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To My Friend K5

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 02:16:22 GMT

My dear friend K5,
You ain't very high,
Fixed height won't decline,
Be happy always will be just fine,
Cause that's not the end of your life.

Please don't live in disguise,
Being hobbit ain't so shy,
Hobbit is noble and kind,
And they have big fat thigh,
Just because height don't lie.

After reading this lullaby,
Anger in you might ignite,
But don't ever go collide,
Cause I need you to stay on line,
To help us fight for our right.

Colours your life and make it shines,
To compensate the loss of height,
Don't get harassed by ghey guy,
You know they ain't so polite,

Please don't read between the line,
There is nothing hidden behind,
And don't ask the question why,
Because great minds think alike.

Dedicated to my friend Kei Fai.

Life

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 12:42:20 GMT

Life is nothing more than a thousands combination of riddles. Truth hides behind the riddles. Over centuries, people have been solving them to get the truth and answers within it. Some take up their entire life and end up with nothing more than a blind search. You might get the answers at last, yet you wouldn't know the answers you've got are really what it seems to be. That's life. No? Think again.

Monday, June 19, 2006

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 15:12:02 GMT

I had an accident a couple hours ago. Bruises everywhere on my hand and leg. Yawn, gotta sleep.

Nick.. OUT..!!

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 12:04:20 GMT

June 7th,
A day that I wouldn't forget,
A day that signifies the end of a fairytale.

It rained,
As if the Almighty knows what's happening,
As if the angels cry for the depression I suffer.

I dreamt,
In a world full of fantasy and misery,
But depression just got the better of me.

Heart breaks,
It turned to stone and smile disappeared,
and every feeling got painful and feared.

June 7th,
Full of grief,
Yet I shall take.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 03:08:36 GMT

It has been awhile since the very last I blogged. Pretty much feel like I'm in a ditch. However, I decided to drop a little note here so that perhaps one day when I look back at this post, I can recall back some memories. Anyway, don't feel like being typative in this entry. So I will just fill up this post with simple words.

I love,

I had loved,

I will love.

Nick out..

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 10:57:56 GMT

It's just another fucked up day of mine. A friend came to me and told me something which terrified me badly. She told me the truth behind all these lies. She got my tongue instantly, I was totally speechless. In split second, I felt an excruciating massive pain in my heart. It was like being squeezed and torn apart. The dagger sliced precisely on my mortal heart. I'm frustrated and annoyed.

I was thinking, "Do I really know the person who she just mentioned?". Sigh... I found out that actually I don't know her well enough. Was I too stupid and retarded for trusting all those bull shitting words? I... don't have any fuckin' idea... Naivete got the better of me.

I learnt a crucial lesson, love does not guarantee happiness, it has sadness too, but the lesson is to be able to accept both. Well, don't ever judge a book by its cover. You would never know what is lurking behind the fancy cover. Be fully mentally and physically prepared before you are going to scavenge the facts behind the tales. Who knows you will discover some extraordinary inner tales from the ordinary book. "Readers" out there beware and use your wit to choose the right "book" for yourself.

Like the old ones say, "Do not believe what you see nor hear, just believe what your heart feels.". I used to believe that quote which soon leads me to a dead end. After this incident, the quote should be sound like this "do not believe what the story book tells.". Sometimes evidences are way better than rumours. Remember, evidences do tell tales.

After all, it's just a crucial lesson which left a scar in my heart that would remind me of this incident always. Nothing in the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity.

Nick.. OUT..!!

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 11:17:53 GMT

Got my SPM results on Monday. It was far more better than I expected. I got 10As out of 11 subjects, and a 4B fer the retarded biology. In fact, i was praying fer 6As is more than enough, cause you know I'm a fucking lazy bump, slept almost every single day in class and even truant to Cameron, Sitiawan, Lumut, etc... And you know what, I DOTA-ed madly during SPM, wahahahahah XD. Well, teachers got shocked by my results, screwed them *grins*.

But by the time I found out most of my friends got 11As, I felt that my 10As are no nuthin'. Sigh... Anyway, should be delighted with what I've got cause with my crap wit I could get 10As. By the way, my exams' results are kinda fated. You see, all my goverment exams' [UPSR, PMR & SPM] results were lessing ONE fucking A, Eww~.

Since Stephie wants to know my results badly, so here it is.
Malay : 1A
English : 1A
Eng. 1119 : 3B
Moral : 1A
History : 1A
maths : 1A
Add. Maths : 1A
Physics : 1A
Chemistry : A2
Biology : 4B
Chinese : 2A
EST : 1A

Tomorrow gotta work in the morning, see ya'll.

Nick.. OUT..!!

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 10:12:55 GMT

I'll cut it short and make it simple, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Wishing all of you a very happy and properous year of doggie. Hope you can achieve what you demand and also hope that this year would be much more better than the previous ones. All the best pals..

Nick.. OUT...!!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 11:54:12 GMT

Chinese New Year is around the corner, and I'm sticked with my current job working as a chashier & promoter for Bumcity. Thought having a full time job could help me get rid of something in my mind. Apparently it doesnt work at all. Work 13 hours everyday even on chinese new year, yet I get an underpaying salary for this slavery. Besides, I still have to look at the fat fucking ass scolding our shyts out knowing that she is obviuosly underpaying us.

As usual, went for lunch break at 1 something and got my ass back to my ex school. Saw somebody that I did not expect to meet up with. I was stumbled.. Soon, depression got the better of me. The "somebody" was looking great and happy with her current life. A sigh of relief? Bah... It's already a history... Forget about it...

I'm fucked up, as usual =)

Nick.. OUT..!!

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 12:36:25 GMT

I'm officially becoming the IT Director of the Leo Club of Ipoh Nexwave District 308 B2 Malaysia (Omega). Been waiting for this moment ages ago. Dream comes true =)