http-equiv="Page-Enter" content="progid:DXImageTransform.Microsoft.Wheel(Duration=2)"> http-equiv="Page-Exit" content="progid:DXImageTransform.Microsoft.Wheel(Duration=2)"> I hear Brenda's got a baby Well, Brenda's barely got a brain A damn shame Tha girl can hardly spell her name(That's not her problem, that's up ta Brenda's family)Well let me show ya how it affects tha whole community Now Brenda never really knew her moms and her dad was a junky Went in debt to his arms, it's sad Cause I bet Brenda doesn't even know Just cause your in tha ghetto doesn't mean ya can't grow But oh, that's a thought, my own revelation Do whatever it takes ta resist tha temptation Brenda got herself a boyfriend Her boyfriend was her cousin, now lets watch tha joy end She tried to hide her pregnancy, from her family Who didn't really care to see, or give a damn if she Went out and had a church of kids As long as when tha check came they got first dibs Now Brendas belly is gettin bigger But no one seems ta notice any change in her figure She's 12 years old and she's having a baby In love with tha molester, whose sexed and crazy And yet she thinks that he'll be with her forever And dreams of a world with tha two of them are together, whatever He left her and she had tha baby solo, she had it on tha bathroom floor And didn't know so, she didn't know, what ta throw away and what ta keep She wrapped tha baby up and threw him in tha trash heep I guess she thought she'd get away Wouldn't hear tha cries She didn't realize How much tha little baby had her eyes Now tha babys in tha trash heep balling Momma can't help her, but it hurts ta hear her calling Brenda wants ta run away Momma say, you makin' me lose pay, tha social workers here everyday Now Brenda's gotta make her own way Can't go to her family, they won't let her stay No money no babysitter, she couldn't keep a job She tried ta sell crack, but end up getting robbed So now what's next, there ain't nothin left ta sell So she sees sex as a way of leavin hell It's payin tha rent, so she really can't complain Prostitute, fair slang, and Brenda's her name, she's got a baby
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Country: United States
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Birthday: 4/8/1986
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Monday, December 15, 2003

YAY! We have a teo hour delay! I needed more sleep.  I slept like all yesterday.  Charlie came over and thats all we did 22 hours of sleep and im still freaking tired as hell.  Charlie and i spent the little time we were awake talking and that was only when we dropped my sister and her friend off at the mall at 10 am and picked them up at 11:30 am.  we almost fell asleep in the freaking car.  Damn i love him .  Anyway, 9 more days until charlie and i go to georgia.  Him and i still need to go x-mas shopping. Yea so, its 8 am and im going to gay lay down for another hour......


Thursday, December 11, 2003

I  stole all the emo and below stuff from lisa's site.....i was bored. the rest is all mine. my life sucks...cant you tell, i have way too much free time...

series one - about you
-- Age*.* 17
-- Sex*.* Female
-- Hair Color*.* brown
-- Eye Color*.* Brown
--Height*.* about 5'3"
-- Weight*.* 95
-- Skin Color*.* tan
-- Stats*.* Happily taken by my bf of a year
-- Hobbies&Interests*.* seeing my b/f and going shopping
-- Birth Place*.* SanFransisco California
-- Your Ethnic: White
-- The shoes you wore today: Nike
-- Your hair: medium
-- Your weakness?: The sun... ARggg!!!
-- Your fears: Spiders
-- Your perfect pizza: Too much cheese!!!
-- One thing you'd like to achieve:
-- Righty or Lefty: right.
-- Zodiac Sign: aries

// series two - what is
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: grrr
-- Your thoughts first waking up: time to get up already??!
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite(or same) sex: Eyes
-- Your best physical feature: my boyfriend says my butt
-- Your bedtime: sleep? whats sleep?
-- Your greatest accomplishment: Being able to maintain a social life o.O
-- Your most missed memory: my childhood up til i was 11 -_-

// series three - you prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: Diet coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonald's
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or Nike: Nike
-- Lipton or Nestea: yucki
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
-- Boxers or briefs: Boxers !!!

