nicol3mii's Xangahttp://www.xanga.com/nicol3miiLatest Xanga weblog from nicol3miien-us60The Weblog Communityhttp://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://www.xanga.com/nicol3miiThursday, July 03, 2008http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/664456155/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/664456155/item.htmlThu, 03 Jul 2008 11:06:30 GMT<P align=center>&nbsp;</P><P align=center><EMBED style="WIDTH: 400px; HEIGHT: 80px" src=http://audio.xanga.com/mp3embedplayer.swf?c=2&amp;i=2426827&amp;m=ecef6 type=application/x-shockwave-flash bgcolor="#ffffff" wmode="opaque"> </EMBED><SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#602060 size=2>The world is turning into the wrong way</FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#602060 size=2>with too many pressure to handle, </FONT><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#602060 size=2>and too much&nbsp;stress to manage</FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#602060 size=2>but all I want is to be&nbsp;loved again!</FONT></P><P align=center><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=100 alt="All I Want Is To Be Loved Endlessly" src="http://xf8.xanga.com/38a82566776a0197475940/w74634682.png"></P><P align=center>&nbsp;</P><P align=center>&nbsp;</P>http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/664456155/item.html#firstcommentThursday, June 26, 2008http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/663380702/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/663380702/item.htmlThu, 26 Jun 2008 08:59:00 GMT<P align=center>&nbsp;<SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN></P><P align=center><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=100 alt="Don't Be Afraid" src="http://x42.xanga.com/da3845ea27100196109520/w49031258.png"></P><P align=center><SPAN class=ital-inline minmax_bound="true"><FONT size=2><FONT color=#bf4040><FONT face="Trebuchet MS"><FONT color=#df2020 size=4>Terrified</FONT>:&nbsp;thrown into a state of intense fear or desperation: </FONT></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P><P align=center><SPAN class=ital-inline minmax_bound="true"><FONT size=2><FONT face="Trebuchet MS"><FONT color=#bf0000 size=1>"terrified of what just happened 5mins before off-time and 60mins later..."</FONT></FONT></FONT></SPAN></P><P align=center><SPAN class=ital-inline minmax_bound="true"><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#bf0000 size=1></FONT></SPAN>&nbsp;</P><SPAN class=ital-inline minmax_bound="true"><P align=center><FONT color=#bf4040><FONT face="Trebuchet MS"><FONT size=2><FONT color=#df2020 size=4>Afraid</FONT>: feeling fear; filled with apprehension: </FONT></FONT></FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS"><SPAN class=ital-inline minmax_bound="true"><FONT color=#bf0000 size=1>"afraid of what will happen tomorrow..."</FONT></SPAN></FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#bf0000 size=1><SPAN class=ital-inline minmax_bound="true"><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" alt="We're All Scared, All Scared" src="http://x0d.xanga.com/1d7c4b7464330196135360/w151532594.png" width=565></SPAN></FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#bf0000 size=1><SPAN class=ital-inline minmax_bound="true"></SPAN></FONT>&nbsp;</P><P align=center><FONT size=2><FONT size=+0><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#ff4040><SPAN class=ital-inline minmax_bound="true"><FONT color=#bf4040>Well...</FONT> </SPAN></FONT></FONT></FONT></SPAN><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=100 alt="Good Luck With That" src="http://x7b.xanga.com/a47c9273c1732196108169/z151508805.png"> <SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN></P><P align=center>&nbsp;</P>http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/663380702/item.html#firstcommentThursday, May 29, 2008http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/659173451/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/659173451/item.htmlThu, 29 May 2008 10:09:15 GMT<P align=center>&nbsp;</P><P align=center><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=100 alt="Do You Know What It Feels Like" src="http://x72.xanga.com/2f68124314160196112861/w108125897.png">&nbsp;</P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#bfbf00 size=4>eating a dead cat?</FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#8f6030 size=2>It tastes like crap but you are still being force to&nbsp;swallow down&nbsp;to the&nbsp;throat, through the whole digest system before you can finally make the crap&nbsp;out of it. </FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#8f6030 size=2>The entire&nbsp;process of getting the dead cat out from&nbsp;my body takes&nbsp;23 hours.</FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#8f6030 size=2>The lesson is... <FONT size=3>DON'T</FONT>&nbsp;ever allow&nbsp;them to try the 'dead-cat' card on me!&nbsp;</FONT></P><P align=center>&nbsp;</P>http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/659173451/item.html#firstcommentFriday, May 23, 2008http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/658304075/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/658304075/item.htmlFri, 23 May 2008 11:51:11 GMT<P align=center>&nbsp;</P><P align=center><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=100 alt="Tomorrow We Fight To The Death" src="http://xd6.xanga.com/58a1833575233195558150/w118415273.png"></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#784860 size=2></FONT><SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#784860 size=2>Frightday is over... </FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#784860 size=2>Another new phase of life is coming this week...</FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#784860 size=2>It's another&nbsp;journey of life...</FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#784860 size=2><BR>&nbsp;</P></FONT>http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/658304075/item.html#firstcommentWednesday, May 21, 2008http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/657940024/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/657940024/item.htmlWed, 21 May 2008 05:03:53 GMT<DIV style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><BR><IMG title="This Darkness Holds A Power You Won't Find In The Day" style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0px; BORDER-TOP: 0px; BORDER-LEFT: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0px" height=100 src="http://xa5.xanga.com/4ccc434278630190029314/w146219279.jpg"><BR><BR><FONT style="COLOR: rgb(96,64,32)" size=2><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS">Wailsday.<BR><BR>I can't see it coming... <BR>I can't believe it happened...<BR>I don't deserve all the special treatment...<BR>I didn't expect it at all...<BR><BR>It happened...<BR>I can't turn back... <BR>I can't defend myself... <BR>I can't speak up...<BR>I can't do anything... <BR><BR>I can't do anything to change their perspectives on this...<BR><BR>I can only strive for a better day... <BR>Each and everyday...<BR></SPAN></FONT></DIV><DIV style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><FONT style="COLOR: rgb(96,64,32)" size=2><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=320 alt=DSC07099_xanga src="http://xec.xanga.com/c91c812122135195588148/w151056572.jpg"> <SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN><BR><BR>it takes tonnes of courage to look forward at times, this time around i feel defeated again with tears hanging at the corner of the eyes... Where's the aza&nbsp;I need?!</SPAN></FONT><FONT style="COLOR: rgb(96,64,32)" size=2><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><BR><BR></DIV></SPAN></FONT>http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/657940024/item.html#firstcommentTuesday, May 20, 2008http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/657843998/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/657843998/item.htmlTue, 20 May 2008 10:50:36 GMT<DIV style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><BR>&nbsp;<A href="http://xaa.xanga.com/76d8871ac1d10190029329/b6642494.jpg" target=_blank><IMG title="Handbag - Bag Lady" style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0px; BORDER-TOP: 0px; BORDER-LEFT: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0px" height=100 src="http://xaa.xanga.com/76d8871ac1d10190029329/z6642494.jpg"></A><BR><FONT style="COLOR: rgb(40,40,24)" size=2><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS">Obsession kills!<BR><BR></SPAN></FONT><FONT style="COLOR: rgb(40,40,24)" size=2><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS">I'mofficially moving backwards from C to B, I don't mind moving backwards,as long as it gets better.<BR>I know it's hard to achieve at this point of point, let's see how things go after I set my eyes on these two.<BR><BR>I want to own you both one day!</SPAN></FONT><BR></DIV><P></P><P align=center><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" alt="Burberry - My Obsession" src="http://xd7.xanga.com/6a6c616178332189903137/w146112399.jpg" width=606></P><P><SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN></P><P style="COLOR: rgb(40,40,24); FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><FONT size=2>oh, not forgetting, a B for him too... <IMG src="http://s.xanga.com/images/heart2.gif"><BR></FONT></P><P><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" alt="Burberry - For Him" src="http://xd4.xanga.com/620c416bc0d30189900133/w146109805.jpg" width=394> <SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN></P><A href="http://xaa.xanga.com/76d8871ac1d10190029329/b6642494.jpg" target=_blank><BR></A>http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/657843998/item.html#firstcommentFriday, May 16, 2008http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/657217546/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/657217546/item.htmlFri, 16 May 2008 11:03:39 GMT<P><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2></FONT>&nbsp;</P><P align=center><A href="http://x34.xanga.com/290c6225d6433195548570/b151021089.png" target=_blank><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=100 alt="No Place Like Home" src="http://x34.xanga.com/290c6225d6433195548570/w151021089.png"></FONT><SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN></A></P><P align=center><SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2></FONT></SPAN><FONT size=2><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS">Kickin'-It-Off finally ended. </SPAN><BR style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS">No words can define the whole experience.</SPAN><BR style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"></FONT><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><FONT size=2>Perhaps, Wise?! or an eye-opener experience?! <BR>In terms of a good experience to expose thoroughly on who a mr.nice guy really is... or how someone seems harmless a person can turn out to be completely the opposite... </FONT></SPAN></P><P align=center><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><FONT size=2><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" alt=DSC07044_facebook src="http://xd8.xanga.com/cbff274777c32195549560/w145536661.jpg" width=448></FONT></SPAN></SPAN></P><P align=center><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><FONT size=1>Day 1: somewhere in the middle</FONT></SPAN></SPAN></P><P align=center><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><FONT size=2><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=448 alt=DSC07067_facebook src="http://x99.xanga.com/78bc965a42332195549586/w151022008.jpg"></FONT></P><P align=center><FONT size=1>The first&nbsp;night catching up with David A. after a hectic&nbsp;day...