if anyone is interested in experiencing one of the most rewarding and life changing retreats of your life PLEASE LET ME KNOW! search is coming up very soon and the more ppl we have the better it will be! IM SOOOOOOOOO EXCITED AND SO IS THE REST OF MY TEAM! ill be carrying around forms at school so just chat me up if you are even interested!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yEaHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

JASON MRAZ>i'm yours

Well you done done me and you better felt it 
I tried to be chill but you so hot that i melted 
I fell right through the cracks and i'm tryin to get back 
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my bestest 
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention 
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some 

i won't hesitate no more, 
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours 

Well open up your mind and see like me 
open up your plans and damn you're free 
look into your heart and you'll find love love love 
listen to the music of the moment maybe seen with me 
Ah, la peaceful melodie 
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved 

So, i won't hesitate no more, 
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure 
there's no need to complicate our time is short 
this is our fate, i'm yours 

*scat* 

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror 
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer 
my breath fogged up the glass 
and so I drew a new face and laughed 
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason 
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons 
it's what we aim to do 
our name is our virtue 

I won't hesitate no more, no more 
it cannot wait, i'm sure 
(there's no need to complicate 
our time is short 
it cannot wait (this is our fate), i'm yours 2x 

no please don't complicate, our time is short 
this is our faith, im yours. 
no please don't hesitate no more, no more 
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!) 

well open up your mind and see like me 
open up your plans and damn you're free 
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love 
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me 
i love one big family 
it's our god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved 
open up your mind and see like me 
open up your plans and damn you're free 
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love 
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me 
i love happy family 
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved 
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me 
i love peaceful melodies 
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

so my dad just restored our computer AGAIN, and hes convinced that "myspace" is part of our computer problem......so its back to the xanga-eh!  dissappointing-i think. 

today as i was opening email i was amused to find the subject of one: Kaitlin, You're Smart - We're Interested.............disgusting, really i had to laugh though!

so i just might as well type about this for therapy reasons.....it might help me heal? idk here it is: my  car needed repairing- it was too expensive and i didnt want to spend the money bc there was still the chance of it costing more $ and not lasting past a few more months....so im carless.  I did get 100$ from the junkyard....so its going into the NY fund- and as a result of me not having a car I have been spending lots of quality time bumming rides off ppl! its giving me a chance to spend more time car dancing and singing.  this, of course, is much more fun with others-yah!  

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKING excited about this wonderful wonderful thing that i call SEARCH! ( a retreat) IF  YOU ARE INTERSTING IN ATTENDING A FREAKING SWEET TIME THE LAST WEEKEND OF FEBRUARY-LEMME KNOW!