Hey all, so i kinda hit a rough patch and definently took my break from xanga..but im getting back into it..i love it here and all of you and your support so please keep it coming..i love you all

-ana mia love-

Hey all, hows everyone doing? good i hope, im doing alright really, well lets not overexagerate, im doing okay,, however, im in a program i dont want to be in, and im being tightly watched, its not bad though, even though i am constantly watched and questioned and i only have 2 minutes in the bathroom, i have not eaten in 3 days and my parents are clueless.i have sworn not to get better and healthy no matter what and i plan on sticking to that, my parents and therapist all know that too, i will achieve perfection no matter what it takes and i am not going to give up until im there, you all know how i feel, all of you stay strong, acheive perfection, feel beautiful, so at least one of us can, i love all of you girls thank you for everything you have helped me with. i greatly apprechiate it.