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| Why is it that every time you think you find a good man, they lie. Today was awful. I really could care less about myself. ( i know, not too health thinking) I care more about the others. There Is a person that I love very dearly that I saw hurt today. SHOCKING NEWS: by a man. I was hurttoday too. BY: 3 men. Now I'm not saying all of this to be a man bashing 90's chick, but seriously. I have yet to find a man, besides my brother Jared, that isn't a nasty person inside. Now this is not to say that women are not just as bad, they can be. But they end up alone with no friends. Women don't put up with female liers, and men don't put up with women at all! I find that The best way to deal with life is to put all your shit out there. Just tell the truth, the WHOLE truth, and nothing but the truth. That is the best way to live. ALSO!!!!! I'm dead serious about this. If you are a chick. and you have friends that are confiding in you. They are confiding in YOU! not you and your friends. It's so anoying. Yes, you always have a loyalty to your closest friends. I get that and support that. But be honest if you aren't going to keep nit to yourself. Things tend to be better out in the open. When words are changed people get blamed and hurt, and sometimes, friends get lost.
I have always gotten along better with men, I think I always will. But when it comes to being hurt, we women need eachother. Be the man a woman doesn't run from. and be the woman, that the women can run to. There. I have some peace.
To the women who's day I had to ruin. I'm so sorry, and I lovfe you with not only my heart, but my soul. I mean that. | | |
| I am at an amazing point in my life right now. I am at a great age. My friends are all different and I can get different things from all of them. My interests are evolving.I am growing to believe different things. I want more out of my life at this point. I want deeper conversation, more passion, more travle. The best part about this is, I get it. I'm at the transition to adulthood. I haven't thought of myself as a kid for a long time, but the rest of the world is catching up. My parents, though they hate to admit it, are letting me go. Yes, we have our struggles due to their discomfert in my independence, but we are daeling. I have been thinking a lot about what I want for my adult life. What is most importaant to me? What will I have to sacrifice to get what it is I want? Well i know for sure I want the career. I don't know which one, but it will have to do with the stage. It would be nice to have a husband. What could be better than waking up next to your best friend and shagging? I think nothing. I have always wanted kids. But I'm rethinking that one. I have been looking at my aunt and uncle. They have no children. They travle all the time, have money and have the closest marrage of any cupple i've seen. I kinda like that idea. I know for sure I want to see the world. My dream is to go to Egypt. I WILL do that in my life. As for the smaller things, the details, I am just excited to take them on. It's increadible to be here. I'm happy. It's weird to think about, but I am so happy with my life right now. I just can't wait to see where I go now. This is a long Entry. If you read all of this you need a cookie for being a champ! | | |
| weap not for the memoriesToday i've been thinking a lot. This is a really good thing. I've been thinking about my choices and my actions and what I think about them. Recently i've been wanting more out of life. Insted of doing what I know I should, I have been sitting on my ass. Now I haven't been sitting on my ass at all. I've been working and traveling. i've been bussy, however that's no reason to avoid giving myself the drive to make things happen. I have to get ready for next year. I need to get mentally and physically in a new state. It's all on me. Once I move it's all up to me. No mom or dad or friend to come to me. i'm going to be on my own. I'm excited, but I need to get ready. | | |
| NEWS FLASH! I'm not in high school! bitches! | | |
| gid·dy  ( P ) Pronunciation Key (g d  )
adj. gid·di·er, gid·di·est
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- Having a reeling, lightheaded sensation; dizzy.
- Causing or capable of causing dizziness: a giddy climb to the topmast.
- Frivolous and lighthearted; flighty.
intr. & tr.v. gid·died, gid·dy·ing, gid·dies
- To become or make giddy.
[Middle English gidi, crazy, from Old English gidig. See gheu( )- in Indo-European Roots.]
giddi·ly adv.
giddi·ness n.
Synonyms: giddy, dizzy, vertiginous
These adjectives mean producing a sensation of whirling and a tendency to fall: a giddy precipice; a dizzy pinnacle; a vertiginous height.
Word History: The word giddy refers to fairly lightweight experiences or situations, but at one time it had to do with profundities. Giddy can be traced back to the same Germanic root *gud- that has given us the word God. The Germanic word *gudigaz formed on this root meant “possessed by a god.” Such possession can be a rather unbalancing experience, and so it is not surprising that the Old English descendant of *gudigaz, gidig, meant “mad, possessed by an evil spirit,” or that the Middle English development of gidig, gidi, meant the same thing, as well as “foolish; mad (used of an animal); dizzy; uncertain, unstable.” Our sense “lighthearted, frivolous” represents the ultimate secularization of giddy.
Yep I think that is the right word for today. I <3 Erin so much. And ..other...persons too.
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