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Friday, July 04, 2008

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 12:55:49 GMT

its been a year since she left us.

how time flies.

life has never been the same since then.

everything is so different now.

its tough at first.

and i cant get over it.

every single thing reminds me of her.

the house felt so empty without her voice,
without her shouting,
without her laughter,
without her singing,
and without her presence at most!

i miss the way she care for me like no one does.

it hurts to know the fact that she's gone now.
gone forever.

but life still goes on.

i need to get used to it.

i need and have to be strong.

its just that i never imagine or expect her to leave us so soon.

i had promised her that i will take good care of myself.
and i will!!!

in loving memory of her...

may she rest in peace.

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 13:08:39 GMT

its yeanjie's birthday today..

since he is in china now,

and we could not be there with him to celebrate it..

im going to post up some photos of him...

well, we went out for dinner on one of those lovely random night...

with nessa and dennis, when he came back from singapore for holiday..

sadly, yeanjie could not join us for the night.

but he's IN every photo with us...

dennis, yeanjie

yeanjie the marley..

yeanjie, dennis, nessa

yeanjie, me, dennis

yeanjie the birthday boy...

happy birthday yo!!!!

hohohohoho...

enjoy and celebrate your day in china.

have a great day...

Monday, June 30, 2008

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 14:19:04 GMT

its that time of the month again.

period.

damn!!!

and i've been coughing non stop.

especially at night, when im about to sleep.

sheeshhhhh...

anyway,

goodnight.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 13:06:35 GMT

goodnight...

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 03:26:43 GMT

wow!!!

i felt so fucking good on a tuesday afternoon.

received a call in the morning *from someone* to tell me about the good news.

and nope, im not gonna tell what it is yet.

it must be a sign that this is gonna be a fabulous week for me..

muahahahhahahhaah.......

and to those who looked down on me,

thinks im good at nothing, well...

FUCK YOU!!!

go fuck yourself on the mirror.

yeah, i mean it!

yippie yippie yay yay!!

have a good day, ppl..

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 12:04:19 GMT

im not sure how much of it is true.

what i've heard is that the fuel price will be increased to rm2.70 per litre starting tomoro.

dammit!!!

i need to save money now.

nope. not for shopping.

but for stupid fucking fuel!!!!

fuck!

Monday, May 26, 2008

Mon, 26 May 2008 11:23:30 GMT

on a very random monday afternoon...

i received a call from one of my friend, asking me what i am doing..

i wanted to go shopping but he doesnt want to teman me..

both of us were so bored that we ended up in port dickson..

it was an on-the-spot and very last minute thingy..

anyway, i did not know that port dickson had such a beautiful beach with beautiful evening scenery...

its an aeroplane......

my hand print..

can u spot that guy standing over there?

thats him..

and oh.. he droved without his pants, only with his swimming trunk.
tak malu eh??

beautiful colours...

wanted to go swimming at first.

but we were scared coz it was already dark...

and i was lazy coz there's no toilet for me to shower.

so just playing with sands...

i buried him, he buried me...

lying down and looking at the stars..
stars were shinning brightly,
like a small diamond in the sky

enjoying the sounds of the waves...

the winds blowing...

chitchatting about everything...

getting away from the city rush...
no worries for that split second...

very relaxing!

we came back around 10 plus..

i can see a lot of stars *as in ALOT* on our way back.

but once i reached kl..
i see very little of it..
almost none, i can say..

sadness.....

anyway, i had a great time hanging out with him..

very relaxing and i really enjoyed it..

anyone with anymore last minute random places to go??

xoxo...

Friday, May 16, 2008

Fri, 16 May 2008 12:41:55 GMT

i was supposed to post this up like, few months back..

but i totally forgotten all about it until i saw it just now.

here's the photos from chinese new year..

on new year's eve, we went to dennis house and buat kacau there...

dennis, me, nessa

nessa looking bitchy

those kinda old fashion couple photo

pomelo....

then we went to dennis' room.

we asked him to show us the garments that he designed.

and, we started playing with it..

muahahhahaha..

a kimono and tutu underneath..

tutu as a dress..

on the 1st day..

we went over to andrew's house

dennis, chongtat

alex, foo the orange, vishnu

dennis, andrew, me

thats kaijie on the far right..

everyone was having fun gambling, but this donkey was busy sleeping.

cheewee, hunter

dennis, yeanjie

michellegan, foo the orange, alex

ooooohhhhh la la.... guess who is this..

after andrew's, we went to kianboon's place to have dinner.

and it was in his place that we lost about 2k to some uncle and auntie.

was damn frust then we went over to michellegan's place.

cheers...

2nd day...

forgotten the name of this drink. some death chocolate thingy.
it was nice and its from ms. read.

playing cards...

daniel, dennis

yeanjie, nessa, me

we went dinner in shogun, jap buffet.

the food was not bad and the oyster was yummylicious..

acting kawaii...

we're shameless...

everyone who walked passed us sure looked at us one kind.

they must be thinking,"wah... so gila gamble ar??"

damn!

4th day...

neng's house.

chris, pekyee

chiachern.. someone said he looks like a squirrel...

me, neng

the end.
did not snap a lot of photos this year.

nothing much and it was quite a dull one...

so yeah... thats all for u..

goodnight..

Monday, May 12, 2008

Mon, 12 May 2008 10:37:40 GMT

*shy*

lime and turquoise...

bright and striking...

me likey!!!

xoxo...

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Wed, 07 May 2008 09:58:36 GMT

another new one....

muaaahahahahahahaha...

bright blue..

i like!

good night ppl....