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| pissed offso my last 2 days off until august were absolutely wasted because of work and now i'm pissed. whatever. i'm so exhausted still. these past 2 weeks have not been relaxing at all because i've been working so much. i wanted my break to be restful but all it has been was stressful. all i keep thinking about is money. i hate it. but whatever...i'll figure it out.
i got my class 5 license sent today. it looks hell of a lot better than my class 7. partly because shallow me woke up early and did my hair. whatever. i have to live with this license for the rest of my life so it might as well look good.
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| AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHok. so today has been a totally awesome day. i'm so happy that kat and i went shopping. she has excellent taste in clothes and was so supportive of me trying on stuff. i hate shopping and i hate trying on clothes but she was very encouraging. and...i must say...kat has some fierce gams and she should show off those puppies more cuz damn. chris is a lucky, lucky guy. i feel kinda guilty cuz we mostly shopped for me and i don't like doing that...so next time it'll be all kat. i wanna be the stylist and she can be the sexy model. and and and.....more shoe shopping. god i love shoes.
my day gets better.....i got an A in the social history of Canada!!!! WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!! i fricken thought i was going to get a c+ because i thought i wrote a shitty essay and i wrote pretty much crap on my final. but hey..maybe my prof likes crap. i was very nice to him and he knew me by name so i think that helps. he always says hi to me in the hallway. very creepy but whatever. i did awesome and i'm so proud of my self. now i just have to wait for my english mark and all will be good in the world. this A boosted my cumulative GPA by alot. so sweet!!!!!! totally makes not having a life worth it now that i know that i'm actually having success in my classes. now i have a chance to get into grad school should i choose to be stupid and continue on with school. and now i know what i needed to do in order to focus. it totally worked and was totally worth it. i'm very happy.
at first i was filled with a lot of doubt in my ability to continue being a straight A student in university only because i felt and still feel really intimidated by everyone there. but these grades this semester are totally reaffirming and i'm realizing that i've always had it in me i've just been doubting myself. i see the improvement and now i don't feel like such a dumbass all the time. it's a relief.
*sigh*
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| *yawnhello little blog. we meet again.
school is over. my grades are slowly trickling in and i must say i'm satisfied thus far. we'll see how the other 2 classes go. i might have to change my feelings. who knows.
I'm getting excited about the prospect of starting my life once i'm finished school. i've been considering different career options and of course some are more appealing than others.
1st dream: to be a writer. not necessarily a novelist per say but a writer. I would love to write a screenplay...maybe direct it or something like that.
2nd dream: work in a job where i get to wear nice shoes and oppressive work outfits and power suits with shoulder pads so i look like a line backer the pats. where i buy my grande latte with light foam every morning before commuting to the office while solving crime by night. could happen. i'm working on developing my super powers as we speak. tights and cape i have. secret identity also. all i'm saying is that if you see a crazed person who looks like me running around screaming..."I will avenge you!" it could be me but it's not because i'm at home working on my novel or oscar winning screen play.
3rd dream: travel. really...this is my number 1 dream but i have to be realistic here. i would only enjoy travelling if i was getting paid to have fun and that would be a rarity in the career world unless i could get hired to be a water slide tester or something. maybe there's an opening in that field. i'll post my resume on monster.ca and see what comes up.
4th dream: storm chaser. if i didn't like the rain so much i would put this right up there with water slide tester. my dream is to see a real life twister. you know...close but not too close.
5th dream: win the lottery. seriously, who doesn't have this dream.
6th dream: all of a sudden i wake up and am able to sing like celine. i would join a cool record label, tour the world, go on lots of water slides (that way i could be a water slide tester and a singer)...and then i could appear on ellen without actually having to be a hero of some sort or be a kid inventor
7th dream: work for ellen. it looks like it could be fun. maybe she would let me ride a segway
8th dream: make it in the NBA. the expectations they have are way too high and so are the nets. but i mean...steve nash is only so tall and as long as i didnt stand next to the really tall players i could totally make it. besides i think i would look good in their jerseys. but that's just my opinion
9th dream: work at ct forever. KIDDING!!! ouch ...
10th dream: be the person who slaps tom cruise. lol. i'd gain fame and notoriety i think. and the respect of embarrassed scientologists world wide
11th dream: become a ventriloquist. secret passion.
12th dream: do the luge at the olympic winter games. or try out for the jamaican bobsled team.
13th dream: write the next great american/canadian novel
14th dream: start my own religion based on chocolate and my love of naps
15th dream: move out of my parents house. i am such a bum
16th dream: stop dreaming and start doing. isn't that right?
17th dream: tell oprah she's getting fat while eating a donut in front of her
18th dream: run like hell away from oprah who is about to kill me for dream 17. it'd be a workout but well worth it. besides i want to stay in shape and nothing beats being chased by an rhino in the exercise world. motivation to keep running...i think so.
19th dream: have children and live vicariously through them. i.e. stage mom. i'm going to force my children into being little prodigies so that they can become famous through their start on ellen and then they can make lots of money. we will have a tv series so that my children can be exploited by entertainment while earning lots of money that i will take and form some sort of drug habit or addiction ...probably to jello because it's erotic
20th dream: become a teacher and ruin the minds of future with useless information while crushing all of their dreams ...i call it payback muahahahahah
i have many dreams...which is why i do not sleep...i wait. just like chuck norris.
this is only the beginning.
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| sorrow...and saddnessToday I found out that my friend is going to have to get her leg removed. I'm very sad for her. She has a positive attitude but I'm sure that it's very hard for her. She is an amazing athlete and a good friend. I've known her for a very, very long time. I think almost 10 years or so. It must be rough for her and I've been praying for her. She is going to get a prosthesis and counselling, but I mean, this was a doctor's mistake. They missed a piece and now look what happened.
I admire her courage and her strength. I hope that this will take care of the cancer for good and I pray to God that it never comes back. | | |
| last day...it's the last day of classes today. i'm quite happy about that. | | |
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