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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 18:34:31 GMT

heyy guys finals are here so i wont be updating for a few days..

im not shutting down im just not gonna update for a bit..

leave comments =)

-sunny

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Sun, 29 May 2005 12:37:15 GMT

more quotes =) sorry if any of them are repeats.

i D0N`T HATE HER .. i JUST HATE THAT Y0U L0VE HER ..

He was the world to me, and I was nothing to him.

You're no good at lying and I'm no good at comebacks

.i guess nobody ever really does mean to fall in love. but it happens, and love brands itself on your brain. it's like a new street appearing overnight in the city you've lived in your whole life. the street is one way -- you can't turn around and get off it -- and it curves up ahead so that you can only see far enough to know that you're heading into the unknown.

and what happens when he's your
prince charming but you're n o t his
cinderella?he leaves you withaglass
slipper and a broken heart

You know you're in love when you can say anything to the person and you know they won't laugh at you. When you can see their face when you close your eyes. When you can still feel their arms around you holding you tight long after they are gone. When you can still taste their kiss after you have said good-bye. You can tell you're in love when you miss them before they are gone. When their voice lingers in your ears. When their presence eases any pain. When their name sends chills down your spine. When they are the only thing you can think about. You know you're in love when you can see all their hopes and dreams and their soul when you look into their eyes. When they call you at four in the morning and say, "I love you" and mean it. When your tears stain not only their shirt, but also their heart. When they are hurt just because of these tears. When even a simple chore done with them can become a lasting memory. Ultimately, you know you're in love when you can't imagine living without them and can't figure how you lived before you knew them. When they fulfill every need and with out them you are incomplete. The love of someone else completes the heart, and soul, and mind all at once.

WHY AM i SO AFRAiD TO LOSE YOU WHEN YOU ARENT EVEN MiNE

DEAR DiARY ,
iM SORRY FOR THE WET PAGES
i COULDN`T HOLD BACK THE TEARS HE
CAUSED ME ANYMORE. i DON`T KNOW
WHAT MADE iT WORSE, HiS LiES OR ME
NOT BEiNG ABLE TO HiM.

did i miss your call again? no, you never called. it was a thought inside my head <|3

He`s so perfect
With his dark brown eyes
And if I look at him
I might as well be told a thousand lies
Because he looks so innocent
Just standing there
But then he turns to me
And I just stare
I hate how I miss
How everything was
How he just got up
And left because
My heart isn`t flawless
But neither are you
When a heart is breaking
What can you do?

The reason God put space
inbetween your fingers was
so someone could fill them up

Thanks to those who hated me,
You made me a stronger person.
Thanks to those who loved me,
You made my heart grow fonder.
Thanks to those who envied me,
You made my self-esteem grow stronger.
Thanks to those who cared,
You made me feel important.
Thanks to those who entered my life,
You made me who I am today.
Thanks to those who left,
You showed me that nothing lasts forever.
Thanks to those who stayed,
You showed me the true meaning of "friendship".

DADDY'S RULES

Rule One:
If you pull into my driveway and honk you had better be delivering a package, because you are sure not picking anything up.

Rule Two:
You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off my daughter's body, I will remove them.

Rule Three:
I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please do not take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose his compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers securely in place to your waist.

Rule Four:
I am sure you have been told that in today's world, sex without utilizing a "barrier method" of some kind can kill you. Let me elaborate, when it comes to sex, I am the barrier, and I will kill you.

Rule Five:
It is usually understood that in order for us to get to know each other, we should talk about sports, politics, and other issues of the day. Please do not do this. The only information I require from you is an indication of when you expect to have my daughter safely back at my house, and the only word I need from you on this subject is "early."

Rule Six:
I have no doubt you are a popular fellow, with many opportunities to date other girls. This is fine with me as long as it is okay with my daughter. Otherwise, once you have gone out with my little girl, you will continue to date no one but her until she is finished with you. If you make her cry, I will make you cry.

Rule Seven:
As you stand in my front hallway, waiting for my daughter to appear, and more than an hour goes by, do not sigh and fidget. If you want to be on time for the movie, you should not be dating. My daughter is putting on her makeup, a process that can take longer than painting the Golden Gate Bridge. Instead of just standing there, why don't you do something useful, like changing the oil in my car?

Rule Eight:
The following places are not appropriate for a date with my daughter: Places where there are beds, sofas, or anything softer than a wooden stool. Places where there are no parents, police officers, or nuns within eyesight. Places where there is darkness. Places where there is dancing, holding hands, or happiness. Places where the ambient temperature is warm enough to induce my daughter to wear shorts, tank tops, midriff T-shirts, or anything other than overalls, a sweater, and a goose down parka - zipped up to her throat. Movies with a strong romantic or sexual theme are to be avoided; movies that feature chain saws are okay. Hockey games are okay. Old folk’s homes are better.

Rule Nine:
Do not lie to me. I may appear to be a potbellied, balding, middle-aged, dimwitted has-been. However, on issues relating to my daughter, I am the all-knowing, merciless god of your universe. If I ask you where you are going and with whom, you have one chance to tell me the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. I have a shotgun, a shovel, and five acres behind the house. Do not trifle with me.

Rule Ten:
Be afraid. Be very afraid. It takes very little for me to mistake the sound of your car in the driveway for a chopper coming in over a rice paddy near Hanoi. When my Agent Orange starts acting up, the voices in my head frequently tell me to clean the guns as I wait for you to bring my daughter home. As soon as you pull into the driveway, you should exit your car with both hands in plain sight. Speak the perimeter password, announce in a clear voice that you have brought my daughter home safely and early, then return to your car - there is no need for you to come inside. The camouflaged face at the window is mine

HOW COULD YOU PUT ME iN THE BACK && GiVE HER THE FRONT SEAT?

