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nclevi2
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Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Fort Worth
Birthday: 7/8/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: I play guitar, and led worship at church, and first priority while in high school. Studying about and knowing God is my passion. It's amazing how many people bash on theology, and those that know it...Have you tried it? It's how you know God, it's how you worship Him, it's how you pray to Him. Through it I have come face to face with a compassionate and merciful God, and am humbled daily. Don't ever think you know enough about God, b/c you can't. If you can't fully understand the Bible, how can you understand a Holy Sovereign and Supreme God whose knowledge can't be contained in one single Book. Love it, respect it, honor it. It is the Word of God, Christ died for it, and the Holy Spirit regenerates for it. Through the word, and work of the HS comes the sanctification of the saints; by the Cross came Justification, through the Father came Glorification of all He has called to Saving Grace. Walk worthy and be bold for the sake of Christ. (Phil 3:12-14; 1:20-22)
Expertise: ...i like to play with fire...i dont know why, and trying to blow stuff up....not like explosives, although a grenade would be cool....ya know, for paintball or sumthin....we need fox holes and trenches right!? i like trying to blow up fire ant hills/mounds, with firecrackers!! it's great!! they get all ticked off, so you lite another one and throw it on there, and you go back and all the ants are gone...where'd they go!? ;-)
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
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AIM:  nclevi2
Member Since:
1/30/2004
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| Lately I've been quite a bit more lonely than usual. I don't have any certain reasons for this, necessarily, because I have been more content now than ever. I've gone on a few dates and every one has been fruitful in the sense that each candidate has been weeded out. :) I figured I would take the advice of a few professors and "date" around to figure out what exactly are my likes and dislikes and utilizing this in my search for a wife. Now I'm back to where I began.
What I do long for is that there would finally be one who would not see me as embodying all those "essential qualities" they want in there spouse, to form this "perfect" guy. I want it acknowledged just as I perceive it, that I am a wretch in need of God's grace and tender mercies, daily. On my best and worst days, alike, I am sinful and I fail to love God rightly. I do not acknowledge Him in all things or praise Him unceasingly. I do not do everything for God's glory or enjoyment in Him, as I should; I am selfish. What I do want is to be seen as one who is equally undeserving, equally or more damnable for his transgression yet saved by God's grace alone; and I want to be had and loved because of Christ. The world does not love because it doesn't know Christ; I love because Timeless God chose me for Himself before having created and then manifest it in time when He called me according to His own good pleasure and manifests it all in my sanctification, my bearing fruits; I love because He loved me first and He alone is the reason for all that I do. He alone sustains me, causes me to breathe and commands me to sleep. He knows my thoughts and the intentions of my heart, in all things; yet, He forgave me and nailed my debt to His cross in the death of Christ where God killed God, and rose Himself from the dead so that He would be the firstborn from amongst the dead and that all the dead in Christ would truly live, because He is life and gives it abundantly.
I hate empty words. My intentions are this, to love you as Christ His bride, whatever that may mean. Whether this is the pouring out of myself for your sake in the form of laboring or in my death; it may also be that I am to esteem you higher than myself, serving you in whatever way this requires; it does require that I bare the image of Christ, and I will earnestly strive to do this and to admonish you with His Word; I will love you.
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| So you see, this world doesn't matter to me...
I'll give up all I have just to breathe the same air as you, until the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you. | | |
| word to yo' motha! :D
sick of reading books about preaching...
don't really care to write reports about them...
just want it to be over.
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| So...I'm not going to take it. I don't want to leave my guys or my branch. I hate Dallas...utterly despise it. haha BUT, I am looking to move to Grapevine, Southlake, Roanoke, or somewhere in that area. :) I'm going to bed...I have to be up before 5. night. | | |
| So I got another job offer today...it's a lateral shift in the company and if I take it I'll have to move to Dallas. My regional manager wants me to run the North Dallas/Plano irrigation branch; I currently run the Fort Worth irrigation branch. It could be a good move. i'm currently weighing the positives and negatives and praying. It will be more pay, I'll be closer to school, and will be a good career move b/c of the experience and the responsibility it will carry. I will have fewer accounts than the 120+ I have now, but I will have some larger and higher profile accounts. So, I dunno what I'll do but I have to make a decision here in the next two weeks, sooner if they need it. Pray for me. Whatever my God ordains is right. :)
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