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Monday, March 31, 2008

叶子的离开,是因为风的追求,还是树的不挽留?


倘若你爱上一个人,

千万别装作无所谓毫不在乎...
错过了,就没有了....
爱情,玩不起心理战的.......




~~树~~

  高中三年交过五个女朋友,有一个女孩子,我很爱她,却迟迟不敢追,她没有美丽的面孔, 没有姣好的身材,没有撩人的魅力,一个再平凡不过的女孩子。 我喜欢她,真的真的很喜欢她,喜欢她的单纯,她的直率,她的可爱,她的脆弱。
  
  不追她的原因,也许是潜意识觉得平凡如她配不上我;也许是因为怕在一起后,一切好感都会消失; 也许是怕外人的指指点点伤害了她;也许是觉得,她会是我的,不急着为了她而放弃一切。
  
  最后这个原因,让她陪了我三年,让她看着我和别的女孩子厮混了三年,让她心痛了三年。
  
  她很想当一个好演员,但我却像一个严苛的导演。我和第二个女朋友在厕所接吻,被她撞见, 她尴尬的笑笑说:「Go on!」然后跑掉,第二天,她眼睛肿得像核桃 一样,我故意不去猜想是谁让她哭成这样, 嘲笑了她一天,她在所有人都回家后,在教室哭了起来,她不知道练球回来拿东西的我,看了她一个多小时。
  
  我的第四个女朋友,一直很不喜欢她,有次她们两个吵了起来,我知道依她的个性不会去惹事, 但我还是护着女朋友,她被我吼了一下后,愣住,眼泪滑了下来,我无视她的眼泪,陪女友走出教室,第二天,她依旧嘻嘻哈哈的和我开玩笑,我知道她很难过,但她不会知道我的心不比她好受。
  
  当我和第五个女朋友分手时,我约她出去玩,玩了一天,我对她说:「我有事要对你说。」 她说:「真巧,我也有事要对你说。」「我和她分手了。」「我和他在一起了。」我知道「他」是谁,他追她也有一阵子了,是个蛮可爱的男孩子,活泼有趣,充满了热情,追她追得满城风雨。我不能表现自己的心痛,只能笑笑地恭喜她,但当我回到家,心中的痛楚强烈得令我无法承受, 像有个千斤重的石头压在我胸口,我无法呼吸,想大叫却叫不出来,眼泪竟然滑了下来,我掩面大哭,多少次,我也看着她为了那个不愿承认的人掩面大哭。
  
  毕业典礼时,我在手机上发现了一封简讯,这是十天前,我掩面大哭时传来的,只是我一直没有去开过机。
「叶子的离开,是因为风的追求,还是树的不挽留。」



~~叶子~~

  高中时,喜欢搜集叶子,why?因为我觉得,一片叶子要离开它长期依赖的树好勇敢哩!
  
  高中三年,我和一个男孩子很好,不算男女朋友那种好,是好朋友那种好,但是,在他交第一个女朋友时,我学会了一种不该有的感觉,吃醋,心中的酸,不是一颗柠檬可以比喻,那就像是100颗臭酸的柠檬,酸到不行, 他们只在一起两个月,当他们分手,我还得掩饰自己心中强烈的喜悦,但是一个月后,他和另一个女孩子在一起。
  
  我喜欢他,也知道他喜欢我,可是,他为什么总是不追我呢?明明喜欢彼此,为什么不行动?每当他交一个女朋友,我就心痛一次,一次又一次的打击,让我不禁怀疑,是我一厢情愿吗?不爱我,为什么要对我那么好?他对我的好,已经不是普通朋友可以做到。喜欢一个人,好难过,我可以清楚的知道他的喜好,他的习惯,唯独他对我的感觉,我猜不透,难道要我这个女孩子去开口吗?
  