I cry like a baby when I don't get my way
I won't apologize when I make a mistake
I got scars on my heart and they won't go away
Looking for someone to take them from me
Everybody knows I'm a little insane

You`re my best friend. I`m not supposed to fall for you... you`ve always been there for me, a shoulder to cry on when a boy broke my heart. Always there telling me everything would be all right. But now when i see you... my heart skips a beat. And i wanna run up to you and give you a hug and a kiss and tell you I love you. and i would if you weren't holding her hand.

I’m not ashamed of the things that I dream
I find myself flirting with the verge of obscene

And I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all

i cant say i've actually loved you,
atleast not in that way,
but i can tell you that i know
i could have if you had
just given me the chance to do so

im not afraid of heights
im afraid of falling.
im not scared of the dark
im scared of whats in it.
& im not afraid to love
im afraid of not being loved back.

broken hearted i push you away
i wish i had the guts to ask you to stay.

your breaking my heart
tears in my eyes,
nothing but pain,
& nothing but lies.

you were born an
ORiGiNAL <33
don`t die a fucking
C0PY

Friday, May 27, 2005

Fri, 27 May 2005 13:35:01 GMT

this post from xX sweet quotes xX cause i REALLY liked it =)

This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong.

This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times.

This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is an homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention.

This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other girls time and time again fake up and make up and fuck up the guys in their lives without saying a word.

This is for the girls who have been there from the beginning and have heard the rite words of advice, from "there are plenty of fish in the sea," to "time heals all wounds." This is to honor those girls who know that guys are just as scared as they are, who know that they deserve better, who are seeking to find it.

This is for the girls who have never been in love, but know that it's an experience that they don't want to miss out on. For the girls who have sought a night with friends and been greeted by a night of catcalling, rude L0VESzs and explicit invitations that they'd rather not have experienced.

This is for the girls who have spent their weekends sitting on the sidelines of a beer pong tournament or a case race, or playing Florence Nightingale for a vomiting guy friend or a comatose crush, who have received a drunk phone call just before dawn from someone who doesn't care enough to invite them over but is still willing to pass out in their bed.

This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the first blonde girl in a skirt.

This is for the girls who have been told that they're too good or too smart or too pretty, who have been given compliments as a way of breaking off a relationship, who have ever been told they are only wanted as a friend.

This one's for the girls who you can take home to mom, but won't because it's easier to sleep with a whore than foster a relationship; this is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with.

This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed, only to discover that he's just not ready, he's just not over her, he's just not looking to be tied down; this is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that it's not that they don't want you, it's that they don't want anyone.

This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone too cavalier to have cared in the first place; this is for the nights spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech, for the nights when you've returned home alone, for the nights when you've seen from across the room him leaning a little too close, or standing a little too near, or talking a little too softly for the girl he's with to be a random hookup.

This is for the girls who have endured party after party in his presence, finally having realized that it wasn't that he didn't want a relationship: it was that he didn't want you. I honor you for the night his dog died or his grandmother died or his little brother crashed his car and you held him, thinking that if you only comforted him just right, or said the right words, or rubbed his back in the right way then perhaps he'd realize what it was that he already had. This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep

This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends" comment after you read more into a situation than he ever intended; this is for never realizing that when you choose friends, you seldom choose those which make you cry yourself to sleep. This is for the hugs you've received from your female friends, for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and intelligent and amazing and loyal and truly worthy of a great guy; this is for the despair you all felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow and your teddy bear.

This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have endured what he was giving because at least he was giving something; this is for the stupidity of the nights we've believed that something was better than nothing, though his something was nothing we'd have ever wanted.

This is for the girls who have been satisified with too little and who have learned never to expect anything more: for the girls who don't think that they deserve more, because they've been conditioned for so long to accept the scraps thrown to them by guys.

This is what I don't understand. Men sit and question and whine that girls are only attracted to the mean guys, the guys who berate them and belittle them and don't appreciate them and don't want them; who use them for sex and think of little else than where their next conquest will be made. Men complain that they never meet nice girls, girls who are genuinely interested and compelling, who are intelligent and sweet and smart and beautiful; men despair that no good women want to share in their lives, that girls play mindgames, that girls love to keep them hanging. Yet, men, I ask you: were you to meet one of these genuinely interested, thrillingly compelling, interesting and intelligent and sweet and beautiful and smart girls, were you to give her your number and wait for her to call... and if you were to receive a call from her the next day and she, in her truthful, loyal, intelligent and straightforward nice girl fashion, were to tell you that she finds you intriguing and attractive and interesting and worth her time and perhaps material from which she could fashion a boyfriend, would you or would you not immediately call your friends to tell them of the "stalker chick" you'd met the night prior, who called you and wore her heart on her sleeve and told the truth? And would you, or would you not, refuse to make plans with her, speak with her, see her again, and once again return to the bar or club or party scene and search once more for this "nice girl" who you just cannot seem to find? Because therein lies the truth, guys: we nice girls are everywhere. But you're not looking for a nice girl. You're not looking for someone genuinely interested in your intermural basketball game, or your anatomy midterm grade, or that argument you keep having with your father; you're looking for a quick fix, a night when you can pretend to have a connection with another human being which is just as disposable as the condom you were using during it.

So don't say you're on the lookout for nice girls, guys, when you pass us up on every step you take. Sometimes we go undercover; sometimes we go in disguise: sometimes when that girl in the low cut shirt or the too tight miniskirt won't answer your catcalls, sometimes you're looking at a nice girl in whore's clothing - - we might say we like the attention, we might blush and giggle and turn back to our friends, but we're all thinking the same thing: "This isn't me. Tomorrow morning, I'll be wearing a teeshirt and flannel shorts, I'll have slept alone and I'll be making my hungover best friend breakfast. See through the disguise. See me." You never do. Why? Because you only see the exterior, you only see the slutty girl who welcomes those advances. You don't want the nice girl.. so don't say you're looking for a relationship: relationships take time and energy and intent, three things we're willing to extend - - but in return, we're looking for compassion and loyalty and trust, three things you never seem willing to express. Maybe nice guys finish last, but in the race they're running they're chasing after the whores and the sluts and the easy-targets... the nice girls are waiting at the finish line with water and towels and a congradulatory hug (and yes, if she's a nice girl and she likes you, the sweatiness probably won't matter), hoping against hope that maybe you'll realize that they're the ones that you want at the end of that silly race.

