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| Subcribe && Comment <3 Getting A New Layout Sometime Soon :] i'm never giong to forget how i felt that
night. it just seemed so right. every
second, every thought, pinned on that
specific sight. i'm letting out my feelings,
giving up on the fight. i'm happy now,
i've lit my light, i have the smile, the
butterflies, i've got it all. my heart has
reached a new height. i think i love him.
yes, i just might. now, i can feel, that
everything's alright. please don't let
me forget that night. he was different.
he never said "i want to be friends"
after he said goodbye. it was like he knew,
he knew that he had broken my heart bad enough
when he saw my tears fall. he knew me well enough
that he just knew what to say. and when he
spoke, he looked me in the eyes and said,
"i hope you talk to me again someday." I bet you didn`t know that I`m terrified of the dark, & everytime I think of you, I smile. I bet you don`t know that I hate thunderstorms, but love dancing in the rain. or how much I laugh with my friends & how much I truly enjoy being happy. I bet you don`t know how many tears I`ve cried just for you, or how much I doubt myself every day. I bet you don`t know how ticklish I am or how I can`t make decsisions & how it drives me crazy when you look into my eyes. I bet you didn`t know that I would do anything to be with you. But mostly I bet you didn`t know how much I love you. life's all about ass. everyones either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, trying to get a piece of it, or simply just being one . someone once asked me "do you think it's
possible to love someone forever?" & i
thought about the way i love you & said,
"forever isn't nearly long enough..." Blowing bubbles and screaming emotions:;
she runs, laughs, and hides.
even if she does crash and burn,
at least she'll know what it's like to be alive Have you ever looked at a picture & seen a stranger in the background. It makes you wonder, how many starangers have pictures of you? How many moments of other peoples lives have we been in? Were we a part of someones life when their dream came true? Or were we there when their dreams died. Did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there. Or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone`s life, & not even know it. Hey, is she everything you wanted? You know, I gave you the world. You had me in the palm of your hand. So why your love went away, I just can`t seem to understand. Thought it was me & you, babe. Me & you until the end. But I guess I was wrong. & he knew that he`d never have to say to me
that he was sorry. his hand against my face,
trying to wipe away my tears, said it all . <3 * PARTY LiKE A PiMP
& [ love like a lady ] . * do you ever sit [ & ] think : what if? what if
you had never said the first hello. or - what
if your paths never crossed? what if youu
kept your mouth shut & let things pass...
what if you had just five more minutes.
what if you could turn back time & make it
all stand still. where would your life be ?
[ Better «--» Worse ]
[ Less Confused «--» More Confused ]
[ Happier «--» Sadder ]
What If... there are three things that should never be broken - friendships :: promises :: hearts the [ biggest mistake ] you can make is to drift
apart from someone youu once had the
[ time of your life ] with. LADIES; wipe away those tears. move on
& just be strong. our time will soon approach
us to prove those guys wrong. if you want me, then fight for me.
because i`m fighting like hell for you. you can try; but you'll never break me. maybe he`s starting to see the real girl. the one
behind an ambitious, quiet & self-conscious
girl. the one who loves her friends more than life
<33 itself. & laughs at pretty much everything
cus she can &thats what she thinks lifes all
about : HAViNG THE TiME OF YOUR LiFE. <3 | | |
| hate all you want..
but you can`t break the girl
who thinks nothing of you. learn to laugh until your stomach hurts.
act so crazy, people think you're high &
live for the days with your best friends. there are only two absolutes in life;
best friends and vokda
and the greatest memories usually
involve both. we were perfect and everyone knew.
from the holding hands to the "i love you`s"
you made me laugh when i wanted to cry,
you were there for me when i wanted to die.
you were the one who made me smile
suddenly i saw why you were worth the while.
then she came along and stole your heart,
as i slowly blinked back tears and slowly fell apart</3 one of the hardest parts in life
is deciding when to give up
and when to try harder they're the people that make your problems
theirs so you won't have to face them alone.
<3 best friends i do forgive, but i won't forget.. i hope you know you've lost my respect.
[&&] its like.
i want you to know but i don't want to tell you.
its been months since we last saw each other.
but i can still feel your lips on mine.
and i can still feel your arms around me
and i cant wait to see again
because when i'm with you
i'm as happy as can be.
love is like tug of war.
it hurts so bad to hag on
but for some reason you just cant let go.
come on baby lets sin
with a little skin on skin
so there's this boy.
and he kinda borrowed my heart.
and hasn't given it back yet.
if there were and olympic for breaking my heart
sweetie,,you'd win a gold metal every time!
&& our memories are my mix tapes;
they sing me to sleep every night.
when i said id hit it..
i meant with a car.
do you still love me like you used to?
or am i just some girl you left in your past?
romance is dead.
i shot it in the chest
and then in the head.
i just cant stand the pity
when tears fall down my face. Are you here because you need someone, or because you need me? Wouldn't it be nice to know right now that
we'll be someday holding hands in the end. Sometimes it's easier to say you don't care instead of trying to explain every reason why you still do. You may not remember,
but that night when all we did
was lay there and you brushed
the hair out of my eyes,
that was the night I fell in
love with you. The most memorable people in life are the people who loved you when you weren't very loveable. | | |
| Tonight is the night
we'll find ourselves. Tommorow is a day away,
so live for the moment. Follow me into the night.
