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| It has been a whileIn the time since I last posted too much has happened for me to be able to remember all of it. Suffice it to say that I have read 4.5 of the 6 books that I have to read and will be totally happy when this stage of things are done. I should be sleeping since I am giving blood later today and I am getting up at 7 for class. I will be glad when this class is done. It hasn't quite been what I was hoping for, but then what is anymore.
Over all I am doing well. I am happy with my life and just wish that the decisions that I have to make in the next few months were still several years off in the future. Alas, they are not and I have quite the array of choices to make. I am sure everything will work out the way they are supposed to, but in the mean time I reserve the right to freak out.
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| I am so close. And more falls from the heavens. I can do this, just hang on!
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| HAhaIt has been quite a while since I have made the time to write here, but with good reason. I have been swamped with school work and I am now dating someone so that also tends to take precedence over writing in a blog. NOne the less, here I am and bringing the noise as best I can. As far as I know, I only have these four research papers left to writ which is still a ton of work, but I am trying to systematically take care of it. Considering that I started the week with far more than that I feel I am doing pretty well. Of course, now that I have said that something new and WoNdErFuL will come bouncing down the path for me to squeeze into my schedule. Oh well. All is well otherwise, and hopefully it will stay that way for a while.
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| "I am delusional."
"What makes you say that?"
"Isn't it obvious?"
"If it were obvious, would I be asking all these pestering questions?"
"I see your point. I am just tired of feeling useless and unwanted. I look toward the future and all I see is continued failure. I realize this will probably dissipate once I find what I am looking for, but who knows when that will be."
"I have no idea what you are talking about. Or is it a who?"
"It is everything and everyone. I question the worth of trying, which is a sad statement in and of its self. I mean, I'm not going to stop trying, but I think you get what I am talking about."
"Nope. But that is OK. What is most important is that you know I am here for you and that you can aways come to me when you need to."
"Thanks."
"No problem."
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