So maybe it won't last forever. Maybe some of those guys in that race will turn in their running shoes and make their way to the concession stand where we're waiting; however, until that happens, we still have each other, that silly race to watch, and all the chocolate we can eat (because what's a concession stand at a race without some chocolate?)

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Tue, 24 May 2005 21:33:22 GMT

Knowing i could still have you hurts the most
Knowing i could be the one you still call every
10 minutes. knowing i could be the one by your
side tonight hurts the most but all of our mistakes
are all my regrets.

Cheerleaders are dancers who have gone retarted. -- BRiNG iT 0N

There will always be people you can't believe you were friends with, guys you can't believe you kissed, and people you can't believe you lived without.

she's smiling, is she happy? she looks happy, but it doesn't matter, let me tell you something... not everything is as it seems
___mona lisa smile

Two tear drops were floating down the river.
One teardrop said to the other,
"I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him.
Who are you?"..."I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..."

All the beautiful fake girls are out with their blue eyed boys tonight while I lie here and listen to the sweet sound of lonely silence. Why not me? I’m gonna show the world that I’m worth a chance. I’m gonna show them I’m amazing.

so ive said: ( im sorry, please, baby dont leave). dont yell. dont scream. this is just a bad dream.. its okay and its alright, why dont you come back tonight. we can work this out, i love you without a doubt. get out.. dont come back, get your suitcase and start to pack... im tired of saying sorry for things i didnt do, its never me its always you. im not gona worry and im not gonna cry. ive gave u your chance and that was your last try.

so look at her and stare into her eyes, can you even tell she is the girl who cries? can you tell shes the one who cant sleep at night , maybe she needs to be held so tight. maybe shes sad and maybe shes hurt, all because of the she was treated like dirt.

I want to be like those girls in the movies && have a man so in love with them** it makes him drop to his knees..

IF AT FIRST YOU DON'T SUCCEED.
ASK HIM IF HE HAS A BROTHER <3

I looked at him... talked to him... laughed with him... flirted with him... but I never got those *butterflies* I get whenever I see you.

x every time we talk ,,, i feel* like
i hate you so much one moment, and i
love you more than anything the next.

She puts the "Whore" in "horrifying."

A priceless moment is when the person you’ve
fallen in love with looks you right in the eyes
and tells you that they’ve fallen in love with you too <3

Who am I kidding? It wasn`t meant to be.
I needed a believer and you, you needed to believe.

Shawn, you live in a great trailer park. It even has a pool . . . you know, when it rains. --Boy Meets World

All the good times we had together, all the laughs we shared went to waste. I hate you.

I once asked an angel, "which is the worst kind of suffering?"
& he said back to me, "to love and not be loved..

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Thu, 19 May 2005 17:20:47 GMT

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Took a ride to the city
had to get out of this place
I just cant stand the pity
when the tears fall down my face

You’re the WORST actor that I’ve ever seen but if the
script called for liars -- you would play the lead

i will not be the first one to speak. and if he never calls me again, i'll always think of him fondly. as an asshole.

I'm staring at your photograph, remembering each moment you made me laugh. I never thought this would end this way and I'd still be miss you to this very day.</3

iD RATHER BE BLiND THAN SEE Y0U HAPPY WiTH HER

you dont realize how much
you actually hate yourself
until you see what you only
wish,hope & pray to be ...

its good to know that if i ever need attention.. all i have to do is die

You started telling me all about her;
&& for the first time I didn’t care that
You weren’t talking about me &
I finally realized I’m over you <3

I’M SORRY I WRITE ALL THESE QUOTES ABOUT YOU; I CAN’T GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD

One of the worst feelings in the world
is knowing that that special someone
is still in your heart;; but you`re not in theirs

i had often fantasized about running into my ex and his wife. but in those fantasies, i was running over them with a truck.

stay close enough to have fun yet far enough not to get hurt and when you start to fall for him again just remeber the crack on your heart was left from him

. I will hide my broken heart beneath a laughing
face. And though you'll think I never cared, no one else
can take your place

It’s funny because when you do something right, no one
remembers. But when you do something wrong, no one forgets.

He held my hand, and I held his. His girlfriend saw, and she got pissed.

How could I have been so stupid
to believe love would come to my door
I waited it came, but now its gone
and I’m alone, just wanting more.

So fuck you and your untouchable face and fuck you
For existing in the first place. And who am I, that I
Should be vying for your touch? Who am I? I bet you
Can't even tell me that much.

after all -- people die, computers crash. all we can do is breathe and reboot.

if I don't stop shopping, I'll end up a bag lady; a Fendi bag lady, but a bag lady.....

when the right person comes along .. sometimes
you don`t know until its too late -Summerland

"Why do you say you love me... when I saw you and her kissing last night?"

Is she the reason you dont call me like you used to? Fall through my hood like you used to - Or put it on me hard like you used to do... I fell in my mind whats going on - but my heart wont let me go until I know...

Never forget what they did to you,
but never let them know you remember

Out of 2000 people in the school, I was only avoiding
one...that one I saw as I turned the corner.. yeah, fate
really does work in some fucked up ways sometimes.

your the something in my life i wish i'd never met -
because you're the someone i want &&
----the something i c a n ' t g e t

Because when I talk .. He listens.
he’s my drug and yes, I’m addicted.

i bite my tongue everytime you're around.
Because bloode in my mouth is better
Than tears on the ground.

the past is annoying, showing up in everybody's words, every song you hear, every block you walk; but you never want to get rid of it because of one point, it was where you wanted to be.

