Still alive

     Ok, yes I am still alive!  This may be disapointing news for some of you....  to those of who were regreting this day, I say.....  oh well.  Any who, got back from florida last weekend...  which sucks because I never wanted to leave.  I was having such a good time, and actually got to see Bailee after five weeks.  SHE LOOKS AWESOME!!!!  Can we say swim suit issue?  Ok, so maybe thats just a personal fantisy.  I can't wait to see her again.  I am flying out to drive back with her.   That will be good.  We will see if she can stand hours apon hours in a car with me...  hopefully she won't kick me out the car.  So any who, this is all for now, just letting every one know I still exist.

Derek

"I have a tendancy to fall hard and fast."

I'm not so sure what to write about now...  my life is kinda mundain when it comes to my day to day activity (it drives me nuts).  I get go to work, go to school and go home then make a phone call to the person I care about.  Not much changes in my existance right now...save for one absolutely incredible female who has happened into my life.  I was told today by a friend I made in my EMT-B class that she would check into getting me a job as a phlabotomist...  that would be cool seeing as how it directly relates with what I do with my life, baring any enterance into a movie(my real dream).  So yeah... thats about it for today.

Derek

I would like you all to direct your attention to the time of this entry, I'll wait....  Yes that actually says 6:30 something in the A.M..  What does this mean?  I'm glad you asked.  This indicates that I am in fact mildly mentally deficiant.  I thought I had work this morning and had tomorrow off, however, I was mistaken.  I have today off and I work tomorrow.  This also mean thats I woke up at 4:00 in the morning for no apparent reason.  It's bad enough when you are laughed at by the sun and most people you know for getting up that early to go to work, but when you are sengient for no particullar reason...  Well it's just stupid(this over sight does not change the promise I made).  Oh well, I guess this means that I will be able to get some things done today, like my laundry, cleaning out my car, and rearranging my dvd collection into alaphabetical order and genre.  Ok, maybe not the last one.

One more weekend of fair has come and gone.  It was a good weekend, save for the humidity.  But beggers can't be choosers.  A little side note, thanks to all who added in rubbing me down, it felt great!  I have heard stories that there are some people out at fair who are running into personal problems with patrins(sp), I would just like it to be known that if any of you incur these problems, I will be more than happy to help.  Although you all know me as this fluffy nice teddy bear, I make an exclent body guard(with the use of physical force if at all possible) and will glad to intimidate, and deter any and all who make you affraid, or make your day at the site less enjoyable.  Just look for me, call me out, or ask where I am and go to me (or anybody you trust for that matter).  We should all be safe, and having fun... that is, after all, why we are there.  I hope everyones day goes well!

Derek

-some there be that shadows kiss; Such have but a shadows bliss.- Shakespeare

8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: Austin Holland, then three minutes later I met Nick Baumgartner (First day of first grade)                                                        
First Kiss: Jennifer Gould (Senior year)
First Screen Name: Amontillado (aol account)
First Pet: Cricket (tri-color collie...  I miss her so much)
First Piercing: My left ear when I was 18
First Crush: My second grade teacher
First Music You Remember Hearing:... I'm not sure 
First Car:  1978 Mercury Cougar... never actually got to drive it

7 Lasts...
Last Cigarette: About 2 min. ago
Last alchoholic Drink: Last night, captain and coke
Last Phone Call: Last night to call a beautiful woman!
Last Car Ride: This morning, going home from a great night!
Last Kiss: This morning just before my last car ride... Mmmmm
Last Movie Seen: The Exorcism of Emily Rose 
Last CD Played: Flogging Molly- With in a Mile From Home

6 Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: No...That would weird seeing as my best friends are male... I don't swing that way
Have You Ever Broken the Law: Yeah... never been cought
Have You Ever Been Arrested: No... But I've helped arrest people
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Yes, several times
Have You Ever Been on TV: A few times 

5 Things....
5 Things You're Wearing: Pants, t-shirt, Boxer briefs, a watch, and a big smile
5 Things You've Done Today: Woke up, got a kiss... Mmmmm.., drove home, walked in the house, drank a cup of coffee
5 Things You Can't Live Without: Coffee, good friends, good times, humor, and my pets
5 Things You Do When You're Bored: Read, movies, watch tv, walk, and snort coke....  ok, j/k, I just can't think of anything else right now
5 Places You've Been: Colorado, North Dakota, Ohio, Utah, Nevada...  those are just places I've lived

4 favorite things
1.Family 
2. friends
3.martial arts
4. coffee

3 People You Can Tell *Almost* Anything To
1.Nick
2. Josh
3. Austin

2 Choices...
1. Black or White: White
2. Hot or Cold: Hot

1 Thing You Want to Do Before you die: There are several things I want to do before I die....  How can I choose just one?

Another fair weekend hath comith and gonith...  ok, sorry...  Not too bad a saturday, but sunday was smothing hell...  I truely feel sorry for all who have to wear layers of clothing and such.  I perspire and I only wear a sleeveless shirt, pants, boots, and a dog collar.  I had a great saturday night after fair, hung out with the "gang", and watched about 20-30 min. of princess bride, and talked for a while.  It was fun, we'll have to do it again.  Sunday was fun too... a view from the inside.  I did learn that I have to be more specific...  ;)  I take care of that.  So any who, I was really pissed off at work today because this person I work with lazy and worthless.  She's there for 7and a half hours (6-1:30) and she took 3 one hour breaks today...  I don't mind busting my hump if its called for...  things happen that are out of my control, but when I have bust tail because some one I work with is lazy, stupid, worthless, and using me...  I tend to get a little...  perterbed.  Her and I are going to have words tomorrow.  So, I hope everyones week is going well so far...  and I hope the rest of it only gets better.  I'll see some of you later, and talk to the others at some point in time!

Bye all,

Derek