| i am going through a difficult phase right now.
no, it's not my period. though good guess.
unfortunately, it's not something that anybody who reads this can help me with.
so i know that you [readers] will offer to help with, and trust me, i really wish you could.
but your help is simply something that i can't accept.
hell, i don't even know why i'm typing this here to begin with.
it just feels slightly better to get it out into the void of xanga,
and i suppose it's just part of my monthly update. who knows?
despite the difficulty of what i have to deal with, i know at the end it'll all be worth it.
except that right now, it almost seems too difficult to bear and i don't know if i can make it.
sometimes, my body screams no, and my mind screams yes,
but my mind is hesitant when its screaming back.
anyhow, i won't go into any more detail. hope life is treating you all well.
even though sometimes it seems like that never happens.
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| i have no tolerance for weakness.
my respect for somebody just plummets when they buckle under pressure.
maintaining a strong exterior even when the interior feels the walls closing in is where i am most impressed.
the best way to handle a crumbling situation is to accept what's happening around you, and adapt to them.
breaking down and losing sight of your goals is never effective, even counter productive.
even against the tide, you keep pressing on.
in other news, i really wish someone would throw me a surprise birthday party.
though it pains me to say that my wish didnt involve me having to subtly hint at it.
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| monkeys are not good conductors of electricity.you think that this would be common knowledge.
but no. i had no idea. ah well, live and learn.
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| NANOWRIMO!apparently lillian is just that cool that i'm doing NANOWRIMO!
and apparently i am obsessed with their funky slogan... NANOWRIMO!
national novel writing month. why it's in november is totally beyond me.
but i figure i have nothing better to do in the following month than... thanksgiving and black friday.
actually that was a lie. i do have better things to do... one of which includes NANOWRIMO!
that means no xanga. for one month. shock shock.
but i shall be spurred on by the ginormous writing power of my fellow NANOWRIMO-er
together we shall trudge through the cyber space of writing and... hopefully not die.
i'm too shy to ask, i'm too proud to lose.
but sooner or later, i've gotta choose. |
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