No one sees my silent tears
No one hears my secret fears
I cry alone , & nobody hears

Dear mom,
Have you ever noticed the way I’ve been shaking lately? The three knives missing from the kitchen? The pins & needles gone from your drawer? How I never come downstairs anymore? The look in my eyes? The sound of my voice? It's completely different. Have you noticed the long sleeves & sweatshirts everyday? The arm warmers? The band aids? The blood? Huh? Have you? No? Well I didn't think so..

it`s Halloween all year here
people dressing up to be somebody
they’re not.

iF Y0UR N0T WiLLiNG T0 S0UND STUPiD THEN Y0U D0NT DESERVE T0 BE iN L0VE.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing so fast... So. Take too many pictures ;; laugh too hard ;; and love like you've never been hurt because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you'll never get back.

i admit it’s tempting to wish for the perfect boss; the perfect parent; or the perfect outfit. but maybe the best any of us can do is not quit, play the hand we’ve been dealt, and accessorize what we’ve got.

i want to cry, really i do. But i guess i just don’t want to give you the satisfaction of knowing that you hurt me

You know it's changing and it's breaking your heart. There's nothing you can do, except watch it fall apart.

when a girl is not talking & staring into space that is when you can see deep in her eyes exactly what she is thinking..

It's hard enough when the one
you love doesnt love you back
but it is even harder to watch
him love someone else.

i'm a trisexual. i'll try anything once.

»Your such a loser...
»but your my loser

THE FIRST TIME YOU FALL IN LOVE IS CHANGES YOUR LIFE FOREVER & NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY THE FEELING NEVER GOES AWAY.

I dont want to fuck you, I dont want to touch, I just want to fill you with Regret

If you dress nicely, he says you’re a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you’re a slut. If you argue with him, he says you’re stubborn. If you’re quiet, he says you’re stupid. If you call him, he says you’re needy && clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be grateful. If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you. If you love him, he’ll leave you. If you don’t fuxk him, he’ll say you don’t love him. If you do, he’ll say you’re easy. If you tell him your problems, he’ll say you’re irritating. If you don’t, he’ll say you don’t trusts him. if you lecture him, he’ll say you’re bitchy. If he lectures you, it’s because he "cares". If you break a promise, you can’t be trusted. If he breaks it, he had to. if you cheat, he’ll expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way ..

just because her eyes dont tear doesnt mean that her heart doesnt cry and just because she comes off strong doesnt mean theres nothing wrong

Tell me, have you ever Been in a situation where The best thing you could Do was the hardest thing You’ve ever done but you Try to do what’s right

unconditional love -- love without a limit

Always give a friend a safe place to cry but never a reason to.

a picture’s worth a thousand words,
but not worth the words i need to hear.

If looks could kill youd be a murderer or maybe just a whore

The new girl saw you in the hall today.. She asked if I knew who you were.. I thought about all of our memories.. & I looked at her and said no not anymore..

i live where the kids get high and the grades get low.if you got a secret here, everyone knows

Only now did she notice how terrible he looked:: unshaved. wrinkled shirt. bloodshot eyes with dark circles under them. And that son of a bitch was still GORGE0US.. && did he have to be so damn cute while she was trying to hate him? ..

don’t hold this against me,
i’ve already said i’m sorry.

VENi VEDi VELCR0 - I came, I saw, I stuck around.

don't talk to me, don't look at me
no we can't be friends
this little game you've got has to end
you can't flirt with me like it's nothing
because you're breaking a heart
my entire world is falling apart
go your own way and i'll go mine
i'm gonna get over you, just give me a little

why does tonight have to end? why don’t we
hit restart, and pause it at our favorite parts.

THERE WAS A TIME IN MY LIFE WHEN PEOPLE’S COMMENTS AND THEIR OVERALL OPINION ABOUT ME ACTUALLY MADE A DIFFERENCE.. I KNOW NOW THAT HALF THE WORLD DOESN’T LIKE ME. BUT I REALLY DON’T CARE

A lot of people walk in & out of my life but you’re the only one I ever really wanted to stick around

no fashion is ever a success unless it is used
as a form of [ seduction ] -- CHRiSTiAN DiOR

Tank tops flip flops ice cream sweet dreams
late night pillow fights - sun tan game plan
light hair no one cares feet in sand
lemonade in hand -- Summer 05

I once had a guy, or should I say, he once had me…

Please don't compare me,
it's just a way of making me
feel more horrible about myself..

The Closest I've Ever Been To Death Is Laughing
Till I Can't Breathe With My Best Friends

I wonder if she makes him laugh the way he used to laugh with me. I hope she doesn't make him smile because his smile belongs to me.

I’ll give you enough time to regain your composure to reconstruct a heart that’s torn apart from over-exposure

i'm just a raggedy ann girl
living in this barbie world

it's every girls dream to
have a guy call her at 3 am just to say
"Hey babe, just wanted to tell you i love you"

we may not have it all together,
but together we have it all.

You know for something youve been holding
onto for so long--you're pretty quick to let it go..

sex on television can't hurt you unless you fall off.

i saw him first. i knew him first. i liked him first. i loved him first. and i told
you all of this. you told me i was dumb and that he was ugly. but then,
something happened and he asked you out. you said YES, even though
you knew i loved him. .. and you’re supposed to be my best friend?

life is made up of years that mean nothing
and moments that mean it all

T0 HURT Y0U .. Y0U'RE THE 0NLY
G00D THiNG i HAVE BUT i HAD T0
MESS iT UP .. B/C iF MY LiFE WASN'T
A MESS.. WELL, iT W0ULDN'T BE MiNE.

condoms aren't completely safe. A friend of mine was wearing one and got hit by a bus.