// series four - do you
-- Smoke: icky no
-- Cuss: all the time
-- Sing well: hell no, though i try ^.^
-- Take a shower everyday: yup
-- Have a crush(es): I gots a boyfriend who I love dearly
-- who are they: read ^
-- in love: once, still am…I love you charlie
-- Want to go to college: yea.
-- Like school: what kinda question is that?!?!
-- Want to get married: YUP! WITH MY BABY CHARLIE
-- Type w/ your fingers keys: umm okay, i can type pretty fast hehee.
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes
-- Get motion sickness: yeah
-- Think you're attractive: sure, why not
-- Think you're a health freak: hahahhahaha no.
-- Get along with your parents: not really.
-- Like thunder storms?: AHHHHH *hides*
-- Play an instrument: UM NO?

// series five - in the past month, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: sure
-- Smoke(d): icky
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Have Sex: ummm ummm ...maybe ^_^ looks
-- Made Out: yup
-- Go on a date: yup
-- Go to the mall?: of course
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no, cause i growled at god.
-- Eaten sushi: Yucki
-- Been on stage: *stage fright*
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Gone skating:
-- Made homemade cookies: umm, homemade in a box !!
-- Been in love: YUP WITH CHARLIE
-- Gone skinny dipping: noPE lol
-- Dyed your hair: yeah ^_^
-- Stolen anything: Lisa’s pen lol

// series six - have you
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: nope
-- If so, was it mixed company: hahahaa ......
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: um.. *looks left, looks right, avoids eye contact*
-- Been caught "doing something": LOL !! yes !!!
-- Been called a tease: poor Charlie. I love you babe ^_~
-- Gotten beaten up: yeah
-- Shoplifted: no
-- If so, did you get caught: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no that's lame -_-

// series seven - the future
-- Age you hope to be married: When Charlie wants to!
numbers and Names of Children: Charlie picks the boys name and I pick the girls…I like piper, he doesn’t
Descibe your Dream Wedding: ….I dunno
How do you want to die: not in a box o.O
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a pediatrician
What country would you most like to visit:…

// series nine - opposite(same) sex
-- Best eye color?: Brown
--Best hair color?: doesn't matter, except bright fake colors freak me out
-- Short or long hair?:short hair is the best hehehe
-- Best height : Doesn’t matter
-- Best weight: doesn’t matter
--Best articles of clothing: don’t matter
--best first date location: in the amusement park
-- Best first kiss location: Charlie’s Red s-10 on October 28th by the pnd

// series nine - number of
-- Number of girls I have kissed in my life: hehehee....
-- Number of girls you have made out with: o.O !!! *silent*
-- Number of girlfriends you've had: none
-- Number of boyfriends you've had: Wait i'm not done with the last question!!!
-- Number of drugs taken illegally:?
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 1. charlie
--Number of CDs that I own: i don't burn cds !! *wicked grin*
-- Number of piercings: 3, ears, toungue, Belly button
-- Number of tattoos: not yet
--Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: none
-- Number of scars on my body: like 20
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: not meeting Charlie sooner

ANYTHING ELSE
:*FAVORITES*:

-- Color*.* Blue, black, silver, red
-- Food*.* French Fries
-- Movie*.* Umm, anything scary
-- TV Show*.* Charmed
-- TV Channel*.* 14
-- Song*.* ? dont have a fav
-- Band*.* Metillica
-- Rapper*.* Eminem
-- Country Singer*.* NONE...EWW
-- Music Type*.* Rock, metal, punk
-- Book*.* The Sinner
-- Author*.* Tess Gerritsen
-- Book Type*.* Horror
-- Past-time*.* umm, got a lot of em
-- Subject*.*English
-- Teacher*.* Mr. Bowden
-- Grade so far*.* SENIORS BABY
-- Time of day*.* 2:14...SCHOOL GETS OUT...4:30...i see my lover! (charlie i love you...always will,cant wait until we get married)
-- Car*.* v86 mazda
-- Animal*.* I got 9 cats and a dog
-- Vacation Spot*.* Florida, Cail, Bahamas
-- Mall*.* Arunadal Mills
-- Store*.* Hot Topic
-- Shoe-brand*.* Vans
-- Board Game*.* Monopaly
-- Music Video*.* Fabolos.....Into you
-- Thing about yourself*.* Im honest

:*HAVE YOU EVER*:

-- Done drugs*.* no comment
-- Drank alcohol*.* yea
-- Been drunk*.* yup
-- Snuck Out*.* nope
-- Lied to parents*.* umm, yea, everyone does
-- Stole from parents*.* yea
-- Lie to friends*.* Not anymore
-- Stole from friends*.* nope, unless u count stealing Barbie clothes from my friends when I was like 5
-- Skipped class*.* yup,
-- Bungee Jumping*.* nope
-- In a play*.* yup
-- Cursed to teacher*.* YEA!
--Met a celeberty*.*  John Travolta baby....and HED PE, POWERMAN 5000, UM IMBUE, I CAN KEEP GOING
--Been in a fight*.* yup
-- Gotten arrested*.* nope
-- Been to church*.* yes
-- Had surgery*.*yup
-- Been in love*.* yea, one time and I still am...Charlie....always will be

 

 

.[EMO].
xx.Do you enjoy depressing music? yes
xx.What makes you sigh? friends, family
xx.How many hours a day, on average, do you spend feeling sorry for yourself? about 6 when im not with charlie
xx.Who or what always brings you down? charlie, my family

xx.Do you wear glasses? no
xx.Do you wear sweaters all the time? no
xx.What makes you tick? acharlie, my family
xx.How many times has your heart been broken? 1 or 2.

.[PUNK].
xx.Tell me about that time you broke that law!to much to even start to say

xx.What or who pisses you off? how people put lables on crap like "punk" "wigger" and crap
xx.Would you rather date a sissy or a homebody? Homebody
xx.Sex or drugs or breaking stuff? Sex, i dont do very much....very rare, drugs..been there done that. never again...Break stuff....OF COURSE!
xx.The Clash or The Ramones? NONE
xx.What do you think about Anarchy? its ok?
xx.Tell me about a prank you played! none
xx.Do you do things that are "bad for your body"? Yup
xx.How many times have/were you kicked out of that place?! to much
xx.Are you in trouble all the time? not that much anymore


.[GOTH].
xx.Do you want to die? sometimes
xx.What do you think about graveyards? creepy. especially at nite
xx.Do you write poetry often? nope
xx.How much black clothing do you own? Alomst everything
xx.What type of makeup do you wear? foundation, eye shadow, eye liner and mascara                                    xx.What do you think about pain? i ahve a high tolerance
xx.Masochism or sadism? masochism.
xx.How do you feel about the rest of the world? they can die...execpt for charlie and linz                          xx.Do you cry often? yes
xx.What do you think about vampires? cool

.[METAL].
xx.How messy are you in general? Pretty messy
xx.Do you bang your head on things repeatedly? no... whats the point
xx.What do you think of mullets? nasty               xx.When did you start drinking alchohol? 8th grade
xx.Do you go to concerts often? not often
xx.What bands rock your pants off? um?
xx.What do you think about violence? whatever
xx.Who or what makes you homicidal? um bel air
xx.Worship Satan or practice black magic? neither
xx.How wild are you in general?um at concerts...when i go

.[GRUNGE].
xx.Are you wearing any clean clothes right now? yup, as always
xx.How often do you do the laundry, anyway? everyday xx.Do you wear flannel shirts a lot? Nope
xx.When was the last time you showered? um 6 this morning
xx.Do you speak clearly? i mumble, a lot
xx.Are you a lazy person? nope, i dont have time to be
xx.Do you play any instruments? bass, guitar..some drums
xx.Who or what do you rant about a lot? Music, people,
xx.Empathy or Sympathy? empathy
xx.What do you think about Nirvana? classic.

.[INDIE].
xx.What makes you different from the rest of them? im my own person                                                          xx.Who or what makes you bitter? liars
xx.What was the last big decision you made? to stay or leave charlie
xx.Are you a happy-go-lucky type of person? no
xx.How hard do you work to get what you want? not very, mainly bc i always get what i want
xx.What do you resent? people, life
xx.Why might some people consider you to be an asshole? Because i can be and a major bitch too
xx.Do you trust others? not really
xx.Are you a loyal friend? yup...to those who dont turn there back on me

.[RAP].
xx.Do you live in the ghetto? the wanna be ghetto
xx.Have you ever even held a gun before? yes.
xx.How much bling do you own? i stole my boyfriends rolex i think thats how u spell it and a platnium neckless
xx.Would you rather have your best friend be a wangsta or a wigga? neither
xx.Would you rather be bustin' caps or rollin' joints? hahaha both
xx.Big butts or big boobs? butt
xx.What's your best pickup line? i dont have one
xx."Fo' Sho" or "Yeah, son? fo' sho.
xx.What race are most of your friends? what the heck does it matter?
xx.Ever been to prison? nope