We'll scream out hearts out
& run until we find the light. Why should she bother trying?
The world has given up on her. i'm taking chances,
i'm never looking back.
i'm moving forward,
i'm driving off the track & if i could i'd fly away.
I'd live for tomorrow,
and forget yesterday. i don't care what they say,
as long as i'm happy.
cause tomorrow is only a day
away, so live for the moment. i'm taking chances,
i'm never looking back.
i'm moving forward,
i'm driving off the track
I don't care about anything-
I know who I am, It's the rest
of the world I'm trying to figure out. eh. who cares anymore
it never meant a damn thing. so what is it that makes her so much better than me?
once upon a time i was falling in love,,
now i'm just falling apart.
i've learned..
good byes will always hurt,,pictures will never replace having been there,, memories good or bad will always bring tears,, && words will never replace those feelings.
one day you will wake up
only to find that its too late.
because once upon a time we were best friends,,
&& yes there's been a lot of bad stuff in between
but none of that matters right now
you need me, i'm there,,
any time,, any place,, any where
well because,,
life's to short to date ugly guys.
break dance,,not hearts.
&& will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head
life was so much easier when boys had cooties.
[&&] you make the internet suck.
i'm the kinda kid that cant let anything go.
&& as of now,, i [strongly] dislike you.
so i'm wondering how much of what you said is true,,
&& how much is the same lines you are telling her.
everyone tells me, "oh my
gosh, just get over him!"
so what am i supposed to
do? just wake up one day
& stop loving the guy i could
never imagine living without? a good friend will comfort you when he rejects you.
but a best friend will go up to him and say,
"its because you're gay, isn’t it?" i'll help you [ u p ]
when life gets you (d.o.w.n)
remember to smile & never frown.
live life crazy with no regrets -
never look back; but never forget. you gotta take the good with the bad,
smile with the sad, love what you've got.
and remember what you had.
learn to forgive but never forget,
learn from your mistakes, but never regret.
people change, things go wrong,
just remember that life goes on. Oh, I laughed kinda nervous.
I felt you move closer and felt the world unwind.
Once was a stranger, not quite a lover,
But steadily crossing the line. its not about where you go in life.
its about who's by your side that
makes is all [ worth while ] <3 just a little advice ..
don't play games with a girl that
can play them better =] sometimes the hardest thing
& the right thing are the same. I wait for the days when I will forget who you are
when the taste of your name sounds old and worn
I wait for the days when I wont remember
why I needed you so bad. | | |
| :]Basically i got alot of feedback an of course im staying here the update i promised i love you guys :] Its not that big srry tho so this is it between me and you.
its over and done, tonight we're through. i wish you cared,
i wish you tried.
i gave it my all,
i wish you cried. i'll go outside
in the middle of the day
i'll lay under the stars
and wish my life away. look at me, tell me what you see.
memories fill the air.
it's getting hard to breathe. these walls are screaming silence
and your eyes tell me goodbye.
i'll go outside and find a field,
i'll stare up at the sky. sitting down on the plain
green grass, gazing up at
the stars. wishing you were
here with me, im wondering
where you are. so much has changed through this year
we've really learned who we are
so much has changed through this year
but we haven't gotten really far. staring up at the sky,
thinking of reasons i shouldn't cry.
i'm missing you with everything ive got.
i love you, you love me not. its like a car crash of hearts
and now im all banged up
to make it through love,
you've got to be tough. the walls are closing in on me
im screaming, crying.
trying to get free.
i'm running around.
trying to get air.
its all for you, but you dont care. i'm packing my bags
and moving on.
i'm much better off
now that you're gone \\ if this is what was meant to be,
i guess i better let you free.
there's nothing else that i can do,
i can't move on without letting go of you you're moving forward,
but looking back.
you can change your future,
but you can't change your past. You words are screaming goodbye.
And all I know is to look at the sky.
But lately I don't know what to do,
Tell me, should I hold onto you? I want to be the place in your heart
that you can never let go of. I guess it doesn't matter,
It's just another day. And
whatever's meant to happen
will eventually come my way. No matter how much you love
something, there always comes
a time where you have to let it go. I want you to love me.
I want you to need me. So you're with her.
You're not with me.
I'll smile and laugh,
but this wasn't how
it's supposed to be. For now, our hearts are out
of sight. Cause darling, we are
free tonight. Come on, let's run.
We'll make the great
escape. Grab my hand,
& We'll leave this place. Love is slowly approaching,
Can you handle this? Let's jump in that speeding car,
And& make a run for the stars. Her nails are black & white.
Her heart is sturdy.
Her smile shines through the night.
She's learning not to worry. So won't you be my knight
in shining armor? Let the rain fall, let the
lightning strike. My past
will haunt me all through
the night. | | |
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