4 day weekend, must say im happy!
i luv you doooode, im glad that we're done with all that junk & your always going to be my best friend.
 time after time we get in fights.time after time we forgive each other.thank you for forgiving me this time, cuz truthfully i couldnt take it any longer. those million questions i asked the other day had been building up inside me forever.i knew your answers would get the stress off of me and let me realize im just crazy.turns out yet again you were right, we talked about it and he said its not in his near future.

time and time again you've become annoyed with me.i just want you to know that opening up to you was hard for me, but im glad i did.you haven't let me down yet.everything is going to be okay after awhile just like you told me if would be.thank you...

don't leave until i get to say my goodbyes.that's what my number 1 fear is right now.not being able to tell or show you how much you mean to me before you leave this planet.

grow up, im tired of stupid girls getting into each others business and starting crap.do you not have any other life or do you tend to be that jealous of me?either way it's annoying just stop it...ya im a cry baby so what you going to do about it?

Im going to work hard to show you that I deserve every little thing I have in my life.
Im done with you and everyone else. The trust that was once there is gone.

-People have changed and times have grown old.
-I wanna keep trying but why when Im only getting pushed to the back.
-Boys come and go, I just hope you remeber that when he's up and left you hunny.
-I really hope your being honest with me, I really hope everything will be ok just like you told me.
-You say trust me if I can't trust you, who else will I be able to trust??
-I love you, thanks for letting my stay with you.I've needed you more then anyone, seriously.
-Ready, ready to let down my guards ready to be myself ready to just have fun.
-I found the person I trust, thank you for being here for me.Even when I do complain too much.
-Time and Time again you've let me down, let us down.Still you want to be forgaven for everything.
-I can imagine that.
-For you to be mad at me, really upsets me.Yes I know 100% of the time its my fault, but I swear its not on purpose.Im sorry and I luv you.

random post, to go with the many random stressful thoughts in my mind...