i wish that i was in London right now. I would go by the last name of Powers. lol. I kinda want to get away... from myself. I seems so different now. I'm starting to scare himself. I think that I'm just in the process of growing up. Man it sucks. Also I think that it's because of the lack of church going (CCP), that i feel different. I do find myself to disagree of how Christians act, think and say more often now. Thanks to college. lol. I feel i'm starting to reap to rewards of being lazy and unfocused in my early college life. Homeschooling truly didn't prepare me at all for college. There's not much that I can do about it now, but count those years as lost and push ahead. I'm "graduating" from PCC in June with an AA and an AS. And my Parent aren't the biggest fans of me continuing college. It seems that only in this aspect that they act Mexican. lol. They just want me to get a job now or join uncle Sam. Can't they see how important education is. But they're not blame, I really i should have been a better student... It 's not too late though, I will improve and I am focused. Thanks Tiffany.
i work for a "fake" police department. it's easy money most of the time, other times it can be pretty serious, from near gang shoot outs to near fetal traffic collisions. it's a good stepping stone to EMT and to where I want to be one day, a paramedic / firefighter for a department, but i still have a ways to go. after i work as a EMT for 6 months, i heard there is a great paramedic school in ucla. and i'll go to the fire academy probably in Rio Hondo. awesome.
one thing , though. i'm trying to connect to the guys at my work, PCCPD. Comradely? Nearly all are non-christian which is ok, i prefer it that way but it does get difficult sometimes. Towards women, these guys are dogs, and they expect me to act the same way. besides that, i guess i was so used to living in a "church world" or a "christian bubble" that i can connect to everyone. Anyway, I want to try to improve on my friendliness and coolness to non-christians, without compromising myself.
