Sorry for the delay again! :D
My week has been really long so far, long but fun, and also really tiring, both mentally and physically.

The midterms were over on the 2nd, and before that was (obviously the first) labour day. Which meant, last-minute cramming for everybody. Since, you know, there was only two papers altogether. We went through the paper just today (8/5), and we're getting them back on monday, the 11th. OMG. Nerrrvous. Heh let's not talk about that.

After the two papers on friday, went out with liaun abbielee hannah and rach. We had lunch at NYDC which frickin burnt a hole in my wallet, haha I was broke k. Rachael left early. Abigail and Hannah were super ahma and bought like so many ipod covers cause they were on sale. WTF?! But yeah. Fiddled with the imacs, which was really fun, especially abigail's box head :) heh umm.. hannah, after a while, it's not that funny anymore. STOP SCREAMING IN THE CHAPEL! ;DD After that, met sabina at wheelock and cabbed back to school. Classroom (and stealing! i still remember, wahahaha) with hannah, then she left. I found liaun and sabina at the squash courts! Training under the both of them, and now I have two blisters (that bled then!) that still aren't off. We ordered dinner but cancelled it cause sabina's parents could bring the food over instead. But the poor guy still came with the food... And left, disappointed. But anyway, sabina left at 8.30+ and liaun sent me home at 9+ :) IT WAS SO... AMAZING, that night. When I came home I got a lecture, when I already told her I was staying back.

Saturday was soooo idk, discovery-ish! Mervelle's my ultimate bitching partner <3 haha, found out a lot of things, and the whole 2 hours we just shared one story for storytime..

In summary,
01: Previous post? I don't know.
02: Tuition
03: Stayback with liaun shi hannah gabbie. Everyone left and shi and i stayed til 7.30 i think.
04: Labour Day, lastminute cramming
05: Midyears & refer to 2nd paragraph
06: Discoveryday :)

This week,
01: A stayback with liaun, Hannah joined. Then gabbie abbie and shi joined. Then tuition.
02: I was supposed to stay back to do zhouji, home ec and discuss the geography presentation, but it didn't happen. The geog was done wrongly cause we didn't have the paper, but whateverrr. Went to town with ame instead. But I was broke, hmmmmm. I came home just in time!
03: To hannah's to see joy, courage and -insert other name here-. Ame came too! It was cool B) TJP, TV, LAB! The mayfair gardens study room is awesome! OMG.
04: Started cooking again, hm. I had to wear a friggin trashbag cause i didn't have an apron, omg. Oh yeah, LA was just, screwed. It was the skit and our whole group went in unprepared and it was so awkward when we had nothing to say at all, while the other groups were really prepared and all. So Mrs Chew's really disappointed in our group. The sec two cohort had to stay back for the going-through of answers for the Lifescience and Chemistry til 4. What a waste of time, they didn't even mark attendance (did they?), so you could've just skipped it. Out with ame again, to the same place! Haha, okay so we were supposed to go to the apple customer service place thingy (haha, okay so my vocabulary sucks,) cause her ipod was fried. And the guy just pressed a button and it was fixed -.- Had a late lunch, then walked around. (tuition was cancelled. haha sorry rach!)

Haha.. I know I blog solely for the sake of blogging and it's just recalling one bit of some days and putting them  all into an entry two weeks delayed. But oh well.

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Check these out, don't they look familiar!




I'm addicted the sunrise and sunsets.

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AWW...




OMG ABIGAIL LEE LIKES SMELLING MY SHORTS B)


I don't know too.








HAHA, WHATEVER RUTH.



Imitating Ruth B)


HMM :)


So beautiful. :)



SABBOWABBO! No edits! She's yellow!

Okay these were editted but I swear the sabina one wasn't!

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HEHE, OMG, GABBIE AND ABBIE ARE FRICKING GAY!

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Ruth is so cuuuuteeee.




HAHA OMG.Always weird expressions.



Sorry, tilt. Check out liaun's blue middle finger B)

 
AME HAS A COOL BAG B)


OMG LIKE TOADALLY LIKE HSM1,2,3,4 and 5 PARADISE, LIKE!!!


Who's this spastic person?!?


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HARD AT WORK :)

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PS: I accidentally deleted some of the 07/05 and 08/05 pictures

Btwww,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL SNG! (050594)
I've known you for seven years already! P2 bestfriend, and keeping me company in gb and all'at. Dear girl, stay spastic as always. Iloveyou! I owe you a present.
(edited, 12 MAY)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA! (030594)
Hey :) Haven't talked to you in a vvvv long time and I really miss those p5 days yknow. Remember all the fights and all? Haha, i miss those too. Anyway, happy fab fourteen you
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRRRR-LYNNN! (100594)
"Pearlyn, please observe the safety rules of the lab, put on your safety goggles!" HAHA, YOU GAY. Lab period is fun with you and la, master of pickup lines. "You know why I'm so lame? Cause I broke my legs falling for you" OMGGGGGGenius. :)
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PSPSPSPS SORRY FOR THE SUPER SHORT BDAY DEDS, HEEH.