Just sittin on the bed, waiting for your call, every time it rings, I wish it were you...<3

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place,
suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace,
suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste,
it all revolves around you.
--» moulin rouge

&& she sat .. she sat for hours wondering what she had done,
to deserve any of this pain that she was feeling. wondering what she
had done to make him go away. wondering what she had done to
make him break her heart in two. && as she started to cry, she
began asking herself why she ever said "i love you..

i can`t talk to you anymore. it`s not that i`m mad at you. it`s just that when i talk to you i realize how much i love you. and when i realize how much i love you i realize i can`t have you. and that just makes me love you even more

Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past,
stop planning the future, stop figuring out precisly
how we'feel, stop deciding with our minds exactly
what we want our hearts to feel, sometimes we
just have to go with the flow and just enjoy life.

She stands before the mirror looking into the glass
The makeup she wears… hides the secrets of the past

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Tue, 17 May 2005 15:33:00 GMT

mooore quotes =)

everythiing that was once special to me .. has gone away

never give your heart away to any random guy because before you know it you`ll be saying goodbye your heart`s his arcade and he holds all the tokens one day he`s there and the next your heart`s broken ..

for once iinstead of telling me reasons why i shouldn`t cry actually pay attention to the reasons why i am

i can take care of myself .. don`t need anyone else ...

smile ; it fools everyone

suicide is not so much of the desire to die .. as it is the fear of living ..

for the first time i fiinally found somone worth trying to get ... iit`s not like " oh i like him " it`s more like " ii really like him and i really want him "
i want your arms to fall into mine when nothiing is going my way look at me right in the eyes and say " baby everything`s going to be okay " now that`s exactly what i need

you used to be my friend but it all sums up to the end
people change and so do i friendships changes too and i always wonder why i thought ii finally found a true friend .. but she was jus like everyone else ..
no hard feelings ; jus fucked up endings
its not being in love that makes youu happy its who your in love with that makes youu happy..<3

Stay true to yourself cause there are few people
in this world who will stay true to you

Eventually everything in life
falls into place but until
then laugh at the confusion
and live for the moment
you only get one life <- love that one personally

it hurt`s so much to look someone`s
eye`s & tell them that you love them
when that person love`s someone
e l s e </33

you`ll regret reject`n
me & you know you
w i l l

He was only temporary
but our memories are permanent

the boy i love is like a star*
i know that [ reaching ] foe him is ~~impossible~~
buh i always (( keep tryin` ))
juss - h o p i n ` - that juss somehow. . .

|| he`ll fall for m e e h ||

i walked down the hallway. . .
holding my wrists.
juss hopin` that || N00NE ||
will see meeh [ liKE THiS ]
he looks at me ;; scared of what he'll find ;;
he never knew i ad these things in mind.
he asks meeh. . `is there anymore . . .?`
i *whisper* a simple reply. . .
[( . . what did you think the bracelets were for. . .? )]

all guys in this world are asses once you think you've found the perfect guy...he'll always find a way to dissappoint you. - MADE BY ME

FUH ALLUH Y0U HATERSZ
-i gOt nOthin` buh LOVE fOe yOu -
&& my two middle fingers
- i`m keepin` dem up fOe yOu -

HE ABUSESz ME WiTH HUGSz & KiSSESz

i`m not saying that i`m in love

all i`m saying is that lately,

you`re ALL I think about.

NEVER GiVE UP ON S0METHiNG Y0UU CAN`T

GO A DAY WiTHOUT THiNKiNG ABOUT.

with EVERY great love. comes a GREAT story.

EVERYDAY iS A CHANCE TO START 0VER AGAiN

SHE`S EVERYTHiNG i`M N0T || SHE`S MY 0THER HALF || BEF0RE i MET H ER, i WALKED AR0UND LiKE "i`M THE SHiT" BUT N0W THAT SHE`S G0NE, i REALiZED. . .

(( i`m shit without her ))

and her heart finally told her
>> to let it all go

ST0P L00KiN F0R
|[PRiNCE CHARMiNG]|
HE'S ALREADY TAKEN
BY CiNDERELLA

`----------» UNLiKE BARBiE «----------'
ME & MY GiRLS
`-----» ARE N0T S0LD SEPARATLY «-----'

& ALL SHE WANTS iS SOMEONE THAT WiLL TREAT HER RiGHT
SOMEONE THAT WiLL CALL HER BEAUTiFUL WHEN SHE NEEDS iT THE MOST SOMEONE THAT WiLL LOVE HER ENDLESSLY

--» Y0U WiLL NEVER KN0W
H0W MANY TiME`S iVE LAiD
iN MY BED \\ ALL NiGHT JUST
THiNKiNG H0W MUCH Y0UU ;
* MEAN T0 ME && H0W MUCH
«3. . . ii . L0VE . Y0UU . . . «3

10 years from now i wont remember
who went out with who , the people we
always hated , the resons why we laughed
so hard & all of our memories. But i know
ill always remember one thing ...
that Y0U were my BEST FRIEND

no matter what happens ;; or how much time goes by you can never
forget the first time he looked at youu & how ~~you fell in love~~ with his eyes..

beautiiful qirl with gorgeous
eyes , a hiiden world of hurt
&& lies. it's hard for her to ;;
realize love isn't all about the
» b u t t e r f l i e s z . . </3

*when i see him i have n o t h i n g to say , the urge to kiss him takes my breath away

Friday, May 13, 2005

Fri, 13 May 2005 16:21:30 GMT

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& it sucks because i know he's out there falling in and out of love with girls who aren't me..

i thought i lost you, but that's not true..
cuz you can't lose what you never had
and i n e v e r had you </3

just take this empty heart & make it a whole...

