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| you are my motivation & inspirationi hate being broke, so broke that i have to use my credit card.. which NEVER happens
literally no money whatsoever thanks to UH. fuck u school.
thank you bf for holding me up, especially this past week.
& thanks for telling me,'im the one' =)
schools over, kinda. 1 final & paper.
finally passed COM class, thank god.
dont take hippensteele, ever. she's a beast.
one more year to go.
i am craving crab & lobster
what would i do without sea food? prob die.
i want to go to Todai seafood buffet, but its like 18-20ish a person?
again.. fuck u school.
i really do want to eat healthy, i just dont know where to start.
thanks to KFC for the billion calories you gave me today.
& i really have no motivation to work out.
tomorrow is mothers day.
2nd year in a row im not with mommy, i hate this.
have fun at harrahs stuffing your face.
i wish my dad was romantic, cause he's not.. at all. i dont think he knows how.
without me buying her flowers or making my sister get her some cause im not home-- she would have nothing.
she deserves the best, and all i can afford is a card.. a homemade card.
dont worry mom, when i land that great job.. you dont have to work ever again, your going shopping all day & purchase that louie bag you always wanted but never could afford, cause you think about your family first. You will finally reunite with your family in the Philippines and travel back and forth all you want without having to worry about money, promise.
hopefully one day id be half of the mother you have been to us.
you are my motivation & inspiration. i love you, mom.
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| you win some, you lose somei hate when you put effort into being someones friend and all they do is ignore you or act like you dont exist.
i hate when people judge you for something you did wrong and say that its forgiven and forgotten but really its not. especially for things that you never meant to do.
i guess there are people you get along with and there are people that you dont. you win some you lose some. oh well.
other than that....
school is almost over. no more 7 page papers, 1 more paper but its no more then 5 pages.. no biggie. summer session 1 commences after a week break, im not worried.. its gonna go by fast.
im really starting to hate the school's housing office, very inconsiderate and charge you up the ass.. all at once.
going home for 7 weeks, very happy about that but at the same time very sad, havent been away this long from bf.
started talking to the family from the philippines through yahoo chat and webcam. havent seen them for 8 years. its very heart warming... especially for my mom.
did you hear that all the airlines are going to charge your second bag 50 bucks? not only do they jack up the prices of the airline tickets, they find some other way to charge you up the ass... like your bags. oh and did i mention that the planes are going to fly slower? so.... pay more, to get charge more and get to your destination slower.... great.
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| should i go home this summer or make 2,000?!?!?!
pros/cons to make to staying
pros:
-$2,000 which would help me finacially
- only $100 for this class
- counts as WI upper division and OC
Cons
-not seeing my family
-paying another 650ish for housing that i dont have
- yet another year with no break
pros/cons to going home
pros:
-seeing my family
-eating moms food
-taking a long needed break from school, this is my toughest semester to date.
cons:
-no $2,000
-not getting my last WI out of the way
-not seeing my family
-not eating my moms food
-no break for me, yet again.
- $790 for plane ticket
What do to??!?!? help/advice?!?!?!?!
one month of school left! so close yet so far..
all the homework and papers, projects are comming to me all at once, and its pretty much all do the same time.
I have... two 7 page papers for history & Sexualitys, a 5 page paper on project summer for sexualities, 2 page paper for project summer for COM, Project on gays in the military for Sexualities, Project on music as a communication for COM, my com midterm on wed, 3 books to read. On top of all this.. im sick =(
this is the hardest semester!! thats i want to go home, so i can take a break! a break that ive never had since i started college.. i always took summer school! im already taking first sesssion. Now that i want to take a break i get offered this awesome job that i would make 2 grand on which could help me so much! =((((( HELP and i need it soon because if i dont end up taking the job i have to buy my plane ticket soon. The cheapest i found was 790, the price stayed as is for 3 days now.. but its not going to last that long. aaaaaaaahhh.
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| this past weekend i experienced something that i havent felt in a while. The single life. No, me and dan did not break up.. never! he is still in South Padre-- well STL now. Anyway, i went to this really big party down at the beach on friday, i shouldve put a sign on my back and front stating where dan is because im sure i repeated it about 20x. i guess people just dont ever see me in public without him, i usually am with him, unless in school. Anyway, thats besides the point.. the point is that i got hit on alot, haha. it felt great that boys still notice me. For the first time in two years i wished i was single and i despised myself for even thinking that way, especially the next morning. He woke me up this morning and i started tearing up because i miss him so much and it just made me realize how lucky i am to have somebody like him. I cant believe i thought that way and that i even had a hard time resisting the temptations, dont worry i did not do anything. But I guess its just human nature to feel that way especially after being in a relationship for a long time. Face it, girls love attention. Anyway I still told him him my feelings and that i hate myself for thinking that way even if it was just for one night. I asked him if he had any temptations, he said yeah he did just like any other guy would but it never crossed his mind to do anything that would damage our relationship. =) That call just reassured how deep our relationship really is. Never again would i even think about jepordizing what i have with him, ever.
3 days till spring break. =)
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| I despise writing papersSchool is kicking my ass, big time. I just got done writing a 5 page paper on the weekend and now I have a 7 page paper along with a proposal for my sexualities project due next week tuesday on top of a oral exam and a project for my communication class that i need to start on. I called in sick all this week so i can do my homework. Im so burnt out already and we havent even reached midterm yet. So burnt out that I got a 64% on my french test. its ok, i guess its just one test. But.. i have to keep focus!!! I need to pass my communications course, i would kill myself if I have to take it all over again, again. but im def ready for spring break and the incubus concert!
Dan is leaving me tomorrow for STL =( He hasnt been there in two years! Hes going to be so cold with all the snow thats been falling! He's going to be gone for 3 week. 1 weeks in South Padre with his boys and 2 weeks in STL. Im going to miss him sooo much. He gave me a shirt that i can sleep with so i can smell his scent whenever i want to, how thoughtful.. haha. i love him. ok back to french homework, blah.
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