  尽管如此,我还是想在他身边,关心他,陪他,爱他,也许算是一种等待的行为,等待他回来爱我,就像每天晚上等他的电话,等他的简讯,我知道,就算他再忙,也会拨出一些时间给我。这样的等待,陪了我三年,等待是难熬的,是令人想放弃的,但等到的那一刹那,让人第二天会继续等下去。这样的煎熬,这样的痛苦,这样的幸福,这样的矛盾,陪了我三年。
  
  直到三年级下学期,高二一个学弟喜欢上我,每天的热情追求,令我从一开始的拒绝,渐渐愿意挪出我心房的一些位置给他。他像一阵温柔而持久的风,撩拨我这片摇摇欲坠的叶子,到最后,我发现我已经不想只留一点点的位置给这阵风,我知道这阵风,会带我这片伤痕累累的叶子,到更幸福的地方。
  
  于是我离开了树,树只是笑笑,没有挽留。
  「叶子的离开,是因为风的追求,还是树的不挽留。」


~~风~~

  因为我喜欢的女孩子叫叶子,因为她有一棵令她依恋的树,所以我要当一阵风,一阵呵护她的风。
  
  第一次看见她,是高二我转来一个月后的事,个子小小的她坐在球场旁,一双眼凝视着同和我在球场的学长, 每天的社团时间,她总会坐在那里,一个人,和朋友,她的眼光依旧凝视着他,当他和女孩子打打闹闹,她的眼中有泪,当他看向她,她的眼中有笑。看她成了我的习惯,就像她爱看他。
  
  有一天她没来,我心中没来由的焦虑与不安,我无法解释那种感觉,除了不安,还是不安,而且那学长竟然也不在。我冲去他们教室,躲在外面,看着学长骂她,她的眼泪,他的离去。
  
  第二天,她依旧坐在场边,看着他,我走过去,对她笑一笑,拿了张纸条给她,她先是惊讶的看着我,然后笑笑地收下。
  
  隔天,她拿着纸条出现在我面前,然后离开。
  「叶子的心太沉重,风吹不动。」
  
  不是叶子的心太沉重,是叶子根本就不想离开树。我回给她这段话后,她渐渐会和我说话,收我的礼物,接我的电话。我知道她喜欢的不是我,但我还是有毅力一定要让她喜欢上我,四个月内我告白了不下20次,每一次她都转移话题,但我还是不会放弃, 我决定要的人,我就一定会给它追过来!
  
  一直到不知道第几次的告白,出了口,虽然知道她一定会又说到别的事,但还是有一丝丝希望她的答应,没想到她都不说话,「你在干嘛?怎么不说话?」我对着话筒说。「我在点头。」「啊?」我不敢相信自己的耳朵。「我在点头!」她大声叫。我甩掉电话,匆匆披上一件衣服,上了机车,冲去她们家按门铃,当她开门的那一刹那,紧紧抱住她。
  
  「叶子的离开,是因为风的追求,还是树的不挽留。」


想想你的生活里有没有这样的一个人,
让他/她留在身边,
还是一辈子住在心里?
交办给缘分   还是
「叶子的离开,是因为风的追求,还是树的不挽留。」

其实缘分已做了功课
是树的自大
辜负了缘分
最后
含着泪
只能苦笑的说
我们有缘无份


P/S: Thanks Icynight16's for the article,i  it very much...



Sunday, March 30, 2008

Continue our journey to ...

~ Chiang Rai ~


Hot Spring













Hill Tribes Village





 


 





 











 

 






White Temple







 

 



 











Golden Triangle
















  


Saturday, March 29, 2008

Off We Go As Fate Ought May...
Onward A Journey to Faraway...
Second Time Stepping On This Pathway...
May God Lead Us to The Glorious Gateway...
Chiang Mai...



To date, some 300 temples have been constructed in Chiangmai and its outskirts. These temple display a mixture of architectural styles that reflect the varied heritage of Northern Thailand. A blend of Cambodian, Burmese and Indian Culture Ancient temples can be seen almost anywhere as well as palaces. Intricate woodcarvings and protective Naga serpent staircases add a flamboyance that reflects an awesome reverence for the Buddhist Religion.


















