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| hows things for everyone?
im good here. ive talked to jared alot this week/end. its been good stuff. i was just thinkin about stuff today and i was like wow. it doesnt even seem like things are alot different yet. him being away and stuff. it just feels like hes still back in california. miles and miles away. not countries away. it will get that way im thinking. but he has internet in his room. which is amazing. i cannot imagine not being able to talk to him. at least we have that. its so good being able to talk to him. and hes been online alot more than i thought he'd be. its good!
awwh. i was looking back at stuff just a few seconds ago. and i found a convo with me and j. he had a dream. back in the day of us gettn married. and stuff. but look where we are now. months and months down the line. its acomin' and we're getn married in FEBRUARY!!! amazing.
his madre came by today. to tlak to me and my mom. we're all getn really excited about the wedding. well. i have been but my mom has had some adjusting to get used to. shes really excited about it too i think. she just really doesnt want to admit it. its just hard for her because not only will i be maried but leaving the house at the same time. i havent been this far away from her yet. i went to college and she had issues with that right away. i was 2 hours away from home. not bad at all. but now its gonna be like 24 hours away. its not like she can just drive out there to see how im doing.
she'll be out to visit tho. thats good. maybe shell get away from newton for a while. just whenever she can.
im getn kinda stressed with this wedding thing. and about done with this wedding dress finding. i think i know the one i want. ive tried it on. everyone loves it. but my mom wont settle yet. she wants to check out other places. we went to anohter bridal shop today. it was fun i just think im tired of continuing to look. i just want to get the first one i picked out. hah oh well.
hmm okay its about midnight. and im soo tired. i better hit the hay before jared calls me in like 3 hours and wakes me from my slumber. haha its okay i love to talk to him. sometimes im just so snoozy. anyway. off to bed for a quick nap! haha I LOVE YOU BABY!
buhbyeee
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i thought these were cute.
In a crowd you're bound to spot him,
He's
standing so very tall
Not too much impresses him;
He's seen and done it
all.
His hair is short, his eyes are sharp,
But his smile's a little
blue.
It's the only indication
Of the hell that he's gone through.
He
belongs to a sacred brotherhood,
Always Faithful 'til the end.
He has
walked right into battle
And walked back out again.
Many people think he's
foolish
For having no regrets
About having lived through many
times
Others would forget.
He's the first to go and last to know,
But
never questions why,
On whether it is right or wrong,
But only do or
die.
He walks a path most won't take
And has lost much along the
way,
But he thinks a lot of freedom,
It's a small price to pay.
Yes, he
has chosen to live a life
Off the beaten track,
Knowing well each time
he's called,
He might not make it back.
So, next time you see a Devil
Dog
Standing proud and true,
Be grateful for all he's given;
He's given
it for you.
Don't go up and ask him
What's it's like to be in war;
Just
thank God that it's your country
He's always fighting for.
And thank him
too for all the hell
He's seen in that shade of green,
Thank him for
having the guts
To be a United States Marine..........
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| hmm...wooow so couple a bad days will make for a really hard time right now.
yesterday.(thursday) dang. i really dont think ive had such a bad day in a lonnggg time. i dont know what to blame for it and it really doesnt matter. but hmmm well work was bad, my car ran out of gas. real cool. walmart customer service is not really customer service....just to name some LITTLE THINGS. besides that..jareds still gone. i did get to talk to him last night tho. he called from japan!!
Friday- ehhh not so good either but things are better. had a lil bout with my parents about going to topeka for some deal they wanted to go to. they wont let me stay in the house cuz they think im going to burn it down. turns out they never ended up going and it was a mess and im home.
TODAY im going to wichita with tara and one of her friends from school. shes planning a wedding and they're picking out bridesmaids dresses. i wanted to go look some more and then hopefully make it to some other places to look at wedding dresses. we'll see.
i talked to jared at 430 this morning. haha it was 630 pm and he was getn some supper i think. it was nice to hear from the boy! he says japan sucks alot. hah i bet its a different experience. but yay 3 days down b4 he comes home! and even tho its only been 3 days. im counting down...its going to be like the best homecoming ever for him. we're getting married. going on our honeymoon and moving to cali in the little span of his leave block- 30 days ish...haha its gonna be a crunch
anyway. im off to get some things done before i leave this afternoon. i hope today goes a little better than the last couple.
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| deployments suckSo here it is.
Jareds leaving for Japan today.
I remember a year ago almost to the date, jared was enlisting in the Marine Corps. and now here he is, on his first deployment. 7 months.
suck!
Well i guess i have some things to get done.
1- plan a wedding. We're gettin married early Feb.
Feb 10 as of right now. SAVE THE DATE!
2- get school in order.
3- find schools in cali. ENROLL
it seems so far in advance. 6 months seems like ages away. and it will be.
i just dont like that i dont ever know what to expect. when hes going to call, how often, IF he'll get to call. I get worried. but i just need to chill out i guess
so what have i been doing? working. thats about all. its been a pretty alright summer so far. ive seen jared a couple times. he actually just left a week ago yesterday. so i got some time with him b4 his deployment. and he was here on ra for a while before that also. its so nice to have him here and then here we are again apart.
i cant wait till next year. things will be amazing. and ill be living out in cali with him. it seems so crazy to be getting married in the next 7 months, and moving out there but its going to be an amazing time!
well i guess i dont have alot to say today. just reflecting on stuff. and trying to be happy today. i miss that boy so much already and he hasnt even left the country yet. above that i saw him LAST WEEK.
right at the gates-
they wouldnt let me back there or I woulda walked with him all the way down.
soo.
see you next year babe
[You do something to me, I can't explain...]
i love you
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