
thanksgiving break to clear my head out. Probably going to end up
drowning myself with things to do just to distract myself from thinking
too much.
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