 


Wednesday, December 10, 2003

I just got home. my computer was being a pain in my ass yesterday! DAMN IT TO HELL! It still is actually... yea so yesterday me and linz got searched for "illegal substances" lol! Yes thats right, i actually got searched. thats funny...Did they find anything you ask...NO! cause im an angel...... Mr. Williams and Mrs. Walling found pills on linz..just her advil and stuff. yea. so anyway, Amanda Poe came up to me and asked me if i was mad at bailey for talking to her. i told her no, i was just mad that she was talking crap. thats about it. and she told me she would write me a note and i told her id write her one too, but i didnt get to see her....Yea, my new math teacher is actually really cool. wow! 120 days until i get my tattoo! YAY! *JUMPS UP AND DOWN* i cant fucking wait! Im still looking at tattoos..im pretty sure im getting my tiger cub...Ill still look tho. anyway, today was boring, i'm now sitting her soaked from the rain, talking to Bailey just imed Lisa...yea thats right..Lisa! grr. im tired, i have a lot of homework and my head is killing me....Anyway, im gonna work on hw...ill write more later


Tuesday, December 09, 2003

1.) Name: Jordan.
2.) Birthday?: 4-8-86
3.) Zodiac?: aries
4.) Nationality?: american
5.) What time is it?: 4:34 pm
6.) Whats the date? 12-9-04

-----WHO DID THESE THINGS LAST?-----

7.) Called you?: Charlie
8.) Yelled at you?: Nastasia
9.) Saw you cry: charlie
10.) Made you cry?: charlie
11.) Made you laugh?: Linz
12.) You shared a drink with?:  Linz                             13.) You went to the movies with?: Charlie
14.) Said something so deep and meaningful to you: Linz and Bailey
15.) Bought you something?: Charlie                          16.) Sent you an e-mail?: um the xanga people

------HAVE YOU EVER------

17.) Kissed someone?: yup
18.) Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes, mean it everytime i say it to charlie
19.) Gotten into a fight with your Dog/Cat etc?: my cat
20.) Been to New York?: yup
21.) Been to Florida?: Yup
22.) California?: i was born there!
23.) Hawaii?: not yet, going to this summer
24.) Mexico?: Not yet
25.) Europe?: Not yet
26.) Canada?: um hell no!!!!
27.) Danced Naked?: nope
28.) Skinny dipped?: no
29.) Stalked someone?: no, why the hell would i do that? 
30.) Snuck out?: dont need to....im with charlie all the time and my parents dont care when i come home
31.) Wished you were the opposite sex? thought about it, but never wished
32.) Had an imaginary friend?: no!

------- MORE ------

33.) What time is it now?: 4:40 pm
34.) Black or white?: black
35.) TV or movie?: movie..
36.) Cat or dog?: my cat tigger
37.) Walmart or target?: target, walmart is for the cheap white trash
38.) Spring or Fall?: neither....winter                             39.) Sun or rain?: rain or sun. i like both
40.) What are you gonna do after this?: um get ready to go to a movie with charlie 
41.) Last meal you ate: onion soup in foods class
42.) High school or college?: college
43.) Are you bored?: yes.. why the hell would i be doing this if i wasnt
44.) Last TV show you watched?: um the news?
45.) Last movie you saw in theaters?: texas chainsaw massacre....no wait...scary movie 3 and kill bill....at the drive in!
46.) Last noise you heard?:the tv
47.) Last smell you smelled?: smoke...damn mom 

------ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS------

48.) Laughs the weirdest?: uhh Linz?
49.) Makes you laugh the most?: Linz
50.) Who have you known the longest that you still keep in contact w/?: Was Dev till about a couple months ago... :( thats 11 years wasted
51.) Loudest?: um keri?
52.) Is the quietest: Bailey
53.) Is the weirdest?: Bailey
54.) Is the funnest?: Linz
55.) Who is the moodiest?: Linz and me 
56.) Biggest player?: ???
57.) Who do you usually go to about all of your problems?: my baby charlie and Linz
58.) Who comes to you?: linz                                    59.) Things you like in a guy/girl?: eyes and the stomach
60.) Do you think someone is cool? oh, of course
61.) Do they know?: yuppers
62.) Do you have a bf/gf?: yup, a year and 2 months