so don't make me cry <3
cuz this love dont feel so rightD

DoRy: "You mean ... you mean you don't like me?"
MaRLiN: "No, of course I like you. It's because I like you I don't want to be with you. It's a complicated emotion."

i've got a--
MIND BOGGLING, SENSE NUMBING, HEART POUNDING, STOMACH FLIPPING, TAKE MY BREATH AWAY, HEAD OVER HEELS, KNEE SLAPPING, DAYDREAMING, BUTTERFLY FLUTTERING
--- crush on you <3.

my only competition is the mirror.

the sweetest sound of all
is that of your own name
spoken by the only boy
you care about........ <3

dont count the days......
make the days count x3

lets go back to the beginning,
when our love was something new
back when romance was important
not just another thing to do

people tell me im beautiful,
but i never think its true,
the only way i'll belive it,
is if i hear it come from you.

maybe one day this dream will come true,
it's all i'm wishing for- to be with you </3

you think im happy but im really not,
my smile must be the best lie that ive got

... and its over before you know it
it all goes by so fast. yeah the bad
nights take forever and the good
nights d o n ' t ever seem to last...

.. & i wonder what goes t-h-r-o-u-g-h
his || mind || when his e.y.e.s meet mine ,

with one simple kiss he makes my heart start to race&& with one simple word, he can take a frown off my face

Y0U`RE N0T MY FRiEND ; FRiENDSz D0N`T
L0OK AT EACH0THER LiKE WE D0 N0W ...

--[[ EDIT: update]]--

x. so lets play
romeo & juliet
& fall in love
.. just to die..x

the hardest thing to say
even though it's true
is that its time for me
to [[get over you]]

you don`t have to be together
for him to break your heart <|3

relationships are like glass
sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together

they ignore eachother & look the
other way ; but they both know
deep down inside, that it wasn`t
supposed to end this way </3

if I was drop dead gorgeous, perfect, and could have any guy in the world, I would still pick [ YoU ].

the other day i prayed that when youu lied to me that the sky
would change colors; and when youu said youu loved me ;
i saw a full rainbow.

aNd the STARS* lOok (s0) muCh better wheN
they reflect in || your || eyes

theres this girl in the mirror, i wonder
who she is. sometimes i think i know her
and sometimes i wish i did. There is a
story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbyes
when shes looking back at me i can tell ..
x____________ shes hurting inside.

she wanted to
TELL HiM .. <33
how she felt ..
TELL HiM .. <33
how many hours she cried her
HeaRt oUt ..
finally; one day she got the courage up to
T R Y.
but he just i g n o r e d __ her.
&& walked on by ..

when i see you smile
& know that it`s not for me;
that`s when it hurts the most<3

our two hearts__; beat together<33

same old story's back again..
shes not a lover .. she's just a friend

FOOTBALL iS A POOR EXCUSE FOR BOYS TO TOUCH EACHOTHER iN iNAPPROPRiATE PLACES .. <3

there's only so much heart in a girl to break
& you my dear, are exceeding thee limit.

well i was sittin, waitin wishin
you believed in [[superstitions]]

x»---what do you dO
when being yOurself
ISNT G00D ENoUGH'

just because her eyes don't tear
doesn't mean her heart doesn't
cry. and just because she comes
off strong doesn't mean there's
nothing wrong _________ <33*

and when you .:kissed:. me that night.-*
i couldnt help but think that this is::*
_____ exactly what i wanted...........<3

the //only one// for me has
.f a l l e n. for the only one
[[not right]]for him

i want to be everything you need, every sight
you see . making you go crazy - slightly your
disease. a love without a cure . no uncertanties
for sure . the closest thing to alcohol that calls
you ______________ b a c k . f o r . m o r e *

You're the only one that makes me
draw stupid hearts in the margins
of my paper <3

you're just like a d.r.e.a.m
you're too [[beautiful]] for words

THE SCARiEST THiNG AB0UT FALLiNG iN L0VE? -- GETTiN` HURT
THE SCARiEST THiNG AB0UT GETTiN` HURT?-- N0T BEiN` ABLE T0 L0VE AGAiN
THE SCARiEST THiNG AB0UT N0T L0ViNG AGAiN? -- BEiN` AL0NE F 0 R E V E R

she was always so strong and she
always had no fears, yet when the
perfect boy broke her heart ;; she
only felt her tears__________ x3

& she tries so hard to make herself okay
prays to god she`ll get over him one day

FORGET HiS NAME - FORGET HiS FACE
FORGET HiS KiSS &` WARM EMBRACE
FORGET THE THiNGS HE USED TO SAY REMEMBER NOW HE'S GONE AWAY
FORGET THE THiNGS HE USED TO DO
FORGET THE SHiT HE PUT YOU THROUGH
FORGET THE LOVE Y0U ONCE SHARED
FORGET THE FACT THAT HE ONCE CARED
FORGET THE WAY HE SAiD Y0UR NAME
REMEMBER NOW THiNGS AREN`T THE SAME
FORGET THE TALKS YOU ONCE HAD..
FORGET THE THOUGHT, iT MAKES YOU SAD
FORGET THAT Y0U SAiD YOU WOULD WAiT
REMEMBER NOW HiS LOVE iS HATE ..
FORGET HiM WHEN THEY PLAY YOUR SONG
FORGET YOU ONCE CRiED ALL NiGHT LONG
FORGET HE SAiD HE`D NEVER LEAVE ..
REMEMBER NOW , HE`S GONE FOREVER

When will he realize
that he is the only
person who has the ability
to make the worst day
-- BEAUTiFUL –

x____lost girl in the city.

