I've been over-stressed lately.  Things really have not been going my way.  I HAD to go into the dentist to get my teeth fixed and it will cost me several thousands of dollars.  I was hurting so bad that i was up one night and cried for three hours straight because i was in so much pain.  If you've ever had sinus pressure caused by an infected tooth, you know how bad it can be.  One of the pharmacists I work with told me about his experience.  He said that he let it get so bad that he was in the hospital for several days.  Honestly, I almost considered going to the ER because the pain just would not stop.  Well the morning after, I called into work and went to the dentist, where they milked me out of every penny I will ever have.

But over all I am so glad that I had it done.  Because so far, I havent had any more sleepless nights.  The last couple of weeks havent been so good because I had to recover from the procedures.  Plus I discovered that I don't go so well with pain meds.  They make me sick to my stomach, especially when you can hardly swallow or stomach anything to cushion the blow of the meds.    But I am progressively getting better.  I still had a little bit of pain, but nothing harsh.  I also have quite a ways to go before my whole mouth is done.  I still have the right side to contend with.  After what happened with the left side, I am so not looking foward to it at all.  But it needs to be done.

Our search for a place to live is coming to an end soon, I hope.  It still isnt confirmed as to the exact place that we will live, but I have an idea.  Which is a lot better than a couple of months ago.  I am really anxious and just want to get it done with, because that is what kind of person that I am.  When I am on a mission or project, I want to get the task over with because I can see the goal.  And the waiting drives me crazy.  I ask a lot of questions because I want the conclusion to come.  URRRG!  He is frustrating me because he gives me very little details, and I hate being in the dark.  HATE IT!  Which is something he's gonna have to start working on because it's not fair to be in a relationship-especially when you live together-to not inform the other party on what is going on concerning the living quarters, and what not. 

Anyhow, I'm not afraid to look stupid.  But I am also very honest, so it is very hard for me to lie to someone, or dodge a question when it is asked.  I almost always tell the other party what the truth is.  It's a little irritating because sometimes, you can tell that someone is lying to you, and they are not paying the same courtesy of being honest.  Yeah... I hate liars.

In the past several days, a lot of little things have been turning up in various places at the house.  all associated with my desk.  i admit to being extremely messy, but i know that i did not move any of this stuff to the places where i found them.  my only thing i can do is assume that someone took it off of my desk and i know exactly who culprits could be.  but this morning i realized that my credit card was missing... i havent used it in a month.  so it has been laying on my desk undisturbed for quite awhile, that is until i needed it.  i cleaned off my desk and NOTHING.  no card.  I am not crazy and i refuse to believe that i misplaced it since i haven't touched it  in a month.  it was always in clear view when i sat down and used my computer. 

anywho, i dont want to accuse... but i just have a feeling.  so anyway, i had to report it lost/stolen, thank goodness that it hasnt been used.  i really dont want to not trust anyone living with me.  but i cannot wait to leave.