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Sunday, March 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 20:07:46 GMT

spring break was good.

i'll have to post some pics.

kay!?!

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 12:39:59 GMT

I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED!

It's wayyyyy cute. && when i got in pierced, i wasnt nervous, && it didn't even hurt.

&& ITS ADORABLE!

AHHHH!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 17:05:11 GMT

Friday after school im getting my nose pierced!

im excited

P.S.

I've heard people from North High know about my expierence friday night, and i have something to say about all this bullshit, yeah it did happen, but me doing it is none of your business. Im young, im trying to live my life before its over. && if you dont approve of what i do, then i fuckin dont care! What i did is NO ONES business to be telling other people. So if your someone who knows you better god damn keep your fuckin mouth closed!

thanks.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 15:56:59 GMT

HAPPY BREAST CANCER AWARENESS DAY!

Today Me, Ashton, Sahar && Vanida all wore matching shirts that we made last night and all wore skirts and were all just matching and it was pretty cute!

Sahar, Ashton, CHELSIE (me) && Vanida.

Blowing kisses, Cept Sahar, shes smelling her hands...?

Im Shocked Sahar is so GANGSTER!!

Jakes attempt to take a picture of up our skirts.

Its the new style Boys, better start tuckin yo shirts into yo panties!

Blondes!

Brunettes!

He was going to lift her up by her sleves...didnt work.

Ashtons Shirt

Chelsie's (ME) Shirt

Sahars Shirt

Vanidas Shirt

Sahar all Emo, and Khalid in the background.

Umm Khalid...looking at Jake...?

A L S O

Monday my Unlce dyed my hair. He came in from New York and was visting so while he was down here cut && dyed my hair. Hes a professional hair dresser in NY so hes pretty darn good with hair.

Its a lot lighter then before, But you cant really tell in photos.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 15:59:10 GMT

FRIDAY:; Went to the Emery, Bleed the Dream, June, Anberlin && Hawthorne Heights concert. Freakin met the lead singer or JUNE && BLEED THE DREAM! Both were totally hott. Got pictures && their autopraphs. The concert was amazing, Emery kicked ass && I got smashed so many times it wasnt even funny.

the rest is a secret. lol.

--EDIT--

good god school is the worst. all that learning UGH!

this weekend is going to be good. i can sense it. anyone wanna hang out leave me a comment or call me. if you dont know my number hit me up on aim

OhX So Good.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 16:18:08 GMT

Happy Valentines Day.

Mines been um...okay? I got one valentine today. && that was from Kim. Shes the sweetest girl ever! Gawd do i love her.&& well my parents got me something also.

Im pretty much not going to let this stupid day get to me.

Its stupid.

3 days till EMERY!

im freakin stoooooooooooooooooooooked!

p.s

I got told I should be a model today.

they are insane & on drugs!

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 19:26:42 GMT

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I've been thinking alot lately. About the reasons why I do somethings. Like how I can't ever stay mad at people. The reason why is because I think that no one cares about me, && that is I was to say I never wanted to speak to them again, they wouldn't care.

When I was little I can honestly admit I wasnt the nicest or sharing little girl ever. && people always treated me like crap, && didnt actually like me most of the time. So now i think the same way. That everyone secretly can't stand me && doesn't give a shit if i live or die.

So when i get mad at people, I end up saying sorry to them in the next hour && tell them i was stupid for getting mad && it was a dumb reason, when really they actually did do something wrong && im just trying to get them back.

thats why im stupid && cant stay mad at people.

im affraid of finally realsing:;

they dont care.

i know im stupid.

p.s

look @@ mai grill in my new pic.

i love teeth!

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 21:51:05 GMT

2 WEEKS into the 2nd semester. && Its going some what okay. Ive got classes with almost ALL new people. Which is a good thang cause i like meeting new people. && these new people are cooler then the old ones.

Bad thing, i sit behind one of the bitchiest girls in the whole freshmen class in my math class. If she says one more rude thang to me, Ima take my desk && throw it at her F***** face!

>>>Lifes good && im not going to let your childish words && tactics to hurt my feelings bring me down. Im going to stay strong with my chin held high, && make you relize your wasting your time.///

e to the d to the i to the t!

new song.

The Feverfew

Goodbye Blue Monday

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 20:42:49 GMT

My digital camera broke :( times like 400005!

BUT, good thing is my loving ex boyfriend Jerry is going to buy me a new one!

Yeah i pretty much LOVE him.

Its really cute too.

fuckin sweeeeet right?!

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 11:41:16 GMT

you aren't going to be his first,
    his last, or his only..hes cared
    about someone else before &
    he will again, but if he cares
    for you right now what else
    matters? he's not perfect, you
    arent either and the two of you
    will never be perfect. but if he
    can make you laugh at least*
    once, hold onto him and give
    him   [ the most ] you can  <3

No makeup... this will be like a once && only thing. so enjoy.

.: do i still love you? ...of course i still love you. do i still need you? maybe. i'm not sure... i don't know if i really need anyone. so i think i'm going to let you go now. and i know it's going to hurt. i'll still cry myself to sleep every night. but eventually, i won't cry anymore. maybe i'll even find someone else to love and care about as much as i do for you. although, i doubt that. :.

MY WEEK:; boring. boring. && a little more boring.