Runnin` wild

Lookin pretty____x

And theres an emptiness inside her
That she'd do anything to fill ... x3

There's no hard feelings, no one to blame,
just two people, who don't feel the same

even the stars envy
the shine in his eyes

i DON`T SAY " i LOVE YOU " TO HEAR iT BACK
i SAY iT TO MAKE SURE YOU KNOW

i want someone who will day dream
about me in class ;; then the teacher
will yell at him and tell him he needs
to listen. he'll say he's sorry && then
look at me . smile and whisper - - »
- - |[ i love you ]| - - <3

you know you really love someone
when you don't hate them for - - `'
b r e a k i n q _ your heart <3

and everytime
we kiss i swear
i could fly . . *

&& the worst way to miss someone
is to be sittinq right beside them ;; `'
knowing that you can't have them</3

beautiiful qiirl with gorgeous
eyes , a hiiden world of hurt
&& lies. it's hard for her to ;;
realize love isn't all about the
» b u t t e r f l i e s z . . <|3

bikinis ` towels ' soaking up the sun.
oceans ' beaches ` just having funn.
meetin cute boys ; out after dark * . .
summer 05 is where all the fun starts

you take my breath away
without even trying . .

you get into the [ b i g g e s t ] fight with the people you care about most <3
because t h o s e are the ''
relationships you're willing to fight for . . <|3 xOo *

me and you ;; could
make the entire world
» jealous . <3

he's everything i want .
he's everything i need ;;
but he doesn't know `'
what he means to me *

we often want those
we cant have . . <|3

it's like every time i get close ..
you push me away even ____ farther.`

i try so fucking hard
but i can't seem to
fit your mold . *

without you– my yesterdays arent worth
remembering && my tomorrows aren’t worth looking forward to

she says she wants to
die but in reality she just
wants to be saved <3

cause from the moment that I saw your face & felt the fire of your sweet embrace
i swear i knew i wanted to love you forever.

its the kinda crush where I just finished
putting up my away messsage,
about to walk out the door...
and he signs on.
and suddenly, whatever i was gunna do,
wherever I was gunna go,
doesnt matter.
talking to him does

Maybe her {laughter} is a cry for help or her precious -smile-...
a symbol for her *I n S e C u R i T i E s*

im taking my RIDE WITH DESTINY,
willing to play my part, living with PAINFUL MEMORIES
ll loving with all of my heart ll <3

Only he rocks my panties in that special kinda way

love is such a strong word
but the way i feel about him is even stronger <3

so im gonna walk away ; and
its up to you to say how far..

i`d rather be blind than see you happy with her

how can you be SO RIGHT for me
if i`m "so w r o n g" for you?

love * makes the world go `round <3
& it`s you that keeps me from getting dizzy

the hardest kinda guy to get over is the kind you never had <33

run with me
[ and we’ll forget about all the tomorrows for just one second]

take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you <3

one of the worst feelings is knowing that he is still in your heart..
but you're ((.n.o.t.)) in his

today i prayed the car would
crash..youd hear the news &
youd think of me as much as
ive thought of you

the girl wo seemed UNBREAKABLE »BROKE
the girl who seemed STRONG » CRUMBLED
the girl who always LAUGHED it off » CRiED
the girl who wouldn`t stop TRYiNG » finally QUiT

HANGiNG FR0M ..
such a breakable thread.

the only way i get through the night is knowing i'll see you tomorrow <3

you had me at hello just to let you know <3

im holding on to a dream that wont come true
wanting you to want me
the way I want you.

you say he's nothing special,
oh...but he is so effin’ special

she is [beautiful] as usual with [bruises] on her ego.

was it fun for you to watch me fall
a p a r t
</3

&& it hurts so much to see you move on so quickly
have you promised her [[forever]] yet...?

Ur a touch overated
ur a lush & I hate it

don’t tell me not to walk away
when you’re the one who taught me how.

&where is the good in goodbye?

my mommy told me I could be anything I want to
..& I wanna be his girl

she painted on a smile and learned how to pretend.

there was a time when i would do anything to get to you .. but now id do anything to forget you </3

she ignores all the guys who want her because she's too busy noticing him <33

i WANNA BE LiKE THE AMAZiNG SEASHELL Y0U FiND WASHED
AL0NG THE TiDE. BEAUTiFUL.. FLAWLESS.. AND SPECiAL --»
0NLY iN Y0UR EYES <3

"lie to me" she whispered __ "I love you" he said

some old stoary...
|<<boy meets girl>>l
and she falls... much harder - than him

hEr liPs c0uLd tElL hiM bEtTeR
tHaN alL hEr stUmBLiNg w0rDs

Y0UR MiSSiNG WHATS RiGHT iN
FR0NT 0F Y0U.. A GiRL THAT W0ULD
GiVE UP ANYTHiNG JUST T0 BE W/
Y0U.. <3

*0ne niGht thE moOn whiSpErd tO hEr*
"iF He maKeS yOu cRy, whY dOnt yOu leAve hiM?"
*sHe lOokEd At tHe moOn aNd sAid tO hiM:*
*"moOn, wOuld yOu evEr leaVe yOur skY?"

walking away isn't the hardest part.
it's knowing that you won't come after me that hurts the most.