I've given up on last-minute cramming,
Let's have a cup of tea and talk about life instead.
Naw, Imma bend the block ya' know?

(LABOUR ON LABOUR DAY!!! WTF.)

Invitation only grands farewell.

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You just drive me crazy :)
Let's stand on table tops and sing everyday together again.
Now I really don't care what anyone says


i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs i love sabs

you go mad under the influence of benny lavas hahaha!
and your plasters are loved too :p

PS: HANNAH WONG STOP LAUGHING AT ABBIELEE'S BOX HEAD!!

Jealousy made me realise who I wanted and who I needed.
As corny as this may sound, today I realise - I don't care anymore, as long as you're with me, everything's good.

Midyears over (hm, one day of exams.), ponned math afterschool thing, wheelock with hannah liaun abilee rachael, met sabs to go back to school, eating with gabbie nerine ruth corinne, chillinzxz with hanzor (and stealing,haha), found sabs and liaun and attempting to act pro in squash, macs dinner, dancing on table tops with liaun, home at 9, lecture.
i loved today.

(A proper update soon)

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Currently Listening Everything in Transit By Jack's Mannequin Dark Blue see related

Just a short update,
I'm relieved that things are finally working out, well sort of. Atleast now I feel a sense of security. But everything that __ does makes mepeeved, whenever I see her face I feel like gorging hereyeballs out. Why don't you just cut the act and be normal for a bit?You've always been an attention-seeking whore and though people havehave dropped hints for you to stop your desperate cries for attention,you're still making a complete fool of yourself. It's kinda painful towatch so, well, please stop.

I'm supposed to be studyingnow but I don't have notes
I've promisedmyself that I'll study hard but I just can't seem to get my lazy assoff this chair and start studying.
Temptation is not to bemessed with, I promised you too

Guesswhat, I'm taking them off tomorrow afternoon after that i'll be thehappiest girl in the world, toats.
Oh yes, I've created a newfriendster again :)
(http://friendster.com/birdisfly)But it's still lonely, and almostcommentless.
PSPS, GG has started again, finally!
Bitching season starts again, mwaaaaah.

Happy Fourteenth Lexxehhhh
I miss you sooooo much <3<3<3
I haven't seen you since... 06! All the failed meetups, hahaha.
Luvluvluv

Recap,
01: Supposedly studytime.
02: Tuition & Dental Appt.
03: Geebz,badday.
04: Reconciliation with babi temptation &BTP withruthchoy/hannah<3
05: Afterschools with gabz, hanzar,shi, nerine, liaun, abitay. Nightschool with abi and shi

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Hui meet Hua! :)


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BEHOLDDD! HAHA, It's okay,ilyyyynerine!

 


You'll forget everything, swingswingswing.

The Fall Blows Down,

13/4 Happy Birthday Rach Ng
You're pretty cool for a kid :B
Naw, I'm kidding.
(I don't have a picture with you on my laptop omgomgomg)
Oh wait, I do :P
 
(Remember this?)

17/4 Happy Birthday Nerine Chewy
You get a big wet smooch from the man. :)

Nobody out-unglams you, not even me :)

20/4 Happy Birthday Justin Kee
Okay, you deleted the one and only picture I have of you just so I wouldn't post it?
Hmph, you party pooper :(

21/4 Happy Birthday Littlesis.
I know we fight a lot, but deep down, I love your fats to the max.

This week has been a total emotional rampage for me, and I don't know why. I'm sorry if I've neglected you, I just didn't want to face the truth of it all. Because if I told you what's going on, I'm afraid we won't be what we are now anymore. I know this is so, so wrong but...

So anyway sorry for the lack of updates lately (again), haha sorry's like the only word I use nowadays..
Um. I can't remember anything. :(

I've been going to school/kap early with shiying and abitay for breakfast a lot lately(: the sunrise is awesome and it's worth getting up early for. :) Well, as long as it doesn't frickin rain early in the morning :@ But anyway, that sums up my mornings for the past two weeks. I have a sudden urge to go cycling. I'm addicted to Marie buscuits.

