i would ask what happened. to you, but the answer would be nothing. it is what does need to happen that hasen't that makes me worry. everything you have done, every action you have taken, every word you have said... take a pause in like, and look in a mirror, or just at a wall. think about those things, the reason behind them, and where they have led you. then ask yourself: is this what i wanted? if the answer to that is no, then think about those things for one moment, then no more. never act in that way again. and if that doesnt work, you can slap me next time you see me. but that would involve you coming back to kansas...