Phu Phing Palace (Royal Winter Palace)
The palace is located further up the mountain and approximately 6 kilometers from Wat Phra That Doi Suthep. The royal winter palace was built in 1962. Its landscaped gardens are decorated with plenty of colorful, exotic flowers. It is open every day from 8.30 a.m. to 4.30 p.m. except when the Royal family is in residence which is usually from mid December to early February.












 

















Doi Pui Tribal Village
This village is a Hmong village situated on an asphalt road approximately 3 kilometers from Phu Phing Palace and approximately one hour from Chiang Mai. The village presents the typical lifestyle of the Hmong as well as a scenic view of Doi Inthanon.
















 













 



No trip to Chiang Mai would be complete without visiting Wat Phra Thart Doi Suthep; the spectacular Buddhist temple that can be seen, from wherever you happen to be in the city, clinging to the mountainside near the summit of Doi Suthep. This temple is the most sacred temple which houses the Lord Buddha's relics. It is located on top of Suthep Mountain about 15 kilometers west of the township. The temple is at an altitude of 1,080 meters above mean sea level. Before getting to the temple, there are mythical nagas leading up 290 steps to the temple top which is the graceful, northern style golden stupa. Inside the chapel there are some good mural paintings showing the life of the Lord Buddha. Outside one you can enjoy the beautiful view of the city of Chiang Mai. The temple was built by King Kue Na of Lanna Kingdom in 1383.



 



 



 





Namtok Huai Kaew
This waterfall is located near the Chiang Mai Zoo and is a pleasant place for relaxation&picnics.


 

 









Bor Sang about 9 kilometers from Chiang Mai city, is the famous umbrella village. The Bor Sang umbrellas are made of Sa paper. It seems like everyone in this village is busy making the umbrellas, some have their bamboo frames constructed, some have the newly-dyed paper umbrellas hung out in the sun to dry while others are painting the umbrellas with floral designs and dragons.






 





Seven suns Guest House
Kelly & Jimmy








 


Friday, March 07, 2008

 

I would like to apologize for my super duple late update...super busywith my job and life...my daily life was occupied and angaged in with my work due to new products...sometimes throughly insane with it yet extremely enthusiastic with the returns it brought...by and by...things getting much and much more better now...
Thus, igot myself a new hair cut beginning of January...hehe...to cut off all theunwanted hazy life...well...i know i may made an irrational and ridiculous choice to escape from current life...but...i like it...♥

~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ~


Flying to Siam Reap, Cambodia




♥ My babies in my hand carry ♥


This is the second time i stepped on the ground of Cambodia...differ feelings & differ experience...the first time was in August 2006...Lexson, Raymond, SokLeng & I...backpack to Cambodia and Vietnam...this time with my colleagues from differ states of Malaysia...yeah...


This is the Beehoon soup that i was highly enjoyed for its dainty delicacy of the palatable soup during last visit...
I took this during the first meal right after we arrived Siam Reap in the Hotel Angkor...


Finished lunch
*♥~Happy face~♥*

Check in Hotel lol
 
 


This hotel architecture and material are contemporary modern yet tradisional rustic in some hidden aspects.
Never lack of the unique of the Cambodia culture


Ready??? Go out lol
We went to New Market, Old Market, Souvenier centre, Jewelry Store and Night Baazar for the first day...
These are the two little children that i met in old market



 

I actually dont buy much things as this is the second visit to Cambodia.
Anyway, i was inexplicably won over by this Jewelry Shop...hehe...i bought a set of accessory which consists of a ruby pendants with a pair of ruby earings...♥


Tired legs

I'm ready for Night Baazar!!!






  
Some funny pictures Cassline and I took while waiting for Carmen ~♥
I believed the night was lavished with crazy shopping as i saw the colourful plastic bags my colleagues' carried   


The following days was dipping in meeting...

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Anyway, we did serve with hearty breakfast and immensely satisfying meals...

