Friday, December 08, 2006 gradu.ma.cated.I have important things to say. I have ideas the world needs to hear. I think I'm finally starting to have time to think about those things (ironically, now that college is finally over). First off, about the whole graduating thing- I really could care less. I am not attending my graduation because all it really is a photo op. Do I feel like I've accomplished something? um sort of? I mostly feel like I just went to college because it's socially demanded. I don't believe you need a degree to prove to the world that your intelligent, nor do you even have to go to college to further your learning. It's just all a mastorbatory set of standards and hoops we have to jump through because simply a degree sadly does connotate intelligence. If you want to learn in life, you will learn. There were only a few classes that really "challenged" me at all in my college career and there were lots of classes I had to take that I did not care at all for, and in fact some of them even stunted my writing. ah the soul of a tortured artist.... I say my writing but what have I written latley? meaningless blogs... stupid myspace surveys... Yes, I wrote some papers of significance for my classes, but my professors are the only ones reading those. and Vinnie. because I make him. and because sometimes I am desperate for my ideas to be heard. I guess the idea of a judgemental audience is scary. I do a lot of frilly girly things and I watch a lot of pointless tv shows, but I do a lot of things completley aware that I am a product of my society and I honestly watch Flavor of Love because I like discussing the impact booty shaking girls have on shaping our culture. I am passionate about most of the things I do and sometimes people interpret that passion as meaningless. For example, every latte that I make, I try to make perfectly tasting and perfectly looking (there is thing called latte art that I do that you probably have never seen, it is design and art in a cup and its so very prettiful). Sometimes though people just think it's a waste of time to care so much about the little things, but I do care and I care so much because if I can be passionate about every one of my actions, I can truly lead a full life. maybe. at least thats my justification Monday, April 17, 2006 This past weekend I was hospitalized for a pinched nerve in my neck. The damaged nerve caused the muscles around it to spasm and send signals back to my heart causing it to feel like it was exploding. So now I'm on all these muscle relaxors and I'm all drugged up. Which makes going to class really really hard.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006 IF YOU EVER NEED TO HAVE WORK DONE ON YOUR CAR, DO NOT!!!! TAKE IT TO TERRY LABONTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WORST SERVICE EVER, TELL ALL YOUR FRIENDS.
i'd sue them if i had any patience. Friday, February 24, 2006 I am now 22. Party tommorow night bitches. P.S. Vanessa was kidnapped to greensboro Sunday, January 15, 2006 Emily's desperate housewives themed party was a blast last night. and now I'm a supervisor at borders. woot woot. my job is the merch supervisor which means im in charge of like all the book displays in the store. anywho-its a big deal. plus a girl I can't stand got fired. holla holla. AND my classes are hella cool. life is so swell. minus Vinnie's parents staying here for the weekend. but i can deal with that. ok im going to go read. |