-------EXTRAS ------

63.) Do you have your license?: yup
64.) What book are you reading now?: none
65.) Nicknames: angel
66.) Hair Color: Brown with read highlights 
67.) Height: 5'3
68.) Pets: Cats...8 of em and a dog..Linz is getting me a turtle
69.) Siblings: one brother and a bitchy sister
70.) Have you ever been so drunk you didn't remember that you were drunk?: nope..i have a high tolerance
71.) Taken illegal subsatances. :lol...um not answering
72.) Gone out in public in your pajamas: yup
73.) Played ding-dong-ditch?: no, its fucking stupid
74.) Streaked?: nope
75.) Had a crush on just a friend? yeah                        76.) Wanted to hook up with a friend/date them: yup
77.) Did something illegal?: no...of course not....
78.) Did you get caught?: nah
79.) Gotten arrested?: nope....but got a $340.80 doller fine and taken home in a police car
80.) gotten a ticket for something?got a trasspassing fine. no parking tickets ...im a good driver...o0o and tickets to concerts 
81.) Stalk someone?: nope
82.) Prank called someone: yup, last night as a matter of fact

-------FAVORITES--------

83.) Shampoo: thermaslik or frutis
84.) Soap:i use caress body wash
85.) Colors: black, pink, blue and silver
86.) Day or Night: night
87.) Summer/Winter: summer
88.) Plant?: 
89.) Cartoon Character: um......i dunnio?

--------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS ---------

90.) Cried: none?                                                               91.) Cut your hair: none?
92.) Worn a skirt: no
93.) Been mean: yup i always am.
94.) Been sarcastic: Naw not at all
95.) Talked to someone you have a crush on: yup
96.) Hugged someone: all the time
97.) Fought with your parents: Thats every day
98.) Got in an argument with your best friend?: My best friend is my boyfriend
99.) Laughed until you cried: no
100.) Kissed someone: my b/f
101. Wactched a sunrise/sunset yes
102.) Went to the beach at night: no
103.) Spent quality time alone: nope

------------ RANDOM ------------

104 ) Are you bored: Didnt we go over this?
105.) Are you lonely: nope
106.) Are you happy: no i gotas a major headache..  107.) Do you drink: occasionally
108.) Do you smoke? yucky
109.) What is your full name?:Jordan Mallory Clayton  110.) Who named you?: my parents
111.) When was the last time you showered?:  30 min ago
112.) What color pants do you have on right now? glo blue jeans 
113.) What song are you listening to right now?: tupac...Changes
114.) What color is your shirt?: gray
115.) What is right next to you? too mush to type
116.) whats your desk made of? wood
117.) What are the last 4 digits in your phone #: Im not saying
118 ) Are you eating anything?: No
119.) How's the weather right now?: getting dark          120.) this one accidently got deleted. so FREE SPACE 121.) How are you today?: i have a headache
122.) What makes you sad? stupid ppl who run there mouths
123.) What makes you happy? charlie and linz
124.) What makes you mad? ppl who run there mouths
125.) What do you want to be when you grow up? I want to be a pediatrician                                              126.) What are you doing tomorrow? school and seeing my baby
127.) fave music?: emo, rap and alternitive...go twothirtyeight!
128.) Favorite Food?: french fries and strawberries
129.) Fave girls perfume?: um i dunno, some cheap perfume linz has
130.) Fave guys cologne? joop
131.) Do you like the guy or the girl to make the first move?: guy
132.) Are you too shy to ask someone out? nopers
133.) Fave clothes brand?: i dont ahve 1 
134.) If you could change your name what would it be?: Um Vanessa
135.) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: no
136.) What is the stupidest thing you have ever done: too many things..where do i start?
137.) What will your first son's name be?: jerimiah? 
138.) Your daughters?: vanessa
139.) Favorite drink?: strawberry daquire
140.) Are you a flirt? no, i gots a bf
141.) On the phone or in person? im not
142.) Lust or Love?: Love. Definately.


Monday, December 08, 2003

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