I wish I could press fast forward l>>l
just to see if you’re the guy you SAID you were <//3

i RaN Up THe DoOr
sHuT THe sTaiRs
GoT iN MY pRaYeRs
SaiD My PaJaMaS
JuMpEd iN THe LigHT
aND TuRnEd OfF My BeD
aLL bEcAuSe He KiSSeD My GoOdnigHt

DiD YoU eVeR FaLL iN LoVe aNd He DiDNT FeeL Ur wAy..
aNd YoU sTaYeD uP eVeRy NiGhT CuZ YoU cRieD eVeRy SiNgLe dAy...
DiD YoU eVeR CaRe 4 SoMe1 iN wAyZ YoU CoULdNt NaMe
BuT He JuS LoVeD SoMe1 eLSe oR He DiDNT FeeL tHa SaMe...
DiD YoU eVeR WaLk WitH HiM JuS 2 HaVe HiM By Ur SiDe...
BuT wHeN He TuRnZ 2 LeaVe, iT TeaRz YoU uP iNSiDe.
DiD YoU eVeR WiSH tHaT YoU CoULd sHaRe HiZ LyFe eVeRy MiNuTe BuT YoU kNeW iNSiDe YoU CoULdNt Be iN iT...
DiD YoU eVeR FiNd SoMTiMeZ YoU CoULdNt EaT aNd wHeN NiGhT CaMe
aLoNg YoU cRieD UrSeLF 2 sLeeP...
DiD YoU eVeR tRy 2 4GeT HiM BuT YoU STiLL LoVeD HiM, aNd wHeN
YoU tRy 2 TaLk YoU CoULdNt LeT HiM kNoW...
DiD YoU eVeR SeE HiM aNd HaPPiNeSs FiLLeD Ur HeaRT.. BuT SaW HiM LeaVe WiTH SoMe1 eLSe, aNd iT TeaReD Ur HeaRT aPaRT

oNe DaY yOuR pRiNCe wiLL cOMe... MiNe JusT ToOk a wRoNg TurN-
gOt LoSt aNd iS 2 sTuBbOrN To aSk 4 DiRecTiONs

i WiSh i WaS SiX aGaiN sO NoTHiNg MaTTeReD aNd aLL
He HaD To dO WaS TaG Me aNd i wOuLd be >>[[iT]] <<

when he’s not around
there is always something missing in my smile

it's that feeling when you can't get a song
out of your head ... only this time ... ii can't
get his name // his voice // his smile // his
everything .. out of my head

and there you are...[[holding]] her hand.
&& i'm lost in confusion trying to [[understand]]

i wish. i want. i'd love to be...
[his life] [his love] [his everything]

i told my <3 i didn't want you.
but the truth is -->> i l i e d <<--

i spend toO much |[ t i m e ]| thinkinq

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Wed, 11 May 2005 21:21:38 GMT

some moreeeee

Know that jealousy and hate

could be right in front of your face

& it`s gonna hurt for youu to see

but it ain`t your fault, so let it be.

Little tired, I can't sleep what's wrong with me?
Still all in denial and you've been gone for weeks
Now i know what i should`ve known right from the beginning
My heart was blind and now i'm strong* enough to admit it

Do you ever sit and think.... What if? What if you never said that first hello?
What if your paths never crossed? What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass, or what if you would have said just one more thing? What if you had 5 more minutes? What if you could turn back time or make it all just stand still? What if you could say I love you one more time or never had said it at all? Where would your life be? Better, Worse, Less confused, More confused, Happier, or Sadder?

Have you ever REALLY cried for someone more than you
wanted to? Have you ever tried to love him in spite of all the
pain? Will you keep on loving him, even though hes
whispering someone elses name?

WHEN i SEE Y0U i GET AS H0RNY
AS R KELLY AT RECESS TiME ; )

G00D FRiENDS will be there to take ure drink away
from you when they think you`'ve had enough -- but
your [BEST FRiENDS] will look at u trippin over ure
own two feet & say "bitch,drink the rest of that. you
know we don't waste that kinda shit"

S0METiMESz what may be the best thing for youu to do

S0METiMESz, that`s the hardest thing for youu to do

& that, that`s real youu know cus I know I love youu

I know how I feel about youu but I also know that don`t

make everything aight & for that reason, I gotta say

G0ODBYE.

..& I know deep down inside

that I really wanna be there

by your side but I can`t stand

to see youu cry. not when it`s

because of me

H0URSz, DAYSz, & NiGHTSz I sat & prayed

never though that I would see this day

I didn`t think that it could hurt so bad

a broken heart was never meant for me

Lord, let it please rain on my face

so that it could wash away all my tears

if this is the house that love is in, let me leave

because I don`t wanna be hurt like this again….

Dear heart,

PLEASE

STOPP

HURTiNG…

S0METiMESz you just feel everything and nothing all at once, sometimes you’ll find yourself smiling while missing something at the same time, at times you absolutely love a person, all the while wanting to hate them. Funny how life is, isn't it? How when the moment that we are put on the spot light to express our most deepest passion, we freeze up. When we miss someone from the deepest pit of our heart, we smile because at least we've both cross paths and have memories to call upon. And there are times when you love someone with all your heart, but you hate them because they're the only one who can make all the pain disappear, and yet they can bring it all back at the same time. Life comes without guarantees except that smiling will brighten your face, laughing will enhance your eyes and falling in love will change your life. That's why you must cherish everything as it comes your way, you must never forget, always hold on if you believe, and never give up if you know you love it. Because, there is always hope.

& i hate the fact that you know exactly how i feel..
& i hate how you can have me at anytime
& i hate how you can hug me & feel nothing there at all..
Cuz i can feel it and i can see it.
I just don't think you've realized it yet..
& honestly, there's no way i couldn`t ever hate you at all..

Being SiNGLE is great, but everyone wants to fall in love

~[any # it`s been] Months Later~
[ ] months later she still wonders why...
[ ] months later he kisses another goodbye.
[ ] months later she sits alone and cries...
[ ] months later he's still telling his lies.
[ ] months later she still cares...
[ ] months later he wouldn`t dare.
[ ] months later she still thinks of him...
[ ] months later she cries... inside he slowly dies...

i`m soo afraid of letting people into my life.

because that’s just ONE MORE person..

i`m going to have to say ‘goodbye’ to.

you wonder why

I don`t talk to

youu anymore.

& please believe

me when I say

‘it`s not that i

don`t want to

it`s just that

everything I

want to say. i

can`t tell youu

anymore.’ <//3

…& now i`m REFUSiNG believing

the truth. just so my heart will

keep b. e. a. t. i. n. g.