| I spent like 4+ hours on the phone today o_O
with different people, so it's all good. I've never had to make so many phone calls...!
I'm at a time where I have so much to balance. A lot of school. A lot of not school stuff. and still keeping relationships! It will be over soon. Persevere!
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| i want this shirt(from noisebot.com) 
i love this postsecret!!
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| i actually saw one of these signs! it made me laugh a lot
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| So yes, I got done reading Faith's entry and it has been one year. One year. I still don't know whether a year is a long time to me or not. I tried reading an entry from a year ago, and it felt like I wrote it like last week. Time is just a weird thing. Anyways I don't really know what to think about those who have died. It's weird to me also. I miss her very much. I always looked forward to her amusing the class after lunch everyday. I looked forward to us hanging out and becoming better friends! I guess not anymore.
Anyways, I'm in a thankful mood. I'm really glad that I don't have to be forced to marry anyone. I can't imagine how an arranged marriage works out. I supposed the couple learns to adapt to each other though. On Jeff and Jer last week I heard that this lady and her husband met while working in a circus. They only knew each other for six weeks, and got married. They couldn't even speak the same language (English and Spanish), but they loved each other so much? Or there was a really strong attraction? Anyways, they've been happily married for 15 years. They've learned each other's languages. I find that strange and beautiful. Knowing someone for so little..and loving them so much. Does our amount of love depend on the amount of time we've known someone?
I know I have something to say about education. but I don't know how to word it. I feel like I take my educated for granted sometimes. Which is weird, cause I do care a lot about school, which is reflected in my work. But it's like I don't really realize how important it is? It just feels like it's something that I HAVE to do. Something that parents, teachers and society has drilled into my head. Do good in high school, go to college. I'm not even sure what I want to do yet. I think I like studying culture, but probably not have a career in that area. Probably something medical. I forgot where I was going with this. Well anyways, it just sucks for those kids who don't have the opportunity to get good educations...like in other countries.
My shoulders really hurt. I don't think my backpack's that heavy o_o
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| dear self,
please focus and get stuff done
stop procrastinating and thinking about what could have been
i know you miss things from the past, but don't worry better things will come in the future
just stick with it..."fake it until you make it"
try to put together your thoughts so maybe you can ask someone for help
remember that you can't do this on your own!!!
most importantly...stop trying to love God. just love Him.
okay?! :)
love,
jasmine
oh and jeez. i'm so sick of this miley cyrus junk -__-
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