 Meal 1

 




This servings were simply excellent and i like the tremendously smooth yet mouthwatering dessert

Meal 2




I like this dessert for its lovely outlook & delightful array chocolate decoration were highlight and spark my eyes

Tea & Milk Tea & Coffee in Cambodia version
   

 
Yeah !!!We are going for tour today!!!



Busy taking pictures after breakfast in Hotel..the first girl named Yew Ting, she is one of our product manager


Celestial Temples of the Khmer Empire

The Khmer temples at Angkor are the world's most astonishing architectual treasure.On the way headed to Khmer temples, flooeded rice fields unfolded beneath us in all directions; a shimmering patchwork reflected the sun as it broke through the leaden monsoon cloud. Paddies alternated with verdant forest in an emerald mosaic.Eventually the vast tapestry ended; we had come upon the dazzling sight of khmer Empire.

Second time stepping on the same ground, it made me feel so indulging, just like going back to the old place and simply wanting to pay visit for an old friend. Its artwork still look young and dazzling as two years ago...


I met her in front of public toilet, her antic responds made me yearned for nostalgia...


Journey to Victort Gate, Gate of Death, North Gopura,
South Gopura, Angkor Thom, Bayon, Elephant Terrace, Royal terrace...








Let me introduce...he is Chris Yap...my direct GP boss...hehe...


They are all my lovely colleagues from all over malaysia...Celine Khor was sick...miss her~*





The lady who wore a white hat, front row first left, Jonny Bok, our Nasional Sales Manager.


I like this picture neh...until today...Chris doesnt know the existance of this picture...


Emmm...i like this picture as well...Cool yea!


Looks familier?
Seen in the movie of Tom Raider?

A hearty asian-like lunch was served to give us more stamina before we proceed to Angkor Wat..etc..

 

 

~The sacred and beauty of Angkor Wat~


    
Thanks Yunis for taking these pictures for me

Angkor Wat immensely looks decidedly magnificent&
definitely breathtakingly spectacular  in a breezey view of the twinkling dusk...
This is one of my favourite picture as well...


 

This is the last destination for Angkor...I missed out this spot for sunset due to bad weather last time......crazy rainstorm...remembered the side became very wet affairs...But, this time i did it...hehe...Climbed all the way up...not as tired as what the tour guide said...may be he underestimated the climbing and walking power of us as a Sales Representative ...hehe...Proud...crux, the staircase is the DECISIVE POINT that we took 100% of caution...you are never able to sneak a glimpse of others...MIND YOUR OWN STAIRCASE is concern...
It was floated with roar of crowd...we are barely 15cm from each others...precariously bang...
One person fall...whole roll will fall...everytime i think of it...a chill will definitely go down my spine...



Cassline is a sweet girl from Penang...we stay together whenever we have meeting or training or company trip...
Yeah!!!We reached!!!

I wowed...A dazzling sight to behold when I arrived...
I had been indulging for the magnificent sunset view, especially when it get into the darker stage of the twinlight...it is a calming serenity and gorgeous way to end the journey for the day...
Perfect footstop...♥

 


Fine Dining Dinner one day before we back to Malaysia

Spending a relaxing evening there upstair on a ivy and half velvet chair, the light dimmed, chilling and indulging to the soothing music..feel so great!!

 


Flying back to Malaysia LoL

 

My dear colleagues, i been missing you guys so much...i realized outside the window...the silverly white skies went stealthily yet imperceptibility against the grey clouds...may be the god knew i miss you...meetings,debates,presentations, travel,laughters,endless crazy banters...especially for the incident happened between our tour guide and Ganesh...poor Ganesh...hahaha...all these made a blissful week for all of us...Yup, too many goodies, too little time...that's why make it precious every time we met...to appreciate and treasure...yes!

Good Luck for Everyone!!
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*.:。✿。.:*~ Nico ~*.:。✿。.:*




P/S: I am going to KL for eSan Wedding coming weekend, hopefully next week i will have time to compile some photos...so that i can share with you guys for my Thailand Backpack Trip in short future..

 



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