</FONT></SPAN></SPAN></P><P align=center><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"></SPAN><FONT size=2><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=320 alt=DSC07086_facebook src="http://x67.xanga.com/beec732445230195549603/w151022026.jpg"></FONT></P><P align=center><FONT size=1>Day 2: I will never master the "mask" skills</FONT></SPAN></P><P align=center><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><FONT size=2><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=448 alt=DSC07120_facebook src="http://xb7.xanga.com/9a7c4a2145d30195549621/w151022043.jpg"></FONT></SPAN></P><P align=center><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><FONT size=1>It was another tiring and hectic filled of "excitement"</FONT></SPAN></P><P align=center><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"><FONT size=2><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=484 alt=DSC_0196_facebook src="http://x42.xanga.com/ea0c6b5b32232195549645/w151022066.jpg"></FONT></P><P align=center><FONT size=1>The third night was just better with a little magic of alcohol...</FONT></P><P align=center><BR><FONT size=2>Despite of all the naked-truths...<BR>it's good to have the opportunity to explore something outside of the&nbsp;boarders...<BR>it's good to lose the body-message virginity...<BR>it's good to have a little fun after the sunset...<BR>it's good to be back!!!<BR></FONT></P></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS"></SPAN><P><FONT size=2><FONT face="Trebuchet MS"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Trebuchet MS">&nbsp;</P></SPAN></FONT></FONT>http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/657217546/item.html#firstcommentTuesday, May 06, 2008http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/655672265/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/655672265/item.htmlTue, 06 May 2008 08:31:19 GMT<P align=center>&nbsp;</P><P align=center><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=100 alt="Leavin' On A Jet Plane" src="http://x70.xanga.com/698874f052760187620394/w32003650.png"></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2></FONT><SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2>leaving on a jet plane in 6 hours...</FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2></FONT>&nbsp;</P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2>p/s: wishing me a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY... <IMG src="http://s.xanga.com/images/winky.gif" width=15 border=0></FONT></P>http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/655672265/item.html#firstcommentMonday, May 05, 2008http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/655531824/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/655531824/item.htmlMon, 05 May 2008 10:25:26 GMT<P><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2></FONT>&nbsp;</P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=100 alt="It's My Birthday, Blow Me" src="http://x41.xanga.com/bd4c74f575d32187468008/w143990130.png"></FONT></P><P align=left><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2>1 and a half hours away from 24-year-old... <SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN></FONT></P><P align=left><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2>2-many things to settle at the same time...</FONT></P><P align=left><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2>3 wishes in mind nevertheless...</FONT></P><P align=left><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2>HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, MYSELF AND I...</FONT></P><P align=left><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=259 alt=DSC08722_xanga src="http://x31.xanga.com/ac9c9aebc8134187467613/w143989777.jpg"> <SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2></FONT></P><P align=left>&nbsp;</P><P>&nbsp;</P>http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/655531824/item.html#firstcommentWednesday, April 30, 2008http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/654711937/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/654711937/item.htmlWed, 30 Apr 2008 05:54:31 GMT<P>&nbsp;</P><P align=center><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" height=100 alt="Well Behaved Women Rarely Make History" src="http://xee.xanga.com/42ec76fa38432186755921/w143367620.png"></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#282818 size=2>Labours rule, tomorrow!</FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#282818 size=2>Happy holiday!</FONT></P><P align=center><FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=2><FONT color=#282818>3 silly labours&nbsp;ruled the pantry with instant noodles during lunch break!</FONT> <IMG src="http://s.xanga.com/images/silly.gif" width=15 border=0></FONT><IMG style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" alt="Maggie Lunch" src="http://xa8.xanga.com/940c93fa30035186754356/w143366199.jpg" width=600> <SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN></P><P>&nbsp;<SPAN style="WIDTH: 0px"></SPAN></P>http://www.xanga.com/nicol3mii/654711937/item.html#firstcomment