| yo this xanag aint worth anythin ... lol havent ben on here or anythin... but anywho.... point is it is gon be like shut down er w/e dont know.... i cant delete it tho... b/c thing is being gay n wont let me .... iight s0o0o datz it... and gyea iight Peyce |
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| I Love My Baby Terrence! |
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| Thanks to God... thanks to those who got my back... family, friends.... so0o on so0o forth.... i am kinna tiredof this shit... i can't stand reli being here no more... but o0o well... imma deal..... and imma take that hard way.... cuz if i go easy den every1 else aint gon have it like this.... so0o well that's w/e i know yall dont get what i mena .... but i just been up to nonsence shit lately... so0o well yea... it's all gettin to me.... and so0o threefore i m down... but i m still up.... and there is the one and ONLY to thank for that.... |
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| i really do love you..... and dang right u should know it.... |
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| woah like everything got changed around up in here... lol well anywho... i have come to realize something..... I Still Love Him.... It is sad to say b/c things are rocky right now .... but i still have like the most deepest care for him.... A lot of things are hurting me right now. .. and not having him here is one.... and well ..... yeah.... almost 2 weeks now ....without talking....hugging , kissing..... jsut all of that and more so0o forth..... So many things make me think of him...tey i think of him and how he isnt here....and it hurts more... and not only that it hurts that ok i just cant explain like any of it... only because... there is so0o much.... but you should know and also every one else should...and all of that so0o forth.... I LOVE HIM....letting him go.... only works for the moment....I just CAN'T! There is to0o much... we just need to talk.... Can't be this way... just can't ..... I won't even look at him...b/c i feel like a discrace and that i am so0o messed up.... and i just feel as if i were being a bitch....which may in this case may be very true..... *Babii if there is anyway you are reading this ... know that i still love you as i always promised you before... i told you .... even as i dont act like i dont want anything to do with you.... it is very different here/inside..... i wont say anything b/c yet again i am afraid i will be in a deeper hole and without you .... and loose you even more , i still consider you as the one i love.... always and forever.....*
There is so0o much to say ... this is only some of it... i know a lot of u people out there that have been thru my situation ... but trust me there is no way you guys know my shoes.... *SIGH* Pain..... yup yup.... |
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