Hm. Oh yes, I remember! 11/4 Friday, Expo for Planetshakers concert. Omgomgomg awesomeness(:
But before that, Abbie, hannah, shiying and i went to shu's house for a moviemarathon before the concert.
But shi and hannah didn't go in the end...
So we just spazzed with the mac and ate. Shiying and hannah left, and abi shu and i went upstairs to watch a movie.
But it couldn't work so we just talked and talked :) it was nice.
after that, we went to change. We were already late but we were still eating(:
we got ariel and rachael to reserve seats for us and we came in the nick of time. :P so yeah, the concert started and it was awesome.
The energylevel was just so high that everyone started jumping around and screaming like mad pigs. Even with the pumping music, God's presence was so overpowering everyone just lost themselves :) thanks for the tickets abbie!
The concert ended at 10.30? Mrt'ed with ariel shu and abbie. 
We were damn tired so we just sat in the middle of the train and tried... to sleep. Ariel's mom took abbie and me home. I reached at about 12.45? :)

Saturday was XYLS and catclass aka Mervelle time :P HAHAHA i love my loser :)
We had this conference thingy on Sunday. Over enthusiastic parent helpers are funnily strange.

So monday.. We had this surprise thingy for Nerine's birthday :)
Hannah and Phoebe were supposed to distract Nerine for like an hour going to daiso/spotlight.
So abbie shu lizzie and i were like preparing all the other stuff like buying the cake and all.
I can't remember what we did then... But i remember i got busted for eating kfc :/ rawrrrr.
So we went to pizza hut aka phoebe's hot house to wait for them. It was so fun getting ready t surprise her. Abbie and i hid under the opposite side's table. :) and there was this mirror thing by the leg of the table and when I bent over to check, I saw myself and screamed. :( so after that they came and liz left for tuition :( but five minutes later she came back with justinmao and his friend. Haha nerine's reaction was gay! So after that, we ate. I spilt coke on myself D: after that, we left. and ate more :) then sat at macs and everyone left... Sent hannah home as we...talked :)

There was no gb on wednesday :) hahaha, oh i mean.. :(.
2.4 run. Omg, i hated it :( i was pacing with nerine but i think i slowed her down :( the first four rounds were great and all, but i started coughing by the fifth round. phlegm. rawr. but anyway, it was okay. everyone passed! :)
As usual, stayed back in school, practised napfa, i guess. Played badminton.. Why's everyone playing badminton so much these days omg.
liaun hanz shi abbie gabbie ruthlee corrine = after school badminton gang
Hannah Shiying and I stayed in school until 7. I got to watch the sunrise and sunset that day B)

Thursday.. Napfa! It was okay i guess, after that played more badminton haha, everyone's addicted can.
Thanks for cheering me up a lotttt gabbie. You are the best gossip partner and cheeryuppy partner :) i love you! in a lesbian way hahahaha! :P

Friday friday... I hated friday.
At least I got to spend my afterschool time with my dear :) my babi :) my temptation :)
I love you temptation
2.30 - 4 @ Kap with ariel & viv, they were filming some advertisement there and we so wanted to walk past and mouth "hi mom" to the cameras, but we couldn't :(
4 - 5.30 @ 2S :) Singing hahahaha, or so it seems :)
6.30 - 8.30 @ XYLS. Vionna ditched me. Ass. :@

Cat class today.
I passed my sickness to mervelle :)

Mamamia!
Pikzxz

AFTER SCHOOL'S.


ABBIE :)

O.o

Shiying is so act cool... :P



Abbie is sleeping! ;P

Planetshakers Concert :P

totally ignore shu's and my face - look at shiying! HAHAHA! at least she is not acting cool. :P
 




The stripees :)

 

 



The white thing is abbie's math textbook O.o

Peace and quiet...

...OMG.

Mervelle!

PLAZA SING/Nerine's birthday thing.

Hahaha XD

hehehe :)

Shu robyn hannah

Sunrises (:

Abbie likes to dance.

Okay, look at their diets!!!

-.- GAY CAN!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

Sunsets(:



Check out them magnificent skies.

 
Remember, J?

Hehehee, vivo!

Filming B)

I realise I always spend 2 hours on every entry.
:S and I sound so... slow and steadyish today.
Strangeeee.

Oh, it's sunday!
Happy birthday Kee :)
AGAIN.

Who Put Papaya There?!

I miss my ipod :(
Oh hannah, i was kidding about losing my ipod, it just exploded.

My laptop just suddenly crashed so I'm rewriting the entry.
I wrote a full entry okay, frickin laptop :@:@:@
Oh yes, my right foot is injured. Knife and sister's braces. Ouch.

Anyway, I hate recapping. I always forget what happened a week ago (i usually update once a week [or somewhere along those lines], in case you haven't noticed) Darn, i think I should update more. (I'm starting to be too lazy to blog on birdisfly) Okay, I'm too beat to totally rewrite everything, so here. Copied+Pasted from BIF :) Of course, some were deleted because... idk. If you've already read it, then just scroll until you see a giant ()

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Okay anyway, i need someone to tell me any amassing places to go to with hannah. it's not going to be superficial, because it's gonna be my hannah time! hehe. go me.

