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Thursday, February 28, 2008
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man i havent been on here in a little bit. i did lose a pound this week, i guess thats wayyy better than nothing =).
today i ate: asian pear (50), grapes (20), sandwich (600), salad (70), quesedilla (100) total: 840 calories.
thats not too bad. im really bummed though because tomorrows my senior pictures and my moms going crazy. i just put on my favorite dress when she asked me to show her what i wanted to wear and she said "that...that doesnt fit you right now." i think a lot of you know how sad i felt =(.im just so worried right now because i didnt get into SDSU so my parents want me to go to SF but i still want to go to SD and transfer in 2 years. lots of stress, yelling, crying, and fighting. im just worried im gonna start stress eating again =/...
Thursday, February 21, 2008
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today:
cake (120)
cookie (150)
chilli (270)
quesidilla(200)
enchilada (300)
chips & salsa (200)TOTAL:1240
thats a little too high (and unhealthy), considering i didnt get any excercise. i'm going to try and walk 2 miles every day starting today (on the weekdays at least) and hopefully (!) i can stick to my plan for a while starting tomorrow which is
1. only eat when i'm hungry
2. eat one fiber muffin (60 cals) in the morning, afternoon, and night
3. drink 9 glasses of water a day
4. walk at least 1 mile a daythat shouldnt be too bad considering im usually not hungry at all throughout the day and i only eat because i feel bored and like i need to eat something. pathetic =(, good thing though, i got my english essay done! oh man.
well, my senior pictures are on thursday next week, so maybe i can at least lose a couple lbs by then, that gives me 7 days.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
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im seriously freaked.
cw: 148.8
im pretty sure when i started this damn thing a week ago i weighed 148.6 and i normally eat about 2500 calories or around there, so i CANT have gained weight by cutting off 1500-1200 calories. i mean the most i ate all week was 1300. im really pissed, and kind of worried. i mean i stopped eating fast food and started eating healthy 4 months ago, and i mean i literally dont eat junk food or anything usually, no chips or cookies or shit, but since then ive gained 15 lbs. i even started weight watchers a month ago (and didnt break the rules once), and gained 4 lbs since then! theres got to be something wrong with me, this is weird.
i really think being so hardcore on my ed for 3 years fucked up my system. now that i got all 'better' and stuff in the past year and am trying to loose weight again, my bodies rebelling against it. im sure thats what it is. SHIT
Monday, February 18, 2008
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okay so yesterday was so much fun! my boyfriend and i went on a walk (about 1 1/2 miles) by the river and hung out for hours it was great. i ate:
eggs (150) sausage (200) cake (350) spaghetti (550) soooo algother that was 1250. thats more than i wanted but not bad considering it was a special occasion day and i had to go to like 3 meals with people =)today so far ive eaten:
cake [im so weak, gotta work on that!] (350)
Sunday, February 17, 2008
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man so today i watched way too many romance things, and i wanted to see my boyfriend hella bad. too bad hes grounded! man i hate that. good news, though i totally worked on my music the whole time and finished a song ive been working on FOREVER! =)
intake today:
yoplait whipped (140)
soup (200)
white rice (150)
chicken (400)
macaroni salad (60)
chocolate (44)total: 994 my gosh thats so close to 1000, but still under it!
AND i didnt eat past 8:30 which is huge for me beacuse i always do late night binges when i stay up like i did tonight =)man im pretty proud, but sad i didnt excercise at all =(, but hey tomorrows the big day date with my bf and were gonna do a lot of walking!
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