summer

this is supposed to be a blog of my naturist experiences and cuz i wasn't online over summer i didnt get then to put on the stuff that happened to me then.

so the first major thing that happened last summer was i properly told my boyfriend Chris that im a nudist.  i told him over msn and he was really cool abut it. he said he had no problem with me wantin to live my life that way and he totally respected me for it.  it think he also thought it was pretty cool that he had a gf who liked getting naked lol!

anyway a bit leter on he told me that he'd been hangind out naked at home a few times and he thought he liked it and thought he might like to get into nudism too. obviously he was only doin it when no-one was there but he said he'd been studyin nude and surfin the net nude and that he was really liking it.

anyway, he joined the nudist message board i use and was really keen to try it properly so we decided we were gonna get together and hang out nude together.

this finally happened after we finished our exams.  mum and dad were out at work and so Chris came over it was just me and him.  it was pretty awesome.  it wasn't the first time i'd been naked in front of someone else cuz obviosly i am at home and also last year on holiday with Anna's family. but it was my first time being naked with a guy who was also naked so i was a little bit nervous but i really wanted it to happen.

when he came over i answered the door with just a robe on and then when he came in i took the robe off and that was it.  it was the first time he had ever seen me nude and i think he liked it!  but at the same time it wasn't sexual it was just a really nice moment. then he took off his clothes too and that was it. it was totally cool (and he did look very cute in the buff!).  it was so nice that he was happy and comftable and not embarassed or weirded out at all. we spent the afternoon just chillin out in the garden and from then on most times when we had the house to ourselves we were nude (and we didn't always behave lol!)

the other person who ive involved more in my nudism is my friend Anna.  shed already seen me nude last year on holiday but this summer i got into the habit of staying nude if she came over when mum and dad were out, and she's been totally cool about it.  she doesn't go nude herself but sometimes when we were out in the garden shes gone topfree to sunbathe and shes quite happy to do that.  a couple of times she was here when Chris was and he stayed nude too and though she was like OMG at first soon it was all cool and one or two times we were all out in the garden and Chris and me were nude and Anna was topfree and in just her bikini bottoms, that was amazing, so cool.

unfortunaly im not with Chris any more.  we tried to stay friends but it didnt really work that way either.  i dunno if hes still into nudism - i texted him a while back and asked if he still hung out nude and he said "sumtimes, a bit" so who knows?

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im back!

well, im back.  i cant believe how long its been since i updated this thing. its almost a year how weird is that.

not entirley my fault tho.

basically what hapened was that i was taking my GCsEs last summer and i had study leave from school.  and so did Chris, the guy i was goin out with at the time.  so i was spending alot of time up in my room"studying" but really i was chattin to Chris on MSN... not smart i know but he was cute and i liked him.

anyway, mum and dad found out and they flipped about it and basically took my computer out of my room and restricted my net access. i know why they did it, cuz otherwise i wouldnt have done any revision and they knew what was best for me, but still that was so harsh!

anyway they did sumthin right cuz i passed all my exams in the end.  but when i asked for my comp back it was like, well, actually, maybe it should stay out of your room for now. 

i guess it was cuz they thought i was spending too much time up in my room away from them, which is probably true.  but thats mostly cuz if you knwo me, youll know i prefer not wearing clothes at home and cuz mum and dad don't aprove, my room is basically the only place i can do this. but also i'm a bit of a loner a lot and i like my computer and i like reading ad drawing and playing videogames and all these i can do in my room.

so i guess they figured if they put my computer in the dining room they could keep an eye on me, i wouldnt be so anticsocial all the time and they could keep me safe from, i dunno, the "evil" of the internet or sumthin.

anyway, i finally persuaded them i could be responsible and they let me have it back now.  plus i do need it for college and i was gettin in dad's way trying to do work on it downstairs.

so now i'm back, okay!

see the userpic on the left?

i drew that, i did!  its my first atempt at coloring sumthin on the computer - i think it turned out pretty well.

i copied the body shape from another pic but the hair, face, wings and the fact shes naked are all my own work.

its meant to be a representation of my username and the freedom i feel when nude.  thats why shes got dark hair and glasses - so she looks like me.

what i did on my summer holidays

(this is, like, massively late, so if it sounds weird or anything, its coz im remembering it from a while ago).

okay, so i got invited this summer to go to france with my best friend Anna, and her family.  as we didnt have a holiday planned this year my parents were cool for me to go, so i did.

before i went, i decided i should talk to Anna about my strange ways and my tendency for nudity.  i mostly wanted to make sure she was ok with the fact id be sleeping nude (as i almost always do) and didnt want her to get freaked out if i was more casual than a "normal" person would be about being nude in the room we were sharing (i didnt plan on walking around naked but i can sometimes be half way through changing and start putting stuff away in the closet and forget i dont have clothes on, and i didnt want her to take that wrong).

so anywayl i got up the nerve and talked to her about it and she was actually totally cool about it and treated it like it was no big deal at all.  so that was a major load off.

what happened then was totally without me asking, she told her parents about it.  that wasnt sumthin id thought shed do but i guess it was so not a problem for her that she dropped it on them casually.

anyway, Annas parents totally misunderstood why she was telling them and thought she was asking if it was ok for me to go naked round the villa when we were on holiday!  which would have been kinda embarassing, but aparently they talked about it and said it would be OK!!!!

if you want to read my old xanga, go to www.xanga.com/natual_spark

heres a quick recap.  im 16, female, live in the uk.  i started using xanga to record my thoughts and experences about nudism/naturism and nude living.

ive enjoyed being without clothes since i was a little kid, much to the anoyance of my parents who would always make me get dressed when i was runnin round naked. 

when i got to about 11 i started bein more secretive about bein nude at home - never really stopped for very long tho.

when i was 14 i met a girl on the internet who told me she was from a nudist family and explained all about it.  from then on i knew i was one too!

last year after getting caught out a few times and an "interesting" breakfast conevrsation i finally talked to my parents about my liking being nude.  to my surprise they didnt totally freak, altho they werent too hot on the idea.  but it ended up with them agreeing to respect my choice to live without clothes in my private space (ie my room) altho i had to cover up (but not fully dress) when i was around them.

and thats pretty much where i am now.