I feel bad for our teachers.
I feel annoyed because I was ___. But that's just selfish, whateverrr.

Today?
Met shiying at KAP at six, ate,gossipped,shat. Went to school (and had to run because of !#$% gabbie, rawr, she wanted mr chong's cake so bad) and shat more... School was shit. It was a real bore. We celebrated Mr. Chong's birthday and everyone (as in the other classes i guess) thinks we're despo. Haha, oh well. Whatever. Why is the whole class dragged into the situation anyway, just cause a certain someone is a bit too enthusiastic about mr chong. :) hah. School has been shitty these few days, I've been saying that a little too much. I don't have much of a life do I. School, Home tuition, XYLS tuition, JTY fun. But anyway, after school was Sabs/Rach/Naomi time! Hah, damn gay. Uh, yeah. Ruth (Gan) has gay jokes! Naomi is just... gay. OMG I HAVE NEW JOKES!

Why do I always put the blame on others when I am obviously part of the problem? This isn't working.

What should i tell you? You are like a helpless nestling which just fell off its nest, waiting for someone to pick you up and I can't do anything about it. I apologise if I hurt you. I just can't find the right words now, the feelings then and the feelings now are different, and I don't think we can ever be what we used to be.

Why am I always getting angry with you? Is it jealousy? Or do I really secretly hate you? I don't know what I feel anymore, but I don't think it matters. I'm striking you off my list for now, for the both of us, because I can't go on like this anymore. We'll take a little break, a break that you know nothing of, and see how it goes. I hope you won't question. I know I love you, but I don't know how to love you.

PS: Two different people.

JTY FTW :D

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Okayyyy, uhum friday. Swim finals.
It was scorching hotttt. Hannah and I kept going to the toilet to cool off :) awesome.
We stayed for one and a half hours or more. And everytime we went there we'd see cheryl. And um, sherilyn and friend. No private time in the toilet. HAH. So after that we came out and i got ambushed by liaun. She spreaded green face paint like the way you'd spread kaya on your breakfast bread. After that i got rachel to draw a smiley face on my face with blue facepaint. I didn't realise I looked like a total freak until much later. So I was walking around the swimming complex looking like a total tard. Rachel is a bad face painter. After that courts & lunched with amelia and alyssa. And home to exercise. My tighs are all aching like shitttt. >:@ Plus the injury, it's double the pain.

Had XYLS today, and we finally got to spend time with claire after class :]
Cat class with Mervelle. We were late and I didn't bring my phone damnnnnn :/ So i had no frickin idea where she was, and what time it was so i kept waiting like a total retard. Dude I hope you're feeling better! Love you gayshit.
Pool madness with jty. Shan't elaborate :)

Before you get to see the pics, birthday dedications!
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HAPPY FAB 14 NEIGH!

(Insert picture once I get it from you. [I don't have any of our old pictures in this computer, unless you want the super candid one of you at kap, but hm. you'll try taking your revenge again])

I've known you since.. we were like, ten, which wasn't really long ago but still, you've been garrreat! It's been real fun knowing you, really. You make me laugh at anything, even your stupid jokes. It's just the way you say it. We really click you know! Hah, thanks for always being there for me. And through all those times with... ahem, though they might be the downs in our friendships, we have our really high (as in, ups, you know?) moments to make up for all of it. Remember in p5, ms wong and her stares? haha, i remember you keep laughing at that, even now. and um, the limo with a spa and arcade inside which turned out to be some rundown old vicky? hahaa. good times right? and gossiping all the time. and in p6 we used to call each other a lot and not talk at all? like when we were watching hm, all those singapore chinese shows we'll only talk during the commercial break but we'll still be on the line? super funny. hahaaaaa. but after all this reminiscing, the bottom line is, i just want you to know that i loveeeee you tons and tons! You are a bucket of fun and don't ever change. <3 PS: Sorry your present was late. Hope you liked the postits, haha.

Happy 34th (i think) XYLS!
<3<3<3<3

Now the picsssss!

Um, super late photos from 28 feb (the celebration) haha.
Finally received them from joie -.-

 
 
 
 
 
 

Okay some swimfinals photos (send me the rest guysssss)


Who's this?!


It was supposed to be bimbotic :)



Small eyes :]

 
Haha I look spastic. Lee Olson Lee L.O.L.
Small eyes :]

 

Omg, scary huh.


 
Hannah meet freak. Freak meet Hannah.

XYLS



2 Blur Pictures (Faulty Camera)



There's only one unglam picture of you, V.




 
Wrong? Huh?

Haha, totally gay right? I dont have any more pictures because theyre all so arrglieeeee

The rest are with rach, i think.

Mhmm to end off, isn't my cat the cutest thing alive!!
 

I'm really tired. What a long post. Vionna has been waiting since 9. or 8. That makes it at least 